I wake up with some emotion that today I would go out with Theodore, I get up to atesque my brother and pepper breakfast for both What is that smell - I ask jack yawning from the kitchen door - that you do so early wake upI just cook some waffles - I answered by serving a couple on a plate and leaning it on the table next to freshly cut fruit and orange juice What a miracle, what more do you clean the house - I wonder with remarkable sarcasm while serving juice No, but I haven't made you waffles for a long time- I answered with a small smileI could get used to this - he answered by taking a piece to his mouth eats with his mouth closed - regane it We silently ate what was left of breakfast and then I went back to my room until lunch and after thisbefore it's three o'clock announce to my brother that he would leave and the monster zero interest thing that was fantastic. I left the house and waited in front of the door when he arrived, punctual as always Come on, I have a surprise for you- he told me as he was walking as fast as possible to his bike and I climbed as fast as possible by the emotion in his tone of voice We arrive in a few minutes to an ice skating rinkyour elgiste the last time is my turn - I answered turning off the bike- get downas you say - I answered both things as I got offwe went in and went straight to put on the skates they gave youupon reaching the skating rink something peculiar, it was emptybecause there is no one - ask looking at the deserted trackrent for half an hour just for us - he answered me going into the ice very confident - what happens, don't tell me you're afraid to you don't give me looking down - I asked him looking in panic at the ice No, he was a hockey player - he answered me with some nostalgia in his tone - come in I promise not to let you fallI held out his hand and I took it - we'll go slow, okayyOf course - I was sliding alone on the ice being pushed by theo from the waist for a few minutes until he let me go - what do you do - I asked when I did not feel his hands on my waist anymore and I started to go with the little momentum that he left me I let you fly on your own - me respodnio looking at me curiously- I know you're capable I trust you I'm going to kill you - I said turning my back not because I would rather it was not being able to turn around without falling - come here so I dobetter come you - he told me and try to turn around but fail and cai count the ice on my back and theo come close to me - you're fine - I reached out his hand and threw it to the ground but I went wrong and stayed off my

that was for throwing me - I told him laughing when he noticed how close he was to me, we were within centimeters of each other and I wanted to tell him worse I could not open the bova without a feeling of dread and exalting nerves in all my beingI like you, I can't explain it but I know, lilo, I'm in love with you there's no other girl in this world who can make me feel the way you make me feel - he told me and I wait for my answer, just kiss him and cheerfully correspond when we part - I think you like me tooShut up and help me stop - I told you when we were interruptedWhat do they do, bratty idiots out - a voice from a stranger's shoulder upset us and threw us into the street and we went to a small square near where we met to talk a little morewere you playing ice hockey - askif that with that - I ask the now to mynothing tell me more is interesting and a little sexy - le respiondi mrandolo fiajmente to the ojsosexy - I look cun curiosity and I nodded - a pity that I have left, I could have fucked you in the locker roomif a pity - I approached him and I kiss aunqeu not like before, this time it was different or caused me more than butterflies and a little enthusiasm to kiss him, we parted by the malted air and looked at each other for a while when he noticed a small scar on his eyebrow that was seen a few months and trace it with his fingera fight, with an idiot - he answered, for some reason he understood me perfectly, with a look he read my mind because - I asked him without ceasing to see the scar with deep inquiryHe was cheating on his girlfriend with some whore and I got angry and beat him to satisfaction or at least until his friends separated me - he answered me with a bit of contempt for the guy in his tone of voice Sounds like you did something good - I smiled at that comment and asked another question - that I had something special about that girl to have defended her in that way.these jealous lilo - I wonder rubbing my cheek delicately - you are the girl I would go to hell for just kissing her and I would tell the demons I felt heaven without being in it That made me blush and he laughed when he saw me red - not only that idiot maybe and could have made you worse, that's why I think she should be special I was in love with her, I'd never talked to her, never looked at me, but there was something special about her, and she looked me in the eye.and what happened to that girl - ask back after giving her a little kissliah, you're that girl - I answered and my face changed to one of horror and horror, as if I had just seen a murderI didn't - I started to deny - it can't be, alex, he - I started to say but I interruptedIt was a shit - he answered me by pirating meDon't talk about him like that - I left him with a little anger in my voice - he died in an accident and he loved me I wouldn't do that to me, it doesn't make sense - I started to waver and I started to runwhere you're going - your voice is heard in the distance but ignore it I ran and cori up to where I wanted to get waiting for it to be there and just was going next to max who knows where to - yell at him and they stopped their way to see meliah you're good what happens to you - I wonder upset to see me come running - someone is following you, talk alex - I started asking in the trembling voice not knowing if it was because I had run a few blocks or what I would ask - he was fooling meI asked that and their faces changed abruptly and I looked at them with disgust to see that what theo told me was as true as the air I breathed liah I'm sorry but - I start to say max but brake itcalllate - I answered him dry - you knew it and you didn't give me anything - that was for my brother while I looked at him with a notble disgust - you're my damned brother you'd have to protect me and take care of meliah I - I start to say but the engine of a motorcycle brake itliah, I'll explain it to you - said thep getting off the bike and doing himself to meWhat the fuck do you do here - I ask my brother - and how do you know my sisterliah I can tell you - I start theo ignoring my brother but he took it from the shirtanswer me piece of shit - he said and hermnao and thoe just hit him in the face to drive him awaytheodore - yell at him - as they know habken nowhe killed alex - I scream my brother with rageand I look at him with confusionNo, I killed him the fucking drugs, he drove drugged that wasn't my fucking fault - he defended himself - liah I can explain everything to youAnd who do you think sent that girl, it was your people - now I jump max to attack himwhat girl - ask hera blonde slut that he got high with - he answered me with hate - the same one with you, you know - he didn't want to finish the sentence but it was obviousand you went for good people to defend that girl, of course - I answered theodore without believing it and entering my house - I hate you piece of shit, I can not believe that I alla in love with someone like you, you're a fucking murderer- scream him from the door and I climbed ami room as fast as I could and closed the door and blindly lean me against this and the first thing I saw were the flowers that my gave and just took them in my hands and threw them out the window I was dizzy and confused, he'd been lying to me all this time, I felt like a fool.I looked at the bench where I sat with little desire and just threw a canvas to the floor and stepped on it a little trying to remove the desire to cry and insult, it was like I felt trampled by someone who had treated me in a perfect way, as an artist would treat his muza