The kiss continued and one of Yoongi's right arm was wrapped around my waist, while the other was on my cheek pulling me closer.

I definitely was stimulated, and I was pretty sure my panties were damp. I wasn't the only one though, I could feel Yoongi's hard bulge right under me.

but again, to be fair, at this point I was dry humping him to feel sort of friction.

Yoongi's hands were roaming my body but all very decently.

I knew he didn't want me to feel pressured in any way, but I longed for it.

     'Touch me Yoongí' I moaned into his ear. Immediately his hand went under my shirt, and he slowly massaged my breast.

     'Not just there' I added.

Yoongi paused for a moment probably understanding what I was hinting at, and his hand slowly made his way downwards. 

     'Take off your shirt' he commanded and I quickly obliged, pulling my shirt over my head and dropping it on the floor.

     'So beautiful' he whispered while he kissed the spot on my breast just above my bra.

His hand opened the button of my jeans and he slowly traced the skin above my panties. I inhaled and exhaled deeply. Finally his hand went into my panties and he let out a groan as he felt my wetness.

I also realized that this was the first time I did this while I wasn't shaved or anything, it had been the least of my worries. Plus it would be a challenge anyways to shave, we washed ourselves in the river or with water we found in the supermarkets. and let's say shaving stuff wasn't available everywhere. It didn't matter though and I quickly waved the thought away.

Yoongi slowly circled the hardened bud, I let out a loud moan and immediately covered my mouth with one hand

    'Baby I love to hear your moans, but the volume needs to be lower'

Him calling me baby turned me on even more.

    'Do you understand?' he asked while increasing the speed of his fingers. I nodded and moaned, I wasn't sure if I had any control anymore.

     'Good' he replied with a confident smirk

Suddenly he inserted a finger and I gasped loudly.

The feeling was so intense, so good.

I also wanted to make him feel this good, but I didn't want to get out of this position. The closeness of me on his lap, our upper bodies facing each other, I wanted to stay like this. My hand trailed town.

     'I want to feel you' I whispered but he stopped my hand as I was about to unbutton his pants.

      'I don't have any protection' he said clearly disappointed

I sighed and leaned my head forwards on his shoulder. I was on the pill before all of this happened but let's say it wasn't my priority to continue that when everything went down. 

Getting pregnant in this shit world was definitely not a risk I was willing to take. Even though you dont get pregnant every time you fuck there was still a chance. I wasn't sure where exactly I was in my cycle.

There were no active hospitals and I binge watched The Walking Dead (on recommendation of Jin) about a year ago, getting pregnant in this situation?

bad idea

It was a setback yes, but it wasn't going to be a mood killer. Especially not considering Yoongi's hands were still in my womanhood. So I slowly turned my head towards the nape of his neck and slowly kissed it. My hand went down to his pants again

     'y/n, we can't.. we should do it safely' Yoongi panted when my hands slid under the hem of his boxers.

I appreciated his concern, guys would often prefer without and just go for it without thought for anticonception.

     'We can do other things'

As I said it I slowly stroke his member and Yoongi surely reacted to it

      'It's been a while, I don't know how long ..' he started to explain but I put one of my fingers on his mouth, as to say he should stop talking.

I didn't care, it was understandable. I am pretty sure the same applied to me.

His gaze was so intense and so alluring.

It was the closeness of our bodies and his ability to hit exactly the right spots that also made it that I couldn't last so long.

A knot formed in my lower stomach, I rocked my hips against his hands

       'I am close' I moaned out while also speeding up my own handwork on yoongi. In contrast he slowed down mine as if he wanted me to wait.

         'y/n' yoongi pulled me again close for a kiss and I noticed how his member became harder and harder. I didn't stop though, I continued with my right hand and my left one slid under his shirt and with my nails I dug into his chest.

After some time Yoongi speeded up again and added a second finger.

     'I can't' I let out as the high was too close now.

       'come with me baby' he whispered in my ears and it was just enough to bring me over the edge.

We both panted loudly after we released.

He fell backwards, his back hitting the mattress. I also slowly fell forwards and placed my head on his chest.

      'Sucks that there is no working shower, I feel dirty' I whispered as he kind of came on my stomach.

He shifted and put his pants and underwear on properly again

     'wait here' he said and within a flash he had left the room.

He came back with some toilet paper, a towel and a bottle of water

      'What are you doing?'

        'Just lay on your back for a moment' he said

he first wiped everything off with the toilet paper and then he put some water on my stomach which made me flinch a little as it was cold. He used to towel to dry it again.

I never had this experience before (obviously because showers were working) but something about the way he took care of me filled me up with this intense feeling of love for him.

      'Thank you' I whispered in a soft voice, he looked at me and smiled

       'It's only normal to clean up the mess I made'

I pulled his arm and as it was unexpected he fell down on the bed again next to me.

     'So I thought about it and our next mission is finding condoms' I said sarcastically.

But was I really being sarcastic though?

Yoongi chuckled and shook his head 'we are living in an apocalyptic world trying to get safely to an island to survive and you want to focus on finding a pack of condoms?'

I gazed at him a bit embarrassed but as I saw his mischievous smile I knew he was joking

      'priorities' I answered while giving him a quick peck. I wanted to lean back but he pushed my head closer again and kissed me shortly.

       'oh fuck' he said while looking at me neck

      'What?'

       'You might want to wear a scarf tomorrow'

My eyes widened

       'Min Yoongi, did you leave a hickey on my neck? WHERE SHOULD I GET A SCARF HUH' I whisper shouted

Yoongi laughed his gummy smile 

     'Maybe not wear scarf then everyone can see you belong to me'

       'yes everyone including my brother! are you crazy' I said in a panic, and I wanted to get off his lap but his arm was still firmly around my waist.

      'Consider it a punishment for making me jealous'

      'I didn't make you jealous, you became jealous for no reason'

He pulled me closer 'I am finding my way in this relationship, okay?'

I nodded against his chest 'that's okay yoongi'

      'Let's sleep now' he suggested and I nodded again, and in his arms I drifted off to sleep.

      'Gooooood morning' Jin chuckled as I arrived downstairs where he was sitting by himself.

What was with this greeting? I looked down but saw the hickey was still covered by Yoongi's scarf

I sat down next to him on the couch

      'You slept well?' he asked

       'Yes fine, what about you?' 'Same'

There was a silence but Jin kept looking at me amusingly

      'what?' I asked

       'I don't think that wearing your boyfriend's scarf is the best way to hide what is on your neck' 

I coughed as I almost choked on my saliva. Jin laughed out loud now but he soon turned serious again.

      'Perhaps change it before your brother comes downstairs, he is pretty acceptive about it but I wouldn't try to put it in his face like that. It's not that he doesn't have his thoughts on it'

It was clear Namjoon had told Jin more about it, it was nice he confided in him like that.

I quickly ran up the stairs

     'I am going to kill you' I said to Yoongi as soon as I was back in our room.

      'No you won't, remember you love me' he calmly stated while folding his clothes

      'Jin knew it immediately' I said while pointing at the hickey

Yoongi shrugged but with a smirk

       'Are you enjoying this because I am not?' I asked, I wasn't angry but I also wasn't keen on the embarrassment either.

       'you surely were when I gave it to you' Yoongi responded and he threw me something, a piece of fabric

      'What is this?' I asked

       'I found it in one of the drawers , it is a turtleneck sweater, it will cover the spot'

Yoongi continued as he looked at my neck

       'although I am sad you need to hide it.. I like the sight of it'