Preston's Pov:

I just got home from a long day at work. I walked up the stairs to and into me and Rob's bedroom. And I see him kissing some girl on our bed.

"Rob..."

He looked at me and pushed the girl off of him.

"That is not was you thought it was...."

"WHAT EVER!"

I scream and I run out of our room into the restroom, close the door and lock it. I pulled out my blade that I promised I would never use again. But it didn't matter he used me, he lied to me.

I suddenly hear a knock on the door, but I ignore it and ring the blade down on my skin.

"Preston open the door please." He asks

"No, you used me. I though you loved me. I loved you with all my soul Robert."

"Preston, I do love....."

"NO YOU DON'T ROBERT! If you loved me than you would have not done that."

I scream and then throw my blade across the restroom. I then get us and I start to clean my cuts and wrap them up

"Please tell me you didn't cut." I hear him ask

"You should see them they look wonderful."

"Preston you promised." He tells me.

"And you promised forever, remember, I guess we both broke our promises."

I was starting to cry now, so I pulled out my phone and I call Vikk.

(V; Vikk, P: Preston)

V; Hello
P: He cheated Vikk he cheated on me.
V; Preston calm down, and breath. Now where are you?
P: Bathroom.
V: Did you?
P: Yes...
V; Okay, I will be there tomorrow around 3 and I am going to bring Pete, Okay?
P: Okay thank you Vikk
V: Don't do it anymore. Okay
P: Okay

~~End Call~~

Vikk and Peter where coming, out of everyone I recorded they where my closest friends and the ones I trusted the most. They knew I was gay and that I liked Rob. They new I cut and they where fine with me calling at midnight just to talk, and calm me down. Peter, well his real name is Brandon, I have know since Middle School, and I was really happy to see that he started YouTube. I already new I could trust hi. Vikk he was a honest and trust worthy person, and you could put your life in his hands and he would try his hardest to help you. He doesn't lie and he keeps our secrets.

I hear another pound on the door and I sigh.

"Preston let me in."

"No.:

"Preston, I am sor..."

"AS I said before if you loved me this would have never happened and you would have nothing to be sorry for."

"Preston I do love you."

"Oh, Vikk and Peter are going to be here tomorrow around 3. FYI."

"Can you come out of the bathroom?"

"No, I am staying in here until they get here."

"Please no more..."

"Already promised Vikk, now I am done talking to you."

I hear Rob lean against the room and then I hear sliding indicating that has was sitting down leaning against the door. Tears where already running down my face as I pulled out a towel to lay on. So when I did lay down. I started balling, and ended up crying myself to sleep.

Rob's Pov:

I messed up and I messed up bad. That girl followed me home and walked into the house. She forced me onto the bed and started to kiss me. I was trying to get here off of me. Then when Preston spoke it shocked the girl long enough to push we off of me. I stood up when she did and she smiled at me before running out of the door. I ran to the bathroom to try and get Preston out of there, it didn't work. So I am now sitting on the ground leaning on the door listening to Preston cry. And myself crying to. I ended up crying myself to sleep.

~~Time Skip~~

I wake up to a knock at the door, I knew who it was so I yell come it. I hear the door shut and they come running to the restroom. They saw me and I looked like a mess.

(V: Vikk, P; Preston, R: Rob, B: Brandon)

B: Why did you do it Robert?
R: I messed up.
V: Yes you did, you messed up big time.
B: Has he left the bathroom?
R No.

Brandon walks forward and I move out of the way. He knocks and I hear movement on the other side

P: Robert I said I don't want to talk to you.
B: Preston it is not Rob.

Preston unlocks the restroom door and he runs over to Pete and cry's. Pete wraps his arms around him. I start to walk of, but Vikk grabs me by my sleeve, and shakes his head.

V: I know this is something you would not do, what happened?
R; She followed me home and pushed me onto the bed and started to kiss me, I sat there trying to get her off. She did budge until Prestonn spoke. 
V: You have the camera's we put on the outside of your house right?
R: We never took them down
V; Then lets go get the footage.

Preston's Pov:

I cry into Peter's shirt and he lets me. After a while he picks me up Bridal style and we walk over to the couch. Peter keeps me close to him as I continue to cry. After a while I stop crying and I look at him.

"You doing better Lava P?"

"Yea, a little bit."

"Alright now lets me see your arms."

I give him my right arm, since that is the only one I cut up, he pulls up my sleeve and takes the wrap off. He touches them and I filch.

"Sorry, guess they still hurt? But Preston, you shouldn't hurt yourself, this is to much."

"I am sorry, but it hurts."

