No Tears Left to Cry Part 2
My God warning this is really long....3,284 words. Hope you like it and there is rape mention so don't kill me it ends up alright spoiler alert. Anyways Stay Gold Kittens!
~Kit-Kat💛
Lynn was sitting in her room crying. No one was home because Soda and Darry were working while Pony was out with Johnny and Sam. She cried and cried as she looked at herself in the mirror. "What did I do wrong?" she thought to herself. She lifted up her shirt to reveal her stomach and she started crying more. As she was looking at herself she didn't hear the footsteps coming closer and closer until there was a knock at her door startling her. Dallas was on the other side and was very concerned for her.
"Lynn?" he said softly and she was trying to gather herself but wasn't succeeding.
"W-what do you want?!" she seethed slightly stuttering.
"Let me in," he said trying to listen in.
"No, go away" she barked collecting herself.
"If you want me gone fine I'll go. I'm not gonna put up a fight. There's no point because we all know in the end you'll get someone better but whatever. I know you'd never turn down a party so I know somethings wrong. It's probably to break the news that you're leaving me..." he said and walked down the stairs.
She opened her door slowly and watched as Dallas was walking away with his head hung low in shame. She opened her mouth to speak but nothing could come out. It was like someone stole her voice. She pushed down her fears and gulped knowing this was it.
"Dallas" she whispered because that was all she could get out before crying.
He must've not heard her because he didn't turn around. She mustered up her strength and shouted loudly.
"DALLAS!" she screamed and he turned around stunned seeing the tears run down her face rapidly. He rushed over to her and cupped her face and tilted it up facing him.
"What's wrong?" he asked holding her face in one hand as the other was playing with her hair.
"D-don't touch me. Please..." she mumbled and he nodded letting go.
"What's wrong?" he asked again and she looked down in shame.
"I-I" she stuttered.
"Please tell me. I really care for you Lynn. What's wrong?" he asked again grabbing her hand.
She pulled away and ran into her room slamming the door. All Dallas could think was if he did something wrong. He loved her so so much he couldn't leave. He walked up to her door and knocked.
"Can I come in?" he asked quietly and she looked up at the door with sadness and fear.
"Please," he asked again and she got up opening the door only for him to see her face.
Dally looked at her and smiled lightly. God, she was a mess but she was beautiful either way.
"Can I come in?" he asked running his fingers through her hair and she winced.
"I'm sorry," he said putting his hand down even though he wasn't sure what he did wrong.
She let him in and sat on the bed. She looked up into the mirror and got up.
"Where are you going?" he asked confused and she pointed to her bathroom.
"Please don't hurt yourself," he said sadly and that just made her cry. She would never hurt herself. Well, she never thought she would.
She went into her bathroom washing her face. She started applying her makeup and once finished walked out and into her closet making Dallas confused. She hasn't talked and he wanted to know why. She shut the closet door locking it but Dallas being Dallas picked the lock only opening the door a crack. He's seen her naked before but just wanted to make sure she was okay. She saw the door opened a bit and saw Dal looking in. She shut the door in her face and quickly got dressed.
She came out but looked different to Dal. She was wearing long sleeves and jeans. He looked at her and rolled up her sleeves and saw nothing.
"Thank God" he muttered and she yanked her hand away.
"Are you gonna say something?" he asked and she looked down shaking her head.
"I'm sorry for whatever I did. Whatever I did or said I didn't mean. I love you I really do" he said and she backed away. He moved closer.
"Please talk to me. You really mean a lot to me, Lynn. I want you to talk to please" he pleaded and she looked down.
Suddenly he pushed her down onto the bed pinning her arms above her head and kissed her roughly. She started to cry and talked but not what Dallas was expecting.
"Please stop! Please! STOP!" she cried out and Dal got off of her confused.
She left and ran into the bathroom crying. She looked at herself and her gaze fell to her stomach once again. The door opened and before she could look away Dally broke the door down and saw her looking at her stomach.
"Angel" he whispered and she looked up and backed away.
"Why didn't you tell me?" he asked and she shook her head.
She tried running past him but he grabbed her arm pushing her against the wall but this time not as rough. He placed his hand on her stomach and smiled.
"Is it mine?" he asked and she was taken aback by his question.
"what?" she mouthed. She still couldn't bring herself to speak.
"Is the baby mine?" he asked again and cupped her face.
"No" she whispered and his face fell.
"Oh," he said and backed away.
"Dallas" she tried saying but nothing came out.
He started walking to the door sadly and she grabbed his hand and he pushed her off him. Without turning around.
"Why?! What did I do?! I loved you Caitlyn and I fucking even said the words to you! You stole my heart and I can never get that back!" he yelled but then heard a thud. He turned quickly to see her on the floor against the bed crying. She muttered something but Dallas couldn't hear. He didn't care he just wanted to apologize.
"Caitlyn I'm sorry you know I didn't mean it! I love you I really do! Please forgive me I-" he started but she had enough.
She walked out of her own house and walked across the street but didn't see the car coming her way but Dallas did. He pushed her out of the way and rolled so she fell on top of him. He knew the baby wasn't his but he still cared.
