should I reply? Okay, nope!

I'm scrolling to my Twitter and I saw my friend's tweet:

Lexi  @ Lex_Xie

Ano? Lagi nalang ba ako iniiwan? 

#First_relationshit

#thankunext

1 comment   0 retweet   2 likes

I gorgeously took a peek at the comment.

Emmers @eeeemmaaaa

replying to @ Lex_Xie 

biEh! Chair up! Lalaki lang 'yan. Wag iiyakan, kung kaya naman palitan.

I smirked, really? 

Since I saw their tweet, They inspired me to daydream.

 And I chose my fantasy boy.

I created a person in my head. 




I want him to have a nice attitude, a nice jawline, an aromatic lavender scent, a person who can make me laugh, A person that is comfy when he's around so in less awkward moments, and he's focusing on his studies because that's my priority too. I'm thinking about my college life, but I'm too young. I don't know what CETs and others are. I'll think if I'm already in Grade 8 or Grade 9 or Grade 10 or Senior High School, I just don't want to think about that.




I took a plain notebook and ballpen. I designed it with Stranger Things picture. Wil is so cute! Hoping that I'll find someone like him. I put the iconic Christmas lights with ABCs there too.

Me, Myself, and I

Hi! I'm  Natasha Shane De Verra.Natasha and Shane are my common nicknames.
Kuya Roland, my driver and Ate Lita, my housemaid called me Tash.
I turned 13 years old this Summer.
I'm Grade 7 right now.

I'm welcoming you to my life. 

I made a mini-journal with a touch of Stranger Things to list down my feelings, mood, facts about me, and the most important, the details about a person that I will create in my head.

I suddenly heard a knock on my door. 

"Good Morning Ma'am, The breakfast is ready." I heard Ate Lita shouted so I can hear it.

"I'm coming, Ate Lita," I replied while closing the mini-journal and I put it inside my storage table.

"Ate Lita! Where's mum and dad?" I wondered.

" They left early po, Ma'am Tash. May kailangan po ba kayo? We can tawag naman them po? Ate Lita replied.

"Oh!" I bowed down like a little kid while going to the kitchen.

" Ma'am, if you need something, just call me po." Ate Lita ordered.

" Okay!" I fixed my standing position and I slightly smiled at her.

While I'm pouring the milk on the bowl full of cereals, I looked up at the ceiling.

Here he is, coming in my direction. He wore his smile that makes me fall in love. He's holding a book. maybe he had a review with himself. I will join him next time!

I giggled while I'm making a scenario on my head. 

Thinking why is my hand...wet?

"Oh shit! ATE LITAAA!" I screamed which made a loud noise in the kitchen.




"Ma'am! Ma'am! What's happening?" She's said, panicking.

" My milk!" I replied, almost crying.

" What happened, ma'am ?" She asked and looked at my position.

" Ma'am, I'll get the mop. Stay here, ma'am.  Don't go away." Ate Lita ordered me like I did something big.

She dried the floor and I'm already in my bedroom.

I opened my Netflix on television and scrolled in Genre: Romance.

Midnight Sun. 2018. PG-13. 1h 31m. Romantic Movies.

Born with a fatal sensitivity to sunlight, a sheltered teen girl falls for her neighbor but hides her condition from him as their romance blossoms.

I smiled when I saw PG-13, even tho it's not 13 less, I still watched those movies. 

My Netflix, My Rules.

I finished the movie. I cried when the girl died, At least she enjoyed her last hours.

The song and the vocals are on fire.

The male character is handsome, huh. But not my type. 

Thinking that I don't want to have a tragic love story. I'm gonna be serious even tho it's only puppy love.

I opened my mini-journal and took down notes on Mr. Unknown section

~~Mr. Unknown (I created in my head)

1. nice attitude

2. perfectly shaped jawline

3. aromatic lavander scent

4. he needs to be funny

5. he's focusing on his studies

6. I need to be comfortable when he's around

What should I add? Ugh!

~~Mr. Unknown (I created in my head)

1. nice attitude

2. perfectly shaped jawline

3. aromatic lavander scent

4. he needs to be funny

5. he's focusing on his studies

6. I need to be comfortable when he's around

7. I don't want a tragic love story with him

I slept and I woke up late.

I heard my mum's voice downstairs. Maybe she's talking with Ate Lita?

It made me curious, So I went downstairs

"Mum! You're here," I greeted her, smiling. After the long days of waiting for her... my momma's back!

"Sweetie! " She kissed me on my cheeks that made me giggled

"Mum! Why did you go home, late?" I asked, tilted my head waiting for her answer.

"It's just, for you, baby. " She answered, looking at my eyes.

"What's for me, mum?" I replied, confused. 

"Okay! Here, sweetie. Once you're grown-up. I will tell to you, okay?" She said

"Promise, mum?" I lend my pinky finger to her

"I promise, sweetie" She promised. I hoped that she'll not break it.

