•Dedicated to≈ AQueen_Myself

No Air- Chris Brown ft. Jordan Sparks (this song fits the chapter so much omg)
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"Healing is a process, it takes a long time, but once its done, it'll be all worth it."

-Kamoyrocks
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Jace's POV

She's gone.

I try not to believe it. Still thinking that all if this is just a nightmare, but as she left the house last night, I started to realize that it wasn't a dream.

I'm not letting her go this easily. Because she's the one for me, she's the one I am destined to be with for the rest of my life. She's the air I breathe. She's the owner of my heart, the reason I'm still alive.

And now, I feel like to die because I don't have her.

I meant nothing that I said. Absolutely none. But I did mean it when I said hated that she wasn't telling what was on her mind. I just wanted to help her.

Selfish.

I was being selfish. I just wanted her attention. But she just wanted some time to figure out herself and I just pushed her to the edge.

Bianca is nothing like her. I was scared, I guess I just saw the way she was acting was how Bianca once acted when she didn't want me anymore. I retreated before I could get another dose of what someone once did before to hurt me.

Am I the only one who's done this. Is it bad?

I haven't let her go.

I won't

Even if I wanted to.

But this is what she needs. The space. She needs some time to figure out what she'll do next without my help. She needs to to find herself.

She needs time to heal.

We need time to heal.

Sometimes, two souls can't save each other because they'll only loose whatever sanity they have left to save themselves

And I love her enough to make that sacrifice for her. For us. I want to see her save herself this time. I made the mistake in trying to pull her out of the battle field and fight the battle that was made for her.

I have a lot of apologising to do but not now. Not when she doesn't even understand her own self. I'm gonna give her time, but I'll also check on her if she allows me too.

I really hope she forgives me even after what I said. Both of our hearts weren't at the right place. And when our minds and hearts are free from doubts, from sorrows...

We'll finally be free together at last...

Julia's POV

"Julia? What are you doing here?" Brook gasps. "Are you alright?" She swigs the door to her parents house wide open.

"Mi alright." I put on a fake smile.

"Hey babe? Why do they call it 'A sexual'? Is there a B sexual and a C sexual?" Alex comes into view. When he says me, he brightens up like a child who has finally gotten their candy.

"JP! Wassup girl?" He bear hugs me. I hit him on the chest when his hold starts to suffocate me.

"I told you to stop hugging people like that, your gonna kill them." Brook chuckles.

"Oh right, sorry." He lets go.

"Julia, what happen? Why are you here? Is everything okay?" She asks. Alex walks back inside muttering how he has to check out his butt.

"I'm fine, hey guys um, can I crash with you guys for some time?" I ask shyly.

"Oh my gosh, I- my parents, they are really religious and only let's certain people in the house. Alex is just an exception and..." She trails off coming closer to me.

"We kinda get a little involved when my parents aren't here." She finishes.

"I see." I chuckle at her blushing.

"Well, that's okay, thank you tho."

"No problem. Call me okay."

"Sure." I walk away, once again having no idea where to go.

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After 105 missed calls from Jace and a stern talking to from Nadine, I still haven't found somewhere to stay.

And no, I can't go back to Jace, well, at least not now. I need time.

What he said, the way he said it, made me believe that he really meant what he said. It made me believe that he didn't want anything to do with me.

But my mind knows that that's not true.

Besides, pretending to be okay when I'm literally falling apart is extremely suffocating.

Being in such a big mansion suffocates me.

And its not only the mansion that suffocates me, but its the fact that that demon's house is just around the corner.

You can't heal in the same place you got destroyed.

And I want to heal...

At first, I was afraid, but I'm ready. I'm ready for a new start. I'm ready to recover. I'm ready to be happy.

I'm ready for my freedom.

And I'm gonna work for it.

Its time for my break through...

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"I must be dreaming." She says as she stares at me. "What do you want?"

"Don't kill me, I just came to ask you if I could stay here for a while." I say slowly.

"And why should I let you in my house?"

"Because you hate me and you want to kill me. Now you have the advantage." I chuckle.

"True. But why are you here?"

"I..need to stay away for a while. Just for a little while." I try to convince her.

"Did you guys break up?" She questions with curiosity.

"No, I just need some space." I let out a breath I didn't know I was holding. She looks at me for a long time, as if trying to understand me, or to look for lies.

"Okay sure." She smiles slighly. "Just prepare to get treated like Cinderella."

I chuckle and shake my head. "I'll take it."

"Come on in." She walks inside. I stare at the house longer than I should have.

I'm really doing this...

Its either now or never

Sighing, I step into the house that I never thought I would encounter with.

Bianca's house.

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A/N: So very sorry for taking long to update! I just got let off from school for christmas break and I bought a new phone so I'm up and ready to go :)

Thank you all so very much for waiting on me, and thank you so much for still voting and reading, I love you guys ❤

-Kamoyrocks