"I'm not pregnant" she whispered ever so softly. The only reason he could hear was because he was right there.
"What?" he asked confused.
"I'm not pregnant," she said again and got up walking away.
"Then why were you looking at your stomach?!" he shouted and she kept walking.
She walked to the lake she always found comfort and stood there smiling a little. It was the one place she could escape. Dallas was right behind her and she knew he was coming but not this fast. He spun her quickly and kissed her. He kissed her lips her jaw her neck and her shoulders. Everywhere. She started yelling and crying and he pulled away. She always liked when he did that now he really was confused.
"Lynn wha-" he started but was cut off by her collapsing to the ground. He forgot it was hot out and she still had a long sleeve and jeans on. He carried her home and laid her on the bed taking the warm clothes off of her. He saw something on her stomach. It was faint but still noticeable. The words across her stomach made him sick. He looked up at her to see her eyes staring down at him widen in fear.
She got up quickly and put on another long sleeve shirt before he grabbed her wrists and held them tightly but not too tightly.
"What was that" he seethed and it made Lynn wince. His eyes softened and he let go wrapping his arms around her waist.
"What was that?" he asked a little bit nicer and she shrugged.
"You better talk or so help me I'm done. I'm done trying to get answers from someone who obviously doesn't care anymore. I know what you're thinking too and fine believe it I don't care. To think I thought we were gonna be together forever and to think I was gonna marry you. Even bought a ring. Even asked your brothers. I guess not" he said and took out a small box slamming it onto her desk loudly and stormed out. He stopped a bit hoping she'd stop him. She didn't. She let him go.
//
Meanwhile, with Mal, she was getting ready for her date. It was 6:30 which means she had 30 minutes left. She heard a knock and turned confused. Soda just got out and Sam was with Johnny. Lynn, she didn't know so it had to be her. She opened her door to see Lynn standing there her face tear stained.
"Jesus, what's wrong?" she asked letting her in.
"I let Dal go but that's not important. You have your date" she said with a fake smile.
"Go put this on. Change of plans Soda and I are gonna drop you off at Bucks and aren't gonna leave till you make up" she said handing her the dress.
"What no I couldn't," she said handing the dress back.
"Too bad get changed," she said and Lynn walked into the bathroom and changed into the dress. It was a burgundy off the shoulder one. She walked back out and saw Mal wearing a blue and white striped two-piece crop top with high waisted shorts.
"Soda's gonna flip you know" she chuckled and Mal laughed.
"Let's hope," she said and soon it was 7 and the doorbell rang.
Mallory opened the door to see Soda standing there smiling.
"You look beautiful," he said to her and she smiled.
"You don't look so bad yourself," she said and chuckled.
"Where to?" he asked and she had a small smile on her face.
"I know it was our night but Lynn is having troubles," she said turning to Lynn who was looking at the floor.
"Lynn what did Dallas do?" he asked with a hint of anger.
"Nothing. I did. I really don't wanna bother you Soda but Mal keeps pushing it" she said quietly.
"Bucks it is. We aren't leaving until you and Dal make up" he said and soon they were on their way.
Once they got to Bucks Lynn went to see Dal and Soda and Mal sat at the bar just talking since neither drinks.
"I know this isn't the type of date you wanted but once they're happy we can go wherever you like" Soda said and Mal smiled.
"I'd like that" she chuckled.
"You know you're the next closest thing to a family I have" he blurted.
"You have the gang and Lynn. Plus your brothers" she said confused.
"Yeah I know but they aren't as special as you. Don't tell them I said that" he chuckled. "You you're different. I never met a gal like you who didn't either throw themselves at guys or wear heavy makeup. You don't even wear makeup which is even better. You treat my friends and family well too. You're best friends with my sister and you treat her like one too. Sam is the same. You treat her like a sister too which means the world to her whether she admits it or not. Me, well you love me so that should explain everything" he said and she chuckled.
"Who said I love you?" she joked and he pushed her playfully.
"Ow Soda!" she played and he shook his head kissing her shoulder.
"You truly are beautiful," he said staring deeply into her soul.
"You truly make me happy and honestly make me feel tuff and smart even though I'm not" he said smiling.
"Soda, you don't have to prove you're tuff cause I know you already are. Plus I know you aren't smart Soda. You're brilliant" she said and he chuckled.
"Thanks, princess but Nah I'm average if now below" he chuckled and she smiled resting her head on his shoulder.
They stayed like that sharing no words. That didn't need words to know how much they love each other. Maybe hours passed until it was maybe 9. Two hours.
"You think they made up?" she chuckled and he shrugged.
"Let's look" he suggested and they went to where Dally's room was and heard moans.
"Holy crap! They're doing it!" Mal giggled and Soda pretended to throw up.
He knocked and then the noise stop.
"GO AWAY WE'RE BUSY!" they heard Dal yell and they laughed.
"WE KNOW! WE CAN TELL!" Soda yelled and we laughed running down the stairs.
Soon Bucks cleared and it was just Soda, Mal, Buck, and the two idiots upstairs.