After I deal with conversations with my mum I directly went to my room. Since it's late I'm preparing myself to sleep. I took a shower, brushed my teeth.

I got my phone, Scrolling thru my Twitter feed. Until I decided to tweet something

Natasha @ Natashanexx

watched midnight sun. not a fan of tragic movies, So I'll rate this 7 out of 10 stars.

#hate
#tragic
#love
#story

After few minutes my tweet got 8 likes, 2 retweets, and 12 comments

I looked on it hoping that some cutie accidentally liked it.



FOLLOW BACK NAMAN NATASHA @ohsnapitzberto
n1cHoLe @tomatocatssup
k i a n @fakeuxgrande
Emmers @eeeemmaaaa
Joyce ann @AkoSiPopi
pea @sopiyaaas
Alexie @kyot_lynne

I got nothing. I just wasted my time looking for my ideal boy. I looked back again to the like sections, When I heard a notification sound



FOLLOW BACK NAMAN NATASHA @ohsnapitzberto

liked my new tw...




Bitin? I clicked his message. So, I can see the full message

ohsnapitzberto: like my new tw...

Oh! he baited me. For god's sake. Is that it? Is that how he wants to talk to me? Pathetic.




ohsnapitzberto: joke lang, oy! 

ohsnapitzberto: Saw u seen. :>

natashanexx: WHAT THE HELL, DO YOU WANT? TELL ME, SO YOU CAN LEAVE ME IN PEACE

ohsnapitzberto: hala! miss. Sorry! U angry? 

ohsnapitzberto: Don't be mad, baka mabato mo pa yung phone mo. Iphone pa naman, sayang. 

My brows meet each other



ohsnapitzberto: Done reading. With feelings ko pa sinabi yung "WHAT THE HELL, DO YOU WANT?" Sinabi pa sa akin ni mama, "Anak! Nasisiraan ka na ba ng ulo? Gabi na! Sumisigaw ka pa." 

I laughed...

no... 

I quickly took my journal on the table and I opened the Mr. Unknown

#4 he needs to be funny.

He irritates me! Duh! Never. Anyway, that's 1/7... so far.

ohsnapitzberto: I decided.




ohsnapitzberto: Hey! Still there? 

ohsnapitzberto: You already slept?

natashanexx: What is it? I need to go to bed now. Please be fast.

ohsnapitzberto: Available ka ba, tomorrow?

Why did he ask? Should I ask him? Why's curiosity always drives me crazy!

natashanexx: ?

Question mark. That's okay. I don't need his presence.

ohsnapitzberto: Yes ba 'yan? Ma'am? 

natashanexx: Before anything else. I don't know you. 

natashanexx: I don't know what you will do to me. You'll kidnap me, right?

I asked it to be safe. Imagine a complete stranger asking me if I'm available tomorrow? I'm still young to meet him, outside.

ohsnapitzbero: Can I? ''_''

natashanexx: NO! I TOLD YOU, YOU'RE PSYCHOPATH!

ohsnapitzberto: Can I hide you here forever? 

natashanexx: Just tell what you want. Stop with that cheesy pick-up shits.

ohsnapitzberto: Sorry na! I just want to make conversations with you. I'll Introduce myself, swear. 

I suddenly saw my notifications

Gilbert followed you

I stalked his profile. We don't know who's Gilbert. Is he my Friend's friend, my follower, or maybe... the one that I hated the most schoolmate... so far?

Gilbert

@gilbertxanche Follows You

I'll be your own Psychopath someday.

1, 231 Followers    1 Following

Huh! I smirked

Really? Poor girl, her future boyfriend is Psychopath.

And also he only has 1 Following? 

gilbertxanche: Hi! Natasha. 

natashanexx: So, Gilbert and Berto are the same?

gilbertxanche: Yeah! Sorry, for hiding my identity. Baka kasi hindi mo ako i-chat kapag 'to ginamit ko. I really want to have a conversation with you.

gilbertxanche: Also, I'm Sorry noong first day.

natashanexx: That memory belongs to the trash can now.

gilbertxanche: wdym?

natashanexx: nevermind.

natashanexx: What will I do now? Just tell me. I need to sleep.

gilbertxanche: Since you already knew me. You're available for tommorow?

natashanexx: tomorrow*

gilbertxanche: ampotek! grammar nazi! Pero available ka ba?

natashanexx: yup! during recess and lunch only. I read books even tho the teachers are not around. Don't want to waste my time on nonsense things.

gilbertxanche: First time you replied that long

I realized it too. Omyghod!  Don't tell me I'm comfortable with him, already?

#6. I need to be comfortable when he's around.




NO! It can't be.

2/7




gilbertxanche: Hey! Natasha. Still there?

gilbertxanche: Can I interview you tomorrow? For Science output. Thanks. 

gilbertxanche: Hoping you will read this after you woke up.

gilbertxanche: Good night.

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