Chapter Twenty Five
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"Some things take longer to get better. Its because the hardest battles come out in the best results."
"Sometimes, you just have to let it out, let it go and live."
"It will all get better in time."
-Kamoyrocks 😊
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Jace's POV
"I'll clear everything up with everyone. You take care of her, okay?" Dad says and walks further away into the house.
"Yeah, thanks dad." I say and we head out the car. I enter the house, fortunately, no one is in the living room. I quickly head upstairs to my room.
Closing the door, I slowly put Julia on the couch.
"Hey." I shake her slightly to wake up. Her eyelashes flutters open and I am once again lost in those deep brown chocolate eyes.
"Am I...dead?" She asks and I chuckle. Still typical June.
"No, your still alive. Come on, you need to freshen up. I'll go get you something to eat, yeah?" I say and she nods. I help her up and I kiss her bloodstained forehead. I leave the room with a sigh.
That girl is going to be the death of me...
Julia's POV
I slowly walk to the bathroom as I look around the familiar room. I can't believe I'm here again. After I was told not to come, I'm in for some deep trouble.
I just couldn't resist Jace. The way his green eyes sparkled when he found me, the familiar scent of him, being in his arms as he whispers sweet things in my ears, I had to give in. He always made me so weak. But at least I tried to resist.
'Yeah, by saying 'we ca-, I ca-, real smooth Julia' My subconscious says with sass. I roll my eyes.
I know I have a lot of things to ask Jace, to talk about. Not to mention my eating disorder, and the fact that I have been cutting myself for so long and he hasn't noticed.
I step into the shower and I'm greeted with the relaxing warm water as it runs down my body. I hiss when I noticed that I've gained some cuts from the fighting I did earlier.
I sigh when I've noticed that I have absolutely no where else to go. Linda is too busy cheating and I really prefer not going to my bed while hearing moans and groans everyday. I'm actually glad that she never saw me today because I really wasn't ready for a confrontation. Well, at least not yet.
And then you have the girls who have threatened me. And I'm going to leave Jace's place at some point, I can't keep living here forever, I'm going to have to leave soon. The thought saddens me, Jace's family has been nothing but nice to me.
Oh well, all good things must come to an end, right?
Stepping out of the shower, I quickly place a robe over my body. I walk out the room, trying to look for clothes, when I don't see them in my suitcase, I start to panic.
Who took them?
I door opens to reveal Jace with a tray of pasta and orange juice.
"Where mi clothes dem at?" I question.
"Oh, I burnt them." He says casually, like its wonderful to break the news that you've burnt someone's clothes.
"You what!" I start pacing around the room. "Why would you do that? Do you want to see me naked?"
"First of all, yes and second of all, relax. There in my closet." He chuckles and places the tray down on the counter. He slowly walks to me. I gaze into his emerald green eyes as he holds my waist. "You are such a tease." He whispers and kisses my cheek. I hiss at the sudden pain it brings me.
"Are you okay? where does it hurt?" He examines my arms.
"Everywhere." I rub my elbow slightly.
"Come here." He brings me over to the couch and puts me down. He goes for a first aid kit and starts dressing my wounds. I look at him when he's finish, knowing that he's waiting on me to explain to him as to why I'm covered I'm blood and why I was found in a flipping cemetery.
"What happen June?" He asks.
"The girls." I whisper. "Bianca and Briana, they t-threatened me. They kept on saying all these t-terrible s-stuff, like if I continue to hang out with yuh and the boys, that they would ruin mi. And dem said that I was your charity case, a-and that I should kill mi self. And t-that, you and Bianca mad love with each oth..." I'm cut off when he pulls me in his arms.
"Don't cry June. Don't worry about the threatenings, I'll let my dad know about it. Those girls have nothing about them. All of them are just jealous because you are different. And I hope you know that. I'll save you June. But your also going to help save yourself. I'm gonna help you and watch as you heal. I'm gonna help you find yourself, and if we can't, I'm gonna make the new you as happy as ever. I'm gonna change you for the better. I don't know why and I don't care if the world doesn't want us to be together, but I'm gonna damn well push until everyone gives up in trying to tear us apart. Because you know why? Its because I love you. I'm in love with you. And I know you might think that your not good enough for me, or worthy of my love, but you are, you're so damn well are. My love is all yours baby."
"And yes, it might seem like you can't take all of this. Especially since you've found out that your stepmother is cheating on your dad but June? Your strong. I've seen it. Your gonna get through this. We're gonna get through this, together. And I never and would ever have mad love with Bianca, I never did. Sure we kissed and hugged, whatever. It doesn't mean anything now. What matters is that I'll be your first and only. And you'll be mine. And I hope that one day, you'll tell me everything. Because I want to have you all for myself. And I want to know every single thing about you, bad or good. Your flaws are mine. Because you are my everything. And one day, I hope I'll be yours too." I start to kiss his cheek, his jaw, his forehead and at the side of his lips.
I couldn't help but feel the sensation on my lips. Kissing him awoken every sense in my body. Now I truly know how it feels be be loved, to have that other half of you, to feel completely complete. To love someone with your entire being. To be hopelessly in love and to want to spend the rest of your life together with the one you were destined to be with.
Kissing his jaw and forehead was a way of saying thank you, but the words that left my mouth lets him know that I felt the same way:
"I love you..."
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A/N: She finally said it! Took her long enough lol. I'm sorry guys but these chapters may seem boring, but it's actually very touching to me. I'm falling more in love with these guys everyday.
Anyways guys, I have a question for you all. I've fallen in love with Francis and Nadine. Would you guys like to read their story? Comment below loves!
I would love to make a story about Francis and Nadine's (Jace's parents) beautiful journey up until now. It will take a very long time for me to start it though, I gots other stuff to deal with, as in book related.
So I have a very embarrassing story to tell you guys. (You all should know that I love sharing my stories with you, I just love y'all so much)
So I'm in the grocery store right, and I'm dancing while getting some chips (because I simply love em, maybe that's why I'm so fat 😂)
So I'm dancing while taking up the chips, not noticing that there was this cute guy behind me.
So I loose my balance and fall into his arms and my hands with a mind of its own just decided to touch that 'part' below his abdomen 😌😂.
I was so shocked! Like I literally looked at the guy in shock and you know what he did? He smirked.
Smirked
Flipping Goat Smirked!
And he's like "Damn, I knew you were cute but I didn't know you were so eager." I had to laugh guys. He was so funny.
Have a great week my bunnies. I love you all so very much, and remember that things will get better in time. That might seem very hard to believe but God sees a way out even when you believe there's none. Suicide is literally never a solution to your problems no matter how hard and difficult your circumstances are.
My private messages are ALWAYS open to EVERYONE. Whether your a boy, girl, wolf, bunny, rat...no not rats. Rats are disgusting lol.
I am always here if anyone wants to just vent. To anyone who needs a friend and just to hear you out, I won't judge, I never ever would.
Hang in there guys. God is still working on each and everyone of you.
May God bless you, May God keep you, you all are very special 😇
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