"I know, and there is nothing to be sorry for, I know how it feel to loose someone you love. But I didn't do it that bad."

If you are wondering why Peter cut it was because he was Bi, and he told us. We took it great, but his parents and Ex-Girlfriend didn't. His parents disowned him and will not talk to him. We ask Peter to call us after he told his parents. But he was kicked out and so he went to the park and started to cut before he did. When he did call us he forgot to turn off the facecam so we saw him covered in blood, cuts down his arms and chest. We gasped at the sight and Peter freaked out and turned off the facecam. We told him to turn it back on and he did. Vikk being the closet to him at the moment drove around trying to find him. Vikk found him laying on the ground with a knife to his neck. Vikk was able to take the knife out of his hand before he killed himself. He now lives in the SideMen house with Vikk, Simon, Josh and JJ.

"Yes you did, you even had the knife to your neck when Vik found you. He had to take you to the hospital."

"Okay, Okay, you win. I was a mess wasn't I. And lucky that I forgot to turn my face cam off. I would probably not be here."

"Yay, I won. And I am glad you are still here."

I smile and giggle Peter dose the same

"Yes, you did. And thanks."

"I want to see them, may I see them?"

He nods and takes off his sweatshirt. His whole upper body was covered  in scares and there were still pretty fresh, saying this happened a week ago. I trace the ones on his chest and he shivers and looks at me. I suddenly hear a gasp and I look behind me to see Vikk, I turn my head back around and start tracing the scares again. He then walks over to us and sit on the couch.

(V: Vikk, P: Preston, R: Rob, B: Brandon)

V; I forgot about that.
P; I remembered.
B: Yes you did.
V; Where you the one that had to see it in Person?
P: No.
V: That was an awful sight to see.
B: Yea sorry....
V; You are find Pete, I was happy to get there in time.
B: Yea, if you where a just a little bit latter you may had to watch me die, or seen me dead on the floor.
V; Glad I am on time.
P: I think we all are. We don't want to loose the little slime.

They both smile and roll there eyes. And Pete and Vikk are not dating. Pete has his eyes on matt and Vikk's eyes are on Lachlan. I am still broken from Rob, but I still love him.

V; Rob come out.

I turn around and I see rob walking to me. I wanted to turn away, but I wanted to see what he wanted to say.

R; I didn't want the girl on me Preston, She followed me home, and pushed me down onto the bed.
P; I really don't believe you.....
R; We knew you where going to say that so we got the footage from the camera's outside.

Rob stands up again and I turn my head back to Peter and I start to trace the scars again. When I hear a video start I look back at the T.V to see the girl brake into the house. He didn't lie to me, he still loved me.

R: I tried to get her off of me, but she kept me there and kept kissing me.
P: I believe you Rob.

I look at him and he smiles

P; I am sorry I didn't believe you in the first place...

I start to cry again and Rob pulls me into his lap.

R; It is fine baby, I still love you and I will never stop loving you.
P: I love you to, and I am sorry for breaking my promise. I promise not to do it again.
R: That you baby
P: You are welcome Robby
B: We fixed Poofless, well Vikk did.
V: Yes we did.
R; And holly cow, those are some bad scares Brandon.
B; I know, Preston are you done so I can put my shirt back on?
P: No.

I crawl back over to Pete and sit down next to him. Rob sits down next to me and pulls me into his lap. I grab Peter's arm and I start tracing them again. Rob and Vikk talk in the back round while I trace the scares and Peter just watches me. Suddenly I have an idea.

P: Can you go get me some pens Vikk?
V; Yea be right back.
B: What are you going to do?
P; It will be a surprise but are you okay with me drawing on you?
B: Knock yourself out.

Rob leans closer to me and whispers in my ear.

R: What are you doing Baby.

I smirk and look at him

P: You will find out with the others.

He rolls his eyes and kisses my head. The Vikk walks in with a few different colored pens in his hands.

V: Here you go.

He hands me the pends and I grab the black on and start to sketch out the design I want, I make some words like, Beautiful, kind, sweet, amazing. And I just keep doing that until his arm was covered in the sketch. Then I take the different colored Pens and color it in. After about an hour of so, Peter's arm was a beautiful Sleeve "Tattoo"

B: This is amaxing! How did you do it?
P: I used the scares each line is a scare. That I made into words.
V: That is amazing.
B: It is brilliant idea, thanks Lava P.
P: You are welcome.
R: I didn't know you where artistic.
P: Well I guess I am. When my cuts heal I am going to do the same thing.
B; When I wish it would stay.
P: Me too it took forever.

I smile again we are all happy. I guess I was never used. I have always been loved.