For LailaIzQueen

I was just sitting there, in my boyfriend's lap. Happy. Smiling. laughing. And well, four months pregnant. I couldn't be any happier. Surrounded by my amazing boyfriend, friends, and my now known family. Well, they weren't really my family but it was close enough. It's like they are family. I honestly couldn't ask for more. I couldn't even ask for better because there is no better. Not now, not here, not ever.

"Laila!" someone yelled breaking me suddenly from my thoughts.

"Hmm?" I hummed lightly. Sorta confused on what was going on.

"I asked you if you and Dallas are happy. With your baby and all" Winter spoke with a smile. Lightly she laid her back against her boyfriend's chest also in his lap.

"Of course! At least I am. You'd have to ask Texas his part" I giggled softly making Winter laugh too.

"Yeah Dallas, got a soft spot?" she joked and he nodded.

"Yes. Yes, I do now I don't see why that matters. I can't wait for our baby boy or girl and I don't see you having a kid right now with Jax so yeah, leave me be. I'm trying to get lost in Laila's eyes" he spoke laying his head back onto my shoulder only making me blush.

If only I knew that's when everything would turn to shit.

Suddenly, the door burst open and in came Bob with a gun shooting me into the chest and stomach. No one could've known. No one could've acted. All I remember is bleeding and the loud screaming of everyone.

"Save her" I whispered before everything went dark.

//

I rushed her to the hospital as the gang followed. I couldn't lose her or our baby. And what did she mean her? We didn't even know the gender! I panicked pacing the room as I knew the damn doctors were saving her life. The baby's life too. They better save both because if I had to choose I don't know what I would do.

"Dally" Winter spoke softly breaking me from my thoughts. That was only because she never called me Dally or Dal. It was always Dallas.

"What" I spoke with anger laced in my voice.

"She's going to be alright. So is your baby" she whispered hugging me and I hugged back. If only she were right...

Moments later the doctor came out. She had a sad look on her face. Shit.

"Family of Laila Woods?" she spoke and instantly I walked over.

"Is she alright?! How is the baby?!" I asked in a panicked tone. Soon the whole gang was next to me for support.

"Um...your baby girl died. Shot in the heart...I'm sorry" she spoke and instantly I shattered. My baby girl...our baby girl...

"W-what about L-Laila?" I choked out and again she sighed.

"The bullet almost hit her heart. It missed it by only a few centimeters but, I'm sorry. She's in a coma" she said and those words hit me like a ton of bricks.

"When is she gonna wake up?" Winter asked and I swear. I was frozen. I was blank. I could hear but I couldn't move...What I heard next was even worse.

"We don't know. She could possibly never wake up" the doctor spoke and instantly out of anger I flipped a chair and stormed out of the hospital and back to Buck's. I couldn't. I can't live without her.

//

I ran into Buck's constantly throwing things. Smashing things. I was so angry. Angry at myself, Bob, the gang, Laila herself! All I wanted to do was fucking die!

"Dallas! What the fuck is wrong?!" Buck yelled at me. That's when I realized I fucked up the place badly. It was in ruins.

"Dallas!" he yelled and I looked at him. Tears in my eyes.

"Dallas?" he said sadly. He knew something was wrong.

I walked over to him and hugged him as tears streamed down my cheeks. It was so odd because I'm never like this. Ever.

Buck tensed a bit but hugged back gently. He just shook his head and pulled away.

"Dallas, what's wrong?" he asked and I sniffled.

"B-Bob shot Laila..." I choked out and his eyes widened.

"Oh my God! How's the baby?! How's Laila?!" he said in a panic. He was worried too but, I didn't respond.

"Dallas, h-" he spoke but quickly I cut him off. I didn't want to hear it.

"She's dead. My baby girl is dead. Laila is in a coma. Bob took away my baby girl" I said bluntly. "He took away my daughter. Our daughter" I spoke and tears fell again.

"Oh shit Dal...I'm sorry" he spoke and I just shook my head running up the stairs and into my room.

I collapsed onto the floor as everything rushed into my head. From when Laila and I first met to now. How could I have known I would fall for her?

I stood up and remembered Bob. He took away my daughter. Our daughter. He's possibly going to take away my world. My all. My everything...

The more I thought about it the more I hated him. I let out a low growl and punched the wall in pure anger. I kept hitting and hitting the wall yelling. I fell to the floor in tears looking up at the holes in the walls. I knew I couldn't survive without her...if she goes...I go.

Silently I walked out of my room and to the bathroom sitting on the edge of the tub. I instantly pulled out my blade dragging it across my wrists deeply cutting into them. I couldn't feel it. I couldn't feel anything. I just wanted to die. To be with her. Our daughter and my girl.

I got up and rumaged through the drawers and found a whole bottle of pills. I quickly swallowed them all. No hesitation. I just wanted out. God, I felt useless. Powerless. I didn't feel like me...

Once I took every single damn pill in that bottle I sat against the tub. Watching myself bleed out. Ever so slowly. It seemed like decades passed before I knew I was going to die.

"I'm coming Princess"

//

Dallas Winston and Laila Woods. Both had difficult pasts. Both difficulties with their families. What they didn't know is that maybe, maybe they would be each other's demise. Maybe they would be each other's bricks to build them back up to the happier times. Maybe. Just maybe. But, at the moment, both were fighting for their lives.

