"Everything that happens in life is for a reason. And is mainly for the better.
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[Julia's past cont.]

It has been two months since mom died, and I wasn't taking it well. I hardly talked, ate, slept nor have I came out of my room. My friends came to talk to me from time to time, because they could see that I was still upset and affected badly. I felt like my whole world just stopped and life meant nothing to me anymore.

If the most important person in your life died,what would you do? The main thing you would do is obviously cry. But, wouldn't you feel like your whole life stopped? you feel like life has left you and took a knife and stabbed you in the back? Yep! well that's how I felt. I didn't know what to do anymore.

I was shocked, speechless, hurt, depressed, and most of all, I became SUICIDAL. I wanted to be in the same place that my mom was. Somewhere out there.....Maybe Heaven.

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ammit! God! why? why her? she did nothing to be treated this way. Life isfair.

The woman that kissed, hugged, loved, cared and laughed with me was gone.

No......this is not real,she's not gone. God, tell me your joking....please somebody please tell me your joking!

I was so frustrated and stressed that I shouted at the top of my lungs 'god why?' over and over until I started to cry.

Then suddenly the door opened to reveal my father.

"Julia? what happin to yuh?" my father asked.

"Why papa? why?" I asked with teary eyes.

"Its gonna be alright,as time go by,yuh will feel betta." my dad said sadly. I knew that he was hurting almost as much as I was.

Men these days.....always trying to act tough.

"Mi don't think so papa. Mi don't think mi can live again. Life to me juss come like sey it stop." I said and shrugged my shoulders.

"Juss move on."

How could he say that? Is he blind? the love of his life just died for Christ's sake!

"Mi have to be strang for yuh princess. If mi cry, mi only gonna mek yuh cry more." he said sad fully and embraced me. "We have to get ova this before yuh go back a school."

I honestly didn't feel like to go anywhere. I was so drained from crying,that I nearly passed out several times.

"Princess, go get some air,an then come back fi lunch. Linda gonna make it and mek sure seh yuh eat it." My dad knew how that I had a eating disorder.

Oh wait, didn't I mention? that nurse that took care of my mom was now living with us, for some reason I don't know. I realized that Linda and my dad were getting really clingy ever since my mom died. And they are always in the master bedroom doing who knows what.

I did what my dad told me to do and got some fresh air. I haven't spoke to my friends recently so I went outside to look for them under the family tree.

"Julia! yuh come outside!" Tezza said.

"Come over an have some fun!" Tahmar said. I went over and sat in the most comfortable place at the tree.

"So,how you holding up?" he asked with deep concern. "Feeling a likkle better?" 

"Yeah, a likkle."

I love my friends they will be my forever family and we will never be separated. Their the only persons that were always there.

They  cared, shared, laughed, played and whatever else popped up in their crazy heads.

I can't imagine my life without my friends. I love them so much that it hurts.

"Ayye! You guys wanna play one round a football?" Joseph asked.

"Yeah, y'all come!" Mizah said.

We all played a few rounds before we got extremely tired. I felt good, but tired. I knew that I could always count on my friends. Even though I was hurting, I felt like I was gonna to be okay in no time.

I was going to go back inside when Miss Gratsomeblur, Miss Shigglebottomsnort, and Mrs. Bigrashington stopped and talked to me. Something about how it was the first time they've seen me outside since my mom died. Others started to come including the little children. I felt really loved and cared for. Well that's what families are for.

After our little family circle, I went inside and saw my dad kissing Linda on her hands.

"Um....whats up?" I asked.

"Oh...um Julia....we have some news fi yuh." he said. I walked towards the both of them, wondering what the news was. "Linda has been around here for a while, an it wasn't until she said ow she wanna be part a we family."

He glanced back at Linda, seeing her reaction. She seemed really happy to me. "So we decide seh we-"

"We're getting married!"

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"Do you Harry Pepper take Miss Linda Morrison to be your lovely wedded wife?" the  priest asked.

"I do."

"And do you Miss Linda Morrison take Mr. Harry Pepper to be your
lawfully wedded husband?"

"I do."

"Well then in the power vested in me and by the love of these two people, I now pronounce you both husband and wife, you may kiss the bride!"

They sealed the deal with a passionate kiss.

Everyone applauded except for me and my friends.

I was crying again. Not tears of joy, but tears of sadness. Just just just the other day my mom died and your telling me that my dad considered in marrying to somebody else in just the snap of a finger?

Dumpling!

I can't believe that my dad moved on that quick, looking as if he wasn't sad at all that mom died.

But, on the other hand, he looked even more happier than I've ever seen him. If he was happy, then I was. Mom would be to.

My emotions were rabbling up again. A new mom, a new family, and a new home. I'm leaving.........

I'm actually leaving!

