Quick Note- This does get personal real fast, this was hard for me to write but you guys need to know <3

Hi everyone, as you all know by now I am a very slow updater and all my excuses are horrible, but this one is genuine. This has been bugging me for a while now, along with other things.

Over on my actual story "Super humans", I made an introduction that introduces me. If you haven't read it, that's okay it basically just states who I am on the outside and what my interests are. I never said anything in there about me on the inside.

So if you are interested continue reading, although I doubt you are, and if you aren't and are only here for my one shots, that's perfectly fine. Here's my outro now for people who are leaving. Love you all and I'll see you in the next one shot.

If you are staying. Hey, I'm Emma and here's me, on the inside :)

I'm a girl, still attending school {Not going to tell you my age :3}. Who suffers with types of anxiety. I do realize that mannyyy other people on Wattpad can suffer, or do suffer from worse things, but this is just me, who I am.

I suffer from Social anxiety, sleeping anxiety and more. I am going to counseling for it, every Wednesday after school, so hopefully it works.

My anxiety kicks in almost every where I go, especially at school. I do from time to time have panic attacks at worse times, but no one knows when I have them because I try to hide it. I know that can be bad and or is bad, but I don't need attention drawn to me.

I also am very confused with other things that I'd rather not say, that keep me up all night thinking.

To go along with the whole thinking thing, my mind never shuts up. It's different every time, sometimes it's negative, or positive. I either have a great day with my mind or a shitty day.

To all my friends I have at school. If you are reading this, which I doubt. I may seem like the most happiest person who has no problems, most of the time I am acting. I say most of the time because there is multiple times where you guys help me feel like I have no problems and in those moments I am generally happy.

Trust me it is not and never will be you guys that make me feel the way I do. It's always me that does it to myself, so please don't ever feel like it's you guys.

Don't get me wrong everything I said in that introduction was true, I wasn't lying. This is just things people don't seem to know about me, and you guys deserve to know. If you want to think this is fake, or that I am just saying this for attention, be my guest I am NOT going to harp at you for it, it won't bother me {That much}.

Here, that's my one big excuse. I won't use it often, but I haven't properly updated in maybe a week or more. That is because my anxiety really hit, and I wasn't sleeping till maybe 5 am then having to wake up at 7 for school. Then the weekend of the week I had to start dealing with it, aka going to the doctors and counselor.

In my opinion this isn't a great excuse but this is something I thought you all needed to know, whether you're new or an oldish reader.

Something I want you all to know is that if you are suffering from any type of anxiety, and it just appeared in your life, you aren't alone and don't worry, you WILL get over it. No matter how long it takes you, things will work out. Take it from me, no matter how negative I can be, I know things will end up positive.

I love every single one of you beautiful humans, ducks, squirrels, whatever you are. I love you so much and thank you, if you did read this, for reading.

~Emma <3