Before you read this play the song in the background then start reading. Let's hope I break some hearts 🙃

For IzKatiebug

           I was on my way to Soda's place. A smile spread across my face. Today was his birthday and I lied saying I was busy but actually, I was going to surprise him. I was driving like normal when the car in front of me made a sharp turn into the next lane...odd. That was until I saw a car drive straight at me. I tried to swerve but it was too late...

"I love you Sodapop Curtis"

*CRASH*

Crashing, hit a wall
Right now I need a miracle
Hurry up now, I need a miracle

I woke up looking around frantically. Oh my God! I was alive! How...

I turned around and saw the damage of my car. An ambulance digging through it. Oh no.

"SODA! SODA! SODAPOP!"

Stranded, reaching out
I call your name but you're not around
I say your name but you're not around

I kept screaming. Screaming for help screaming for him. For anyone...I needed someone by me. Anyone.

"EMBER! SODA?!"

I stood up a sharp pain in my side. Oh God. It felt like someone was stabbing me...

"STOP STOP WAIT!" someone yelled. I looked over cautiously and saw something unbearable. Me...

I need you, I need you, I need you right now
Yeah, I need you right now

It felt like someone was pulling me away. Pulling me away from who I am where I was. No, I pushed back and gasped loudly.

Quickly I jolted back to reality and looked down. Blood pouring from my side...

"Miss. Miss? Can you tell me your name?"

I opened my mouth. I couldn't speak.

"It's okay. You're gonna be okay. Breathe. Is there someone we can call"

"C-ca"

"Come on hun. You can do it" someone spoke and held my hand caressing it with their thumb.

I smiled lightly and saw Soda.

"Soda? W-where's Emmy?"

He looked at me with a raised brow. His look softened.

"It's okay. I'm here. Can you tell me who I can call?"

"What do you mean Soda? You're right here..."

What was going on?

"Tell me my name hun. What is it?"

I was snapped back into reality and saw a stranger.

"Soda?! Where's Sodapop?! Where's Sodapop Curtis!"

So don't let me, don't let me, don't let me down
I think I'm losing my mind now

I started to freak out. Thrashed around and cried. Suddenly it stopped. Oh no...it felt like I was being ripped away and there was nothing I could do...

It's in my head, darling I hope
That you'll be here, when I need you the most

"Chandler? Chandler?!" someone yelled. Soda?

"Sir, step back. This is an emergency"

"GET HER OUT OF THAT FUCKING CAR! SHE'S MY WIFE!"

Wife?

So don't let me, don't let me, don't let me down
Don't let me down

I roamed around until I saw him. Soda. Ember stood behind him in Dally's arms. Crying. They were always so cute together. They were just to blind to see it.

"Sir, you have to calm down"

"I can't! Who is it! Tell me! Is it Chandler?!"

"Sir, we don't know yet. We're trying to get her out of the car"

"THEN GET HER OUT!"

Don't let me down

I felt a sharp pain again. It felt like someone was stabbing me.

"SHE'S OUT!"

Something isn't right...

Don't let me down, down, down

Something isn't right...something is wrong. Very very wrong.

"SOMEONE GET A STRETCHER! SHE'S BLEEDING OUT!"

I saw as my body was lifted onto a stretcher getting pulled away to a truck. I looked around and saw Soda pushing through. How I miss him.

"LET ME SEE HER!"

"SIR! WE DON'T KNOW WHO SHE IS!"

"SHE'S CHANDLER GREY CARLYLE! SHE'S MY FIANCE! LET ME FUCKING SEE HER!"

I have never seen him so...angry.

"Sir I-"

He pushed him away and jumped into the car. I quickly followed and jumped in. Afraid if I just stood there I would be left behind.

Don't let me down, don't let me down, down, down

There we were inside an ambulance. It wasn't until I saw the damage of a car crash. Blood seeped through my clothes. Blood on the person. Blood on the stretcher. Blood on the floor...blood everywhere.

I looked at Soda. Broken scared and tired. Tears flowing from his eyes. His hand tightly gripped mine. Lifeless and stiff. My real self, my body, wouldn't have felt it since I'm basically dead but I could deal it. My hand tightly clenched. Holding on as my life depended on it.

Slowly I sat down next to him laying my head on his shoulder.

"I love you Chandler Grey Carlyle. I love you so so so much" he sobbed and I kissed his cheek. A smile appearing on his face.

"I love you too"

I slowly closed my eyes to hear a horrid beep.

"SHE'S CRASHING!" someone yelled jolting me awake.

My heart racing. No. No no no no no. What did I do?!

I watched in horror as seconds went by. Then minutes and finally what felt like hours. The ambulance stopped and I felt a pain in my side. What was going on?

The next thing I knew was I was being wheeled into the hospital. Soda pushing his way through. Ember not far behind.

"Miss, Mr, you have to stay back"

"NO!"

