Guys I know it's none of my business but I wanna take a vote. Ok guys.... I really didnt want to do this but I think I need to. Who here is depressed?... who here is suicidal?.... who here has tried and failed at taking their own life. ....who here has doneit because of not being accepted for any reason possible?..... who here is depressed/ suicidal and is part of the LGBTQ+ community.... who here is apart of it and to afraid to come out because they have an homophobic family?... who here is actually depressed but doesnt have the balls to actually cut your own skin?... who here has some kind of mental of physical illness that makes people treat them differently when they shouldn't treat you differently?.... who here know someone who has taken their own life?... who here says every day that their gonna kill yourself but know that you'll never do it?.... who here is afraid of death?..... who here is afraid of living?.... who here is afraid to get close to someone because they are afraid of getting hurt again.... who here has been abused in anyway and have been to afraid to speak up?... who here has been abused and spoken up for fear of it happening to someone else you love?.... who here would rather spend days on end in their room because they dont like coming back to reality when they come out?... who here has that one internet friend that makes it all ok?.... who here is to afraid to talk about their fandoms or fanfictions around their family because their family passes it off as some dumb book or movie and gets told on a daily baises to move on... who here would look completely different and act completely different if it wasnt for being disowned by their family?... guys this list could go on forever. I know something on this list has to apply to you. Guys I know no one has a perfect life despite what you must think. I know everyone has a reason to be sad. I know everyone has a safe place. And guys I want you to know that my DMs are always open if you need to talk to someone. No I'm not a therapist. No I know nothing about you but guys if I can help you I wanna help you. You guys mean a lot to me. I know I do not know every single one of you individually but I still love you all. If you just open one of my stories. Even on accident just know that I love you. It doesnt matter who you, what your past is, and what your views are. I support all of you guys. I want you to know that my stories and pages are always a safe place for all of you guys. You can say what you think and no one will judge you. If your gonna be a Soc and not like it you know how to exit a story or page so do it. I know this isnt an update but I've been thinking about writing and posting this because I keep hearing of some of my friends on here (And all of you guys are my friends) have attempted or committed suicide. And guys I sit down and cry every time I hear that. I love you all and care about all of you and if you need me I'm always here for you. Thank you guys got reading this. Just know that the gang and I love you.  Dont forget to stay gold and do it for Johnny.