"Why are you Two still here?" Buck asked while washing the cups.
"Well, we were supposed to go on our date but looks like Dallas and Caitlyn are getting busy" Mal giggled.
"Isn't that your sister Soda?" Buck asked and he nodded pretending to barf making Mal laugh again.
They heard screams and Mal and Soda broke into laughter once again.
"You weren't kidding when you said you get high off plain living," Buck said and walked away.
"You know I feel bad" Soda said seriously.
"Why?" Mal asked.
"Cause we should've had our date by now," he said and she kissed him and giggled.
"It's only 10. We can still make it" Mal said smiling.
"Where?" he asked confused.
"Umm, we can go to the Dingo then catch a movie" she suggested with a smile.
"That would be fun," Soda said back with a smile.
"Let's go" she giggled as they left Bucks smiling happily.
//
Hours before they made up Dallas was currently kissing some other broad trying to get his mind off Lynn but he couldn't. He then heard a familiar whimper. He pulled away to see Lynn and she ran away into the crowd.
Lynn saw Dally kissing another girl. He moved on what could she do. She stood by the pool table and was beating some greaser. It was fun for her until someone put their hand under her skirt.
"Who the hell-" she said turning around but stopped once she saw who it was.
Daniel, Gregg, Bob, Randy, Paul, Jake, and Jackson
"Look who we have here. Our little whore! What's her name again? Was it huh Lydia?" Gregg said smirking while Bob grabbed her ass.
"Its Lynn," she said scared.
"Aw look you would think after a good fucking she wouldn't be scared," Daniel said laughing.
"Well she's such a whore she's had all of us except Jackson how about we change that?" Bob said ripping her underwear surprising her.
"Stop p-please," she said and tears threatened to spill but then all 7 Socs we're nowhere to be seen. She looked around and saw Dallas taking on each and every one of them. Buck noticed and helped kick the Socs out.
Lynn was against the pool table crying and everyone around them was looking at her whispering things.
"Caitlyn," he said softly but she ran outside and fell to the ground.
Dallas walked out and sat next to her holding her hand.
"I'm sorry," he said and she looked up confused.
"I shouldn't have yelled or kissed that broad. I love you" he said and kissed her head.
"All 7 of them raped me...6 different times all during school hours at lunch same time. The last time they knocked me out and one of them took a permanent marker and wrote a long paragraph on my stomach. That was yesterday. I got most if it off but some of it stayed. You only saw maybe two or three sentences of the 7 or so...I thought you would think I was ugly or a whore or something..." she said looking down.
Dallas lifted her head up looking at him. He was crying. He let this happen to her and now she hated herself.
"Dallas why are you crying?" she asked confused.
"I let this happen. I should've known" he said and she shrugged.
"What did it say?" he asked.
"What?" she asked confused.
"The paragraph..." he said and she looked down sadly.
"You don't have to tell me," he said holding her hand.
"Look at this whore, this slut, this accident. This is an example of the definition of worthless. This bitch was never meant to be here and was meant to be dead. She was a abortion gone wrong even her own parents hated her. Her parents took their own lives just to get away from this bitch. Even her brothers were mistakes. Dallas Winston chose a whore for his girlfriend. Not surprising though. But then again out of every single girl in Tulsa, he chose the ugliest, fattest, dumbest, and deep-voiced girl. She shouldn't even be classified as a girl. What a mistake. Might as well kill yourself. Save us all the trouble." she said and started crying.
He picked her up and carried her to his room. He laid her on his bed and took the dress off her. She started covering her stomach and he pushed her hands away. He kissed her stomach and smiled.
"You're beautiful. Everything about you is beautiful. You're a strong person who I'm grateful to have. There's no one is rather be with. Your weight is perfect, your hair is perfect, your skin is perfect, your voice is perfect, everything is perfect" he said kissing her stomach, neck, arms, and more.
From there they had an amazing night.
//
Mallory and Soda on the other hand we're having their date. They were eating at the Dingo laughing and having the best time of their lives.
"Do you think they're happy?" Mal said laughing.
"Huh I hope but right now that's not important you are" he said and she blushed.
The night went on and they went to the movies where they saw a horror movie but wasn't scary. At least to them. They were laughing so hard they got kicked out.
"That was the best night ever" Mal said kissing Soda as he walked her up to her house.
//
After their fun, Lynn handed Dallas a box.
"You should have this back. For your money you know" she said and got up getting dressed.
"Lynn where are you going?" he asked raising a brow.
"Home" she said with a shrug walking out. He quickly got dressed and followed her down. As she was about to leave he yelled.
"Caitlyn Angel Curtis will you marry me" he said and she stopped and turned.
"What?" she said astonished.
"Will you marry me?" he asked again and she smiled.
"YES!" she yelled and ran over to him as they hugged.
//
"Mal you forgot something" Soda said and Mal turned.
"What?" she asked confused. She had everything.
"This" he said and got down on one knee with a small black box in his hand.
"I know it's not too big but Mallory Winter Brooke you make me happy. But would you like to make me even happier and marry me?" he asked with a smile.
"YES!" she yelled and they hugged happily.
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