~Sodapop~

Soda was standing on your porch waiting for you to open the door. Minutes later you looked back out your window to see he was still there. You didn't want to see him so you just left him going to your room and took a nap you were suddenly woken up by the sound of thunder. You looked out your window to see it was night and raining. You were about to go back to sleep when you saw Soda still standing there in the rain. He was looking down at something and you could see he was crying. You rolled your eyes and went downstairs opening the door. When he looked up at you his eyes lit up.

"Y/N! I-" he started but you cut him off.

"What do you want Soda," you said with your arms crossed.

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to add more stress onto you. I was just annoyed by some girls at the DX who were trying to flirt with me. I had a bad day and you had worse and I'm sorry I really am" he rambled and you moved motioning for him to come in.

Once he walked in you two sat on the couch talking.

"I never meant to do what I did. I shouldn't have yelled at you and told you that you were overreacting. The whole girl problem was nothing compared to yours. I was being selfish" he said quietly. He kept apologizing and telling you he was sorry how he never meant for any of this to happen.

It wasn't until it was 5 am and you both were still up. The rain stopped and he hugged you.

"Please forgive me?"

"I do forgive you"

"Really?!"

"Yes now shut up and cuddle with me"

"Yes ma'am"

You two ended up spending the day together cuddling away your stress.

~Dallas~

You found out your boyfriend was cheating on you so you went to Buck to talk. You and Buck have always friends. When you got there it was 12 am so you sat on the stool with a glass of whatever. You had Buck surprise you. You sat there drinking and complaining to him when you heard a deep soft tired voice behind you.

"Y/N?" he said tiredly but you could still hear some joy in his voice.

"Dallas now isn't the time," you said drinking again.

He nodded slowly walking away. You didn't even look at him. You sat there when Buck had an angry look on his face.

"What?"

"Go talk to him" he snapped and you rolled your eyes walking up the stairs you haven't been up in months.

When you got to his room you knocked and waited.

"Go away Buck" you heard him say weakly.

You ended up walking in sitting next to him. He couldn't look at you but you looked at him. You saw he let himself go. He reeked of alcohol and basically death. You saw he's lost some weight and it looked like a mess in his room. Not the normal mess but worse. Bottles were everywhere.

"Dallas," you said softly and you saw a tear roll down his face.

"What are you doing to yourself?"

"I don't know..."

"Tell me. What the hell is wrong with you?!" you snapped. You always cared for him.

He grabbed your wrist lightly. It was the one he left a bruise on the day you left but now 3 months later it was gone. You pulled your wrist away and you saw the hurt in his eyes. This wasn't the dangerous and risk-taking Dallas Winston it was the sad, depressed version.

"Dallas, tell me now," you said with worry and he shook his head.

"I missed you...I didn't mean to yell at you and I didn't mean to hurt you...It just scares me to be alone and when I lost you I don't know what happened. Now you're happy and starting a different life without me...I sometimes want to just give up" he said shocking you.

You grabbed his hand and rested your head on his shoulder.

"You're never alone" you whispered and saw a small smile on his face.

"I stopped smoking," he said which shocked you. That night you yelled at him for smoking which caused this whole mess.

"I stopped but my drinking got worse...I turned into my dad" he said and you sat on his lap and kissed him. He kissed back but pushed you away and sadness filled his eyes.

"You're with another guy," he said and you shook your head.

"He cheated on me," you said and you saw that anger you grew to love in his eyes.

"I'm gonna-" you cut him off.

"Just stop. I forgive you and I don't want him I want you. So lay with me Winston" you smiled and he pulled you close to him and he played with your hair.

When he thought you were asleep you heard him say something you've never heard before.

"I love you Y/N"

"I love you too"

~Steve~

Steve was currently hugging the shit out of you that you could barely breathe so you struggled against him. He just hugged you tighter until you started hitting his chest. He let go to see your arms were slightly bruised from him hugging too tight.

