Kinda short chapter here...but gonna warn you! Death involved!! Yeah...uh i dont want to spoil but... just read... some feels... just be scared!!

Donnie's POV

I closed my eyes, Stickman, he was all his fault. I tapped my fingers impatiently across my bench.
"Donnie?" Leo asked quietly. I lifted my head, forcing a light smile.
"Yeah?" Leo scanned my expression, keep it in. He understands though... I drew in a breath.

"I'm fine." I lied, Leo smiled, his arms wrapped around me.

"Just a little longer Donnie I know we'll make it through," Leo held me tighter, we were all trying to support ourselves. Holding on to yourselves to help each other. Leo let go, lightly patting my shoulder. "Get some rest, we all need it." The twinkle in his eye could not be mistaken for the lighting. Tears, so many dropped.

No turtle left behind, all turtles left behind. I paced slowly around my room, my tools and gadgets littered on the floor. Stinkman, why was he so evil? I had a vivid memory of when we first met him. A lone genius, least I had my family. Got caught up with the wrong crowd. Now he's a monster, what he did to my little brother! To my best friend. I couldn't passed it up. Just forget about it, he had to pay.

"I'm going out!" I shouted, sheathing my staff.  

"Where?" Raph demanded.

"To that military junkyard, gotta pick up some chemicals." The lie sunk so easily through, my teeth. Leo's eyes met mine. 

"Do you need help?" He wanted to watch me, I could tell through the fear of his tone. I shook my head lightly. 

"Be back soon." I forced a light smile and left. 

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Shredder's lair, even at this distance I cringed. My hand instinctively reached for my staff, shoulders relaxing as the wood was tightly pulling in my muscles. My planned seemed so simple. Sneak in, find Stockman...MAKE HIM PAY! Splinter's lectures were always so clear. The b way of the ninja was never done to help once self for their own uses but as one. A clan. Ninjutsu wasn't despite popular belief revolved around sneaking. But I had to. Even the wise rat would agree someone had to pay...didn't they? No... I shook my head again. I couldn't take the burning feeling off my chest. Just go... so I did.

Stinkman was leaning over his lab, small mutters were heard. I closed my eyes, did I sound like that? My T-phone buzzed, Leo no doubt. Sorry Leo I love you but... I clicked the close call button. 

"Turtlezz?" Stinkman flew up a couple of metres. I pulled my face into a tight scowl.

"Just one tonight Dexter!" I growled. I reached into my bag and leaped up to him. My hand had his throat, his struggles felt good, my heart was telling me thie was wrong. Something was urging me on. He was vibrating loudly against my skin. Hands digging in closer,

"Plezzzz" He begged, my jaw was pulled in tightly. My tensed muscles took over, I didn't relise till the mutants body fell limp between my fingers.

"Donnie?" Leo shouted, the horror strong in his voice. reality snapped into to focus. I stumbled back. Oh... oh no... I looked up to see the figures of my brothers. I killed someone!! My entire body was shaking. I'd lived through the code, everyone 'evil' had good inside...but never really come to focus that every good had evil inside...

"Donatello?" Raph's rough hands grabbed me. I was greatful that he was able to help me stablise my self, I leaned heavily on the green eyed turtle. "Let's get you home." He whispered, I noticed both eyes couldn't leave my murder.... what I'd done..,

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"Sensei?" Leo's arm was held around me. Master Splinter's eyes flared open. I struggled not to jump. 

"My sons?" His voice was soft, like he was ready to jump in and support us.

"Donnie...,"Leo pulled in a sad breath. "Donnie has something to say..." Leo looked at me, Splinter looked at me. 

"Yes?"

"I didn't mean to!" I blurted out. "It was an accident!! Yeah I wanted to punish him but I didn't think I'd be capable of murder!!" Splinter's eyes were wider than I've ever seen them before. 

"Explain?" He demanded. I drew in a breath. Slowly. In...out.... calm the mind. My muscles relaxed.

"I... I went to Shredder's lair... and... I wanted Stockman to pay... for what he did to Mikey..I don't know what I did...but next thing I remember is... he was dead."

"I see, " Splinter closed his eyes. "Vengeance is a dangerous weapon to let go of."

"Hai." Fear meant I  was too scared to meet his eyes. 

"What's done done."

"You guys really care about me don't you?" Mikey whispered next to me. I jumped. "I mean you killes for me?" No answer, nothing. 

"Yes," For the firsr time Raph found the answer. "That's why no matter what I promise we'll bring you home Michelangelo." Raph pushed us all into a hug. I tried to struggle, I wanted to talk to sensei more... I wanted... I needed...

Yay!! Stinkmans gone!! Ahh donnie you killed some one!!aww sceme at end was cute!! Yep... but freaking heck donatello!! Id think raph would be the first killer!! I love my dark twisted soul anyway!! Good night!! Well were im writing this in Australia its night... so...

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