I shake my head then I feel somebody pick me up, I try to talk, "So-," but I'm quickly cut off by Two-bitts who is the one carrying me, "Don't talk." I fall asleep in his arms. I wake up and think it must of all been a dream but then I feel as all the plain rushing through my body and I release it wasn't just a dream. I let out a loud sob and not only because of the pain but, I don't know how to get home. As I start crying I see Dal walk in he smiles and says, "Wow, I guess you really ain't like me."

I ask him with a what's that supposed to mean tone, "Why do you think that?"

"Because I wouldn't of stood there and let Pony run off, I wouldn't of thought of that," He responds.

"You don't know that," I reply easing up a little.

"Yea, I also would of killed them or did some damage," he adds in.

"Oh yea, I could never do that," I say.

Soon enough Soda walks in and Dally leaves, "Hey Ari how you doing?"

"Not so good and not only because of what happened,"I tell him.

Soda looked concerned now, "why else?"

"Soda,I don't belong here and I don't know how to get home. Things might not be the best there but, it's home and I don't talk the way ya'll do. Don't you see that, I don't dress like ya'll or talk like ya'll. I have an Iphone and I know what's happens in the future? What am I supposed to do here? I mean I guess I like it here because of you guys and I'm proud to say I'm a greaser but the truth is I'm not. I'm just a little lost girl from 2014," I tell him. Soda looks stunned and a little upset. There were tears in his eyes and his mouth was wide open you can tell he was about to cry when I whispered, "Oh Soda, please don't cry, you know what I mean."

He was speechly I could tell because after that he walked out of the room and all I could think of was god dammit Soda why don't you understand? I got up to try to talk to him, I slowly walked out of the room when the boys saw me up they all ran to me minus Soda, he looked as sad as ever there were even some tears on his cheeks. Did he really think I was going to live here my whole life? I walked over to him and sat next to him. I look at him and plead, "Soda don't be upset it won't be for a while I'm sure."

He turns to me with sad eyes and sniffles with a cold tone, "Yea but, you still going."

He words shot through me likes knives and I can't help but say as loud as I can, "what's it to you if I leave or not. I'm not anything to you minus some girl that is staying at your house? I can leave if I want to and I will make it my mission to leave because I'm homesick and miss my life back at home!"

He turns to me and says something that I never thought he would say, "Why do you want to go back there, you said it yourself you have nothing there but, here you have us?"

He walks out of the room and I chase after him I yell, "Oh yea well I guess I have nothing here too because I have no family or girls to talk with or a real house, or anything!"

He looks at me with hurt eyes and says, "So now I'm nothing!"

He runs away and I try to keep up with him but I can't so I just yell, "Soda!"

I look back to see the whole gang they also look terribly hurt especially Pony, he was the last to leave and he was crying he walks up to me and says, "I thought of you like family but, you thought of me as nothing."

I stand there late at night and end up having to sleep in an empty lot, it sure is cold outside I barely got any sleep. I just cried and thought about what I had said. That was the longest night of my life and I don't know why I said what I said I just did. I was mad and hurt. I swear if I ever see one of those boys again I'll probably just hide with shame