"Oh my God! Y/N! I'm so so sorry I just I don't know what I was doing I was just so upset and I didn't know what I was thinking!" he started rambling and you shook your head. You never told him this but the words didn't hurt you because you've heard them before but it was the fact they came from him so you knew they had to be true.

"Stop...just stop" you choked out. You couldn't look at him.

"Y/N, I'm sorry," he said again but you couldn't do it.

You ran into your room and locked the door collapsing down in front of it. You sat there crying when you heard a light knock.

"Go away!" you choked out and it hurt him. You didn't know but he was sitting on the opposite side. You both sat there for hours and hours when you heard a soft sigh of sadness.

"Y/N, I didn't mean it. I'm sorry. I shouldn't have called you dumb, ugly, or a bitch. You're none of those. You're gorgeous, sweet, and a fucking genius. I'm sorry Y/N. You do deserve better" he said and you felt anger built up inside you. It felt like you were going to burst. He kept saying sorry over and over again and it drove you mad.

"I DON'T CARE IF YOUR SORRY!" you screamed startling yourself and him.

"EVERY SINGLE GOD DAMN DAY I HAVE TO GO THROUGH THIS! PEOPLE CONSTANTLY CALLING ME NAMES! IT HURTS STEVE IT FUCKING HURTS! I DON'T TELL YOU THESE THINGS BECAUSE I DON'T WANT YOUR PITY! I LOVED YOU AND I THOUGHT YOU LOVED ME BACK! I'm so sorry about your car but then again I'm just a mess up. A worthless mess up who doesn't deserve you" I snapped and walked over to my bed lying there.

It was complete and utter silence until I heard the soft sniffles from outside my door. I opened the door and looked at Steve who was sitting there curled up crying.

"Stop it" I muttered but he didn't.

"I SAID STOP!" I yelled and he stopped looking up at me.

"You don't deserve me because you deserve someone better. I didn't mean to yell at you I just was so angry and annoyed. Soda was just out there dealing with girls when I was trying to fix the car. It kept failing on me and I was a jerk and blamed it on you. I shouldn't have done that" he said sadly. I knew he meant it too.

I sat down next to him and laid my head on his lap looking up at him. Hesitantly he played with my hair and I smiled.

"I forgive you," I said quietly and I saw his eyes light up.

"Really?!" he asked happily and I sat up kissing him. I pulled away and rested my forehead on his.

"Yes really," I said smiling and the rest of the day we spent at my place cuddling.

~Pony~

After the incident, you ran to the lot and cried by the fountain. You had an aching pain in your head so you reached up to see blood on your fingers. You sat there alone and scared because it was so late. You were about to go home when a bunch of Socs came up to you with this wild smirk.

"Go away" you mumbled walking past.

A Soc chuckled and grabbed you throwing you into the fountain. They started groping you and you kept kicking and screaming. You finally kicked one in the balls and started to run.

"Get her!" one of them yelled and they caught you sadly.

They pushed you into the fountain dunking your head in it. They were going to drown you. You saw the blood from your head into the water and then felt pain down below. You were being raped and murdered at the same time. Great just great. It felt like hours but was really only minutes. You knew they were done but now their focus was on killing you. Your head was going into the water again and you felt your lungs failing you and filling with water. It was so hard to breathe now. You cried and wished you never left.

"Pony" you mumbled into the water and you thought you were going to die when you were pulled out and laid on the floor.

"Oh my God!" someone yelled. It was all so hazy.

"Y/N! Oh God no!" you heard and recognized that voice to be Pony's.

"I love you," you said before passing out. You thought you should tell him that. To let him know you forgive him.

You woke up looking around confused as ever. You were in a hospital you thought. You weren't sure. Your head hurt your body hurt your heart hurt everything hurt. You laid there crying only wanting Pony.

As if your hopes have been answered Pony came running in and hugged you.

"Oh I'm so so sorry!" he cried and kissed your head while moving your hair from your face but then he stopped.