Running out of time
I really thought you were on my side
But now there's nobody by my side

I stood there. Alone scared worried. What if they messed up. What if I couldn't kiss him one last time...what if it all was gone in a blink of an eye...what then.

I roamed around again. Hoping for someone to save me. I needed it more than ever.

I walked over to Ember who was crying with Dallas. Slowly I sat down. Holding her hand. She was always and will be like a sister to me.

"Emmy, don't stop living for me. I know you and Dallas love each other. Don't stop because of me. I know you and I need each other but you two need each other more. I love you sis. Please move on"

I frowned at the sight of her cries. Next was Dallas.

"You stupid idiot. You better marry this girl because you love her and she loves you. If I die and you break her heart I will cut your dick off and feed it to a heard of pigs. Don't mess with me"

I smiled lightly and walked over to Soda. He was my final goodbye because I knew I was going to die.

"Sodapop, I love you. So so much. I want you to move on too. Find a girl who loves you more than I do. Who you'll love more than me. Find someone who will make you happy and won't drive you crazy. Don't go into depression because of me because well, I want you to move on too. For you. For your sister. For you family. For me. Don't forget me Soda. I-"

I was cut off by a sharp and sudden pain. I looked down and saw it. Blood. Seeping through.

I need you, I need you, I need you right now
Yeah, I need you right now

"Soda"

So don't let me, don't let me, don't let me down
I think I'm losing my mind now

I cried as blood started to spill. What the hell were they doing?!

"Someone get a scalpel!"

"I can't find the source of the bleeding!"

"Look harder Dr. Monroe!"

It's in my head, darling I hope
That you'll be here, when I need you the most
So don't let me, don't let me, don't let me down
Don't let me down

I felt a tug. I knew I had to go back. I quickly looked at Soda and frowned.

"Goodbye"

Don't let me down

I kissed him and he shook his head.

"I don't want you to go"

Don't let me down, down, down

"I don't want you to leave me..."

Don't let me down, down, down

"I love you. I need you. I want you. Only you"

Don't let me down, down, down

"Don't leave me. Please don't"

He looked up and a tear fell.

"What did I do to deserve this? Please don't take her..."

Don't let me down, don't let me down, down, down

"Please! Don't..."

"Don't let me down Chandler"

Oh, I think I'm losing my mind now, yeah, yeah, yeah

I started to cry. Tears spilt from my eyes. Why was this so hard?! I felt another tug and I planted myself down.

"I don't wanna go. Soda please help me"

Oh, I think I'm losing my mind now, yeah, yeah

"SODA!"

Suddenly I was pulled back into the room with my body. There it felt like I was glued. Glued to the ground. This is it...tears fell from my eyes. Slowly then rapidly.

I need you, I need you, I need you right now
Yeah, I need you right now

"I don't wanna go. I don't wanna go. I'm not ready to die. Please..."

So don't let me, don't let me, don't let me down
I think I'm losing my mind now

I dropped to the ground when I felt another stab in my side. Harder than all the rest. I let out a scream. An ear piercing scream.

It's in my head, darling I hope
That you'll be here, when I need you the most
So don't let me, don't let me, don't let me down
Don't let me down

I looked down and saw it. A piece of metal. It was in my side. They kept pushing it in because they couldn't see it!

Yeah, don't let me down

Slowly the blade went in further but I pushed the pain away and stood.

Yeah, don't let me down

I walked over to the table and grabbed the instrument that helped them see inside me.

Don't let me down, oh no

I pushed it to where the metal was. Please don't let me go. Not yet. There was still hope.

They pushed it again and I yelped moving the thing out of view. I felt the metal puncture something. No.

Said don't let me down

I pushed everything away. The pain, the sadness, all of it. All I was thinking of was him. Sodapop Patrick Curtis. My Sodapop Patrick Curtis.

With all the strength left I pushed it and pleaded someone saw it.

"WAIT! STOP!" someone yelled. I smiled and fell to the ground.

Don't let me down

Slowly I felt the metal being pulled out. Yes. They found it. They saw it.

"There was a piece of metal in her liver"

"Good work Dr. Grey"

I smiled but yet felt hurt. I felt a pull. Someone was pulling me...no...NO!

Don't let me down

"Welcome back Miss Carlyle"

Don't let me down, down, down

Hours later I woke up in a bed. Smiling. I did it. I survived.

The door opened and I saw Soda run in and hug me. Ember soon after. Both were crying.

"Chandler! Don't ever do that again!" they yelled.

I chuckled lightly and kissed Soda's lips. Softly and passionate.

"I won't Emmy but first, Happy Birthday Soda. I love you"

"I love you too. Will you marry me?"

I smiled.

"Yes Soda"

He looked up at me and smiled then looked up to the sky.

"Thankyou"

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Hoped you liked it IzKatiebug did I make you sad 🙃
~Lynn😇