"Wow." Taymor said as he panted beneath me.
I stare at him and removed my hands from his bare chest and into my now messed up hair.

"Oh my god, oh my god, o-oh my god.. " I whisper lowly looking down at his naked body and mines shortly after.

He lifted me off of him as I whimpered from the slight pain in my area.
Nigga was large... Like... McDonald  fries.

"Well... I'mma go take a shower now-

" NO! "I Yell to him.
He groaned and glared at me.
" Why the fuck not? "

I stand up and instantly fell back down,  he snorted and I threw a pillow at him.
"Y-You Can't just come back,  judge me,  then fuck me,  a-and act like NOTHING happened. " I use the small stand by my bed as a support as I stood.

He kissed his teeth and looked at me. "What happened just happened-

" LIES! Y-YOU SEDUCED ME! " I yell losing my balance again and
falling on the bed. I groan out in frustration  and throw another pillow.

"What am I, a vampire?  Last time I checked you were on top of me Miry. " He walked out and I folded my arms with a pout.

"Baby dick ass nigga-

" Whats was that? "
He looked at me from the door and smirked

"Nothing." I mumble.

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"You did what?! " Glizzy yelled into the phone making me pull it back from my ear and sigh.

"We Fucked Glizz.. " He sighed.

"I'm coming over, stay there-

" Where the fuck am I gonna go!? I can't fucking walk! I limp like a lost dog who got his leg cut the fuck off! "  He laughed and hung up.

I threw the phone on the bed and lay back on it.
I didn't mean to have sex with him. I remember we used to talk about what it was when we were younger. We'd sit in our tree house and talk about it, maybe see what it's like,  but never took it too far with the touching.
I feel used, but I agreed to it,  though part of me feels bad because I just let him have his way, then leave like we weren't on cloud 9 bumping and grinding. I'd never thought I'd actually fuck him... Maybe I am a bitch,  nah I'mma bad bitch,  but its whatever.

Taymor came in the room with a white t shirt and panties.
Yeah thats right, I wear panties,  I have a pussy too ya know.

"Here,  I don't know if this is what you wanted to wear or not,  but at least put it on. "
I take the clothes and gave him a small nod.

"Thanks,  I got a whole closet over there,  but thanks, how nice of you. "
The corners of his lips tugged up a bit  until he was smiling a bit.

"Sorry."

I hum in response and put on the underwear and shirt.

"I'm serious, Nahmir. "

I lay back and huff.  I remember him completely now, and he was kind of a bitch ass. Other than that he was a nigga's best dream.

"I thought it was Miry? What changed your mind oh so fucking quickly? " He groaned and climbed on top of me.

"Get off of me Gaymor. " I smirked as he grabbed my hair and hungrily kissed me.
I kissed back just as rough,  moaning when he bit my bottom lip gently and pulled away.

"I'm not gay. "

I laughed and pushed his heavy ass off of me.
To be so skinny, he weight more than Nicki's ass,  bouta suffocate me.

"News Flash Gaymor,  I'm a boy. "
His hands found their way around my neck as he grunted.

"Didn't seem like it when you were on them knees crying like a lil bitch saying you were a girl. "

I let out a small moan feeling him grind against me.
"The tr-truth hurts, I am what I am. "
He let my neck go and got off of me.

"I'm not gay. " He spat and I giggled loudly,  on purpose of course.

"I told myself that the first time I started liking boys,  but look at me now, " I took a pause and stared at him.

"Riding my ex best friend's dick like a porn star.
You should be proud of me-
(

Lml I'm listening to 'Porn Star' by August Alsina while writing this y'all 😪 I sowwy)

He started choking me again and all I could do was stare at him.
Deep down, and I'm talking wayyy deep,  nothing negative,  but deep down Taymor knew I was right about him.

He's just stubborn and hates to admit shit.
He hates being wrong, too bad for him though.

" I-I hate you. " I spat and he kissed my lips one more time before letting me go again.

"That's not how you pronounce Love."

"I wasn't trying to pronounce it correctly Gaymor. "

"You must liked getting choked,  huh?! " Laughing,  I get up slowly and limped towards the door.

"Ask Glizzy, he'll tell ya. "
Knowing I made him mad,  he got up and smacked my butt,  hard.
He walked out,  purposely bumping into me because before I Knew it I was on the floor.

"Bitch." I mumble.

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I fell like Ian doin a good job with this book🙍 like,  it's... Boring? Out of place? Shitty 😷
Anyway,  I also hoped you liked ❤please excuse any mistakes❤

A

/N:  there was supposed to be more to the last chapter,  but I had to rush because I was about to leave