"I'm not yours anymore am I?" he asked sadly and you shook your head.

"You'll forever be mine and I'll forever be yours" you responded and he smiled.

He crawled into bed with you as he held you close.

"When I find those Socs I'm gonna make them wish they didn't mess with you," he said kissing your cheek and you smiled.

~Darry~

It's been weeks since you've seen Darry. You honestly missed him a lot. You looked at the time seeing it was noon. Darry was at work and you knew that his brothers were probably hungry so you decided to go over.

When you got there you saw Soda and Pony on the couch talking. You stood there quietly and heard they were talking about you and Darry.

"I haven't seen Darry so...sad," Pony said.

"Yeah, he didn't even cry when we lost mom and dad," Soda said and I broke my heart. I didn't want to hear it anymore.

"You hungry?" I asked startling them.

I walked into the kitchen and pulled out some noodles.

"How does pasta sound," I said with a fake smile. They nodded and I started getting on it.

After I finished cooking I made a plate for Darry because I knew he had a break soon.

"Aren't you gonna eat?" Pony asked and I shook my head.

"That's for Darry," I said and walked out but ran into someone.

"Oh my God I'm sorry," I said thinking it was someone from the gang but I looked up seeing it was Darry.

"I-it's fine," he said and I could see he had been crying.

I didn't care about this damn argument anymore. I grabbed his hand and pulled him to his room. I pushed him onto the bed and sat on his legs so he wouldn't move.

"Tell me now" I demanded and he reached out placing his hand on my cheek. I didn't flinch surprisingly. He even looked surprised.

"I'm so so sorry," I said sadly and I saw a tear slip from his face.

I shook my head and kissed him. He smiled and I pulled away looking into his eyes.

"Darry, I'm fine and I love you. I forgive you" I said and he smiled carrying me out to the car.

"Where are we going?" I questioned.

"I gotta go back to work but I don't wanna leave you," he said and took off while placing his right hand on my cheek gently rubbing it. I laughed lightly as we drove to the house where I spent my day watching him.

~Johnny~

I was just upset that Johnny wouldn't tell me what was wrong. I hurt me to see him like this.

"Just get out Johnny," I said shaking my head and I saw him cry. Yeah, he always looked sad but never have I seen him cry.

"Y/N, I...my parents it was them again," he said and I hugged him pulling him close.

"I don't need your pity" he barked and I kissed his nose.

"I love you, Johnny. This isn't pity. I'm actually really worried so I'm gonna ask you this and only going to once" I said and he nodded.

"Move in with me," I said and he looked at me with shock.

"Please. I don't want you going back" I said to him and he nodded.

From that day Johnny and I told each other everything. We never kept secrets and now he and I live with each other and we forever will. That we promised each other.

~Two~

I walked home and sat on my couch. Was Mickey really more important than me? I laid down and ended up falling asleep. I was woken up by a loud knock on my door. I groaned and walked over to the door opening it and saw Two standing there with a tear-stained face.

"I'm so sorry Y/N," he said sadly.

"Keith," I said quietly and he shook his head.

"No, I'm not leaving until you forgive me. I shouldn't have done that and I understand if you want to go but I want to at least be friends" he said and looked into my eyes. I looked away.

"Keith, I love you I really do but you don't love me as much as you love Mickey," I said to him and he shook his head.

"I'll give it up," he said and I raised a brow.

"No you won't but that's sweet" I smiled. I now knew I did mean a lot to him. He might not keep his word but he said it and that was surprising.

"Okay you're right but I do love you," he said holding my hands and I smiled.

"I love you too and I forgive you" I smiled wider and I saw his eyes light up.

He picked me up spinning me around til lee got to the couch where he sat me on his lap and kissed me.

"I love you Minnie" he smiled.

"I love you too Mickey"

Oh, my God. 2,606 words...I hope you liked it and Stay Gold!
~Lynn💛