Dallas Winston. Sitting on the bathroom floor. Slowly fading. Hoping not to be found. Hoping to die to see his daughter and girl again. He thought it was the only way he could ever be happy. That is with them. As all his blood almost ran dry from his body he was found. Oh only a bit longer would he have died but Buck found him. Found him and rushed him to the hospital where the nurses and doctors rushed to fix and save the infamous Dallas Winston. What no one knew was that Laila was fighting. Fighting for herself. Fighting for Dallas. Only a part of her wanted to die. To stay with her baby girl but she knew it wasn't right. Wasn't fair to Dallas to grieve both of them.

So meanwhile, Laila Woods. Laying there. Contemplating whether or not to stay or go. Which one would be better? Go and be with her daughter who was brutally stolen from her or stay and wake up to be with her boyfriend. Whom she loved and loved her back. Stay or go. Stay or go. If only it were easy. It was kinda odd though. Right away she knew she lost her baby. Their baby. Why? Because she could no longer feel her. Feel their baby girl. It tore her to pieces but she knew. She knew what had to be done.

//

~A few days later~

It has been five days. Five days since I've seen her. Since I've seen Laila. I sadly survived...if only Buck found me later then sooner.

"Dallas, you need to visit her. You should" Soda spoke sitting next to me. I only shook my head.

"Why? Why does it matter? I'm going to lose two of the people I care about. I already lost one of them...I'm about to lose the other...Why would I go through any more pain Sodapop. Why" I said sadly and he sighed.

"Go. Tell her how much she means to you. I know for a fact she can hear" he spoke and I rolled my eyes.

"How the hell do you know" I snapped and he sighed.

"Dallas, you're forgetting my sister was in a coma for two months," he said softly and I sighed.

"Fine" I grumbled and walked over to the door.

"And even if she doesn't make it...at least she'll know how much she means to you" he spoke and with that I went to her room. Here I go...

Carefully I walked over sitting next to her. I took my hand in hers and gently rubbed it.

"Laila, I don't know if you can hear me but I wanted to tell you something...to tell you before you leave or in case you do. Well, I love you. So so much. It started when I found you by that bridge. You were almost going to jump. I never told you the reason why I saved you. Well, here it is. I saved you because how you looked. I thought you were the prettiest gal I've seen and I wanted to fuck you to add to my long never ending list...but...a few later I found myself falling in love with you. Your laugh, your smile, your body, your voice, your hair, your skin, your badass personality, you. I fell in love with you. I never wanted to admit it but it's true. You made me so fucking soft...soft enough that I got you a ring" I spoke and pulled it out. Gently I slipped it onto her ring finger. Gently kissing her hand.

"Baby doll, princess, I wanted to marry you. I was going to wait for our baby girl to come and take you and her to the beach. To ask you to marry be because I know how much you love the beach. The water. The sun. The sand. And all that sappy stuff. I miss you baby doll and you're my life and will always be. I don't know if I could do this without you but I respect your decision. I understand if you leave me but know, I love you. Know that and never forget it...Laila Sofia Woods, I will never get this answer and I'm okay with that but...Will you marry me?" I whispered out. Sobbing. Slowly I buried my head into her side. Crying. Sobbing. Screaming within. I just wanted her. Her and her only.

"I will marry you Dallas Tucker Winston"

I looked up and saw her. Her eyes wide open. Smiling. Happy. Now my tears were from happiness. I couldn't believe it and I didn't deserve her back but damn, how happy I was. How happy I am.

Quickly I jumped over to her hugging and holding her close. Burying my face within her neck whispering sweet nothings while she lightly giggled. That's when it all hit me.

"Laila" I spoke softly and she looked up at me.

"Yeah?"

"We lost her. We lost our baby girl" I sobbed and she nodded kissing my cheek.

"I know Dallas. I know"

//

~A year later~

A year has passed and well, now I'm pregnant. Again. Now again on the same exact date only a year later I was sitting on Dallas lap. My husband. I'm now Laila Winston. Isn't that funny.

"Laila!" someone yelled breaking me from my thoughts.

"Hmm?" I hummed lightly. Sorta confused on what was going on.

"Let's not repeat history now Laila" Winter spoke making me laugh softly as Dally's arms wrapped around me.

"It won't. Ever again" Dally said in a dark tone but sent me a happy smile. Gently rubbing my huge stomach.

If you didn't know, Bob is dead. We got him put in jail where well, he died. Someone decided to kill Mr. Soc. Don't blame them either.

"Laila!" someone yelled once again breaking me from yet again my thoughts. But by now I knew who it was.

"What Win" I said looking over at her. She was currently in Jax's lap. Her now husband. And in her arms was their son and daughter. Aurora and Arrow.

"I can't wait to see your baby. Do you know the gender?" she spoke with a smile and I shook my head.

"I don't know but I c-" I started but soon was cut off by a liquid running down my leg.

"Did you just pee on me?" Dallas spoke and I slapped him.

"I'm going into labor!" I snapped and next thing I knew I was in the hospital pushing out a damn kid from my vagina.

Moments later we welcomed our baby girl. I couldn't help but smile. Now, Dallas and I were happy. Now and forever with our baby girl.

"Welcome home Alexa Teresa Winston"

//

Omg, I'm so sorry it took so long but I made it extra long for you Waffle! Hope you like it! It was 2,235 words haha!
~Lynn🥀