Goodbye friends, goodbye home, and most of all.....goodbye mom.

Everything was happening so quick I felt like I was gonna loose it.

After a few weeks I left Jamaica, bidding everyone goodbye, because I new that I wasn't gonna see them again, I was leaving to start a new life.

[Julia's past ended]

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"Julia! Hurry up! Yuh gonna be late!" my dad shouted. "Yuh breakfast pan the table, and yuh bag is pan the couch. Everyting ready, so dears no reason fo yuh 'reel an tun'."

"Mi almoss ready!" I said putting on my shoes. "Mi a come now!" I was rushing down the stairs as fast as I could, but carefully too so that I wouldn't fall face flat.

Today was going to be my first day at my new school. Stafford high 'for the most accurate result' is their motto. I hope you heard the British accent in those lines. I wasn't excited. Probably the same old school, like the one back home.

In foreign (America) we live in a big....little.....huge.....city.....town. You see where I'm trying to get at right?

I grabbed my duffle bag, and headed for my lunch on the counter, when I saw my 'mom' in the kitchen. I grabbed the sandwich heading out but, I forgot my manners.

"Bye 'mom'." I said in a lazy tone. I knew that woman never liked me. The woman is like......I don't know half rich and doesn't give a cent to me. Damn woman is rich like hell, and yet still she gives me the smallest room in the house. If you could say like....list the top 15 houses....ours will surely get nominated.

I hate her! She abuses and threatens me. That's if my dad isn't here. Then she goes all 'oh! were bonding!' all of a sudden. I will never consider her as a mom. NEVER. She treats me like one of those poor people in World War 2. She's Adolf Hitler and I'm just an innocent Polish person trying to live.

She's like a vampire that su- you get my point right?

Anyways, I went towards my dad's new car, put my bag in the backseat and sat right beside it. And as soon as you knew it, we were off.

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"Wait.......this a an all a white school? Suh what happin to the black children em?" I asked looking around the huge school.

This school was so big! I'm certain that I'll get lost. I looked to my left and saw some students heading out of their.......car? And had phones that were two times bigger than their ears. The walls looked like new. The floors spotless and at the side had a colour of gold?

Wow these people are really wealthy. Before we entered the school, I saw a girl well, more like three girls, coming out of a limo. And their clothes.....well let's just say that it was expensive.

"Ohh! Mi neva tell yuh?" my papa looked through the class to see my face. I shook my head. "Since yuh mama know more bout tge place, she know the best school an frankly, this a it."

I groaned at the sound of my so called 'mom'. I knew she would set me up.....I just knew it.

I turned my head to the right and saw these group of boys under a tree conversing. They were two sitting on the bench with beats and they were looking at something on the phone they were sharing. On the other side there were these group of boys formed in a circle sitting down. I took my time to look at each one. How? Because the entrance to enter the school was blocked with a load of cars.

Anyways, I was able to see a guy with black-brownish hair and silver grey eyes. Then, I saw a brown straight haired guy with blue eyes. Along with that, I saw a blonde golden hair boy with light green eyes. And some others that I didn't get to see properly. They were all laughing at something.

I was really cold because the A/C was on. I placed my hands inside my jacket multiple times and then turned my head towards the same window.

I was really surprised to see the same green eye guy staring right at me. But, he couldn't see me, the window wasn't see through and was up anyways.

"My rat an fowl foot papa. How am I gonna get through da highschool here an mi a the only black child?"

"Yuh will survive man. Have a nice day and be good. Anyways, we reach see yuh later. A love you."

"I love yuh too papa bye." I said and came out the car.

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Look at this!

Um.....who's this?

A demon!

She black!

I was walking through the halls and everyone stopped at what they were previously doing to look at me. Gossiping as I walked by and scorning me as a came near them. I kept my head down to avoid any eye contact. Thought I was safe, until I bumped up into someone.

"Eww.....I touched her." the girl said. Hey! It was the three girls I saw earlier.

"Watch where your going." the other one said.

"Sorry."

"Sorry don't cut it. Where the B-Squad and it means that you move out the way when were walking get it?" the middle one said.

"B-Squad?"

"Bianca, Briana and Brook." the girl at the side said.

"Oh."

"Just look where your going or else."

"Or else what?" I said daring them. I heard some 'ohhhh's from the students as I said this.

"This!" the girls shouted and took my books and threw them away and tackled me to the ground. I must have hit my head because I couldn't see anything. The only possible thing that I could do was just hear. I heard the children saying fight! fight! fight! .

I then heard a voice say:

"Do you think that you can survive here? Think again."

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A/N: Yeah yeah, I know. BORING. But, I promise it will get better. I'll try to update more frequently. That's if I have time.....I really hope. Please don't hesitate to vote because the story isn't interesting, because it will get better.
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