HEY MAN.
ITS, me yeah okay

i had a notes document that i was going to post in like june 2021 of why i hadn't been updating and i.. never did.

but i re read my story, read all of your comments and since spiderman has gained some popularity again, i think it's a good start to re write my book?? i feel like if i keep a good schedule i might be able to actually write a good story, with a thought out storyline— cause let's be honest,, do you have any idea where the fuck i'm going with the story right now?? right, me neither.

anyways here's the document from june

hey- HAHA

i haven't updated since october 2020 because of personal reasons that i don't wanna get into yk??

but i've also lost a lot of motivation with this story. i never had a plot- and the one i managed to put together had holes. i kinda wrote whatever i wanted and tried to tie it together.

this story is personally really broken- and i have no idea how to write this last part

but.. i really appreciate all of the people who came to read and re-read. it means a lot, because this story has been ongoing for almost 2 years and i STILL have people reading and voting— which is crazy! i'm grateful i've gotten fucking 73k reads!! back in october i was still in the 60's that shit blows my mind thank you so so much.

a lot of the comments on my last post begging me to come back & update the next part made me feel really bad about losing my motivation/ not having enough confidence to write the next part. i love your enthusiasm and i really appreciate that you guys liked my story but it seriously got super overbearing. so, i've decided to just shit out (but actually try to write) a final part, for you guys.

maybe in the future i'll re-write this story, (cause imma be honest my writing sucks ASS, and i've made so many spelling/grammar mistakes)
because i seriously have so many good memories of interactions and friends because of it. but i think it would be good to finally hit the finish button and leave it behind yknow?

so, here's to the last chapter. i cant promise it'll be as good as my old writing because i haven't wrote in months. i've tried to plan out how i'm going to end this story but i'm seriously doing this on a whim

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Eddie sat on a stump in the woods

Through the rain, echos of footsteps bounced in eddie's head. Immediately, the thought of spiderman being back to come and 'rescue' him had him rolling his eyes.

Then there was another footstep. Eddie squeezed his eyes shut, attempting to drown out whatever was making the noise.

Eddie's knew his ears were playing games. They must've been picking up and animal or some branches falling. it would be impossible to be spiderman.

"anything but spiderman, anything but spiderman" he whispered, rubbing the ends of his finger and thumb in a circular motion.

Eddie felt his heart sink to his stomach, perhaps with remorse or guilt for not wanting spiderman to come to his side this once.
or, maybe, it was because he knew that wasn't true.

he knew he didn't have to run off and tell spiderman to leave in order to 'prove himself' or 'show he was strong.'
Because the truth stands, Richie Tozier already knows.

Richie has been there by Eddie's side, trusting him with every bone in his body. Richie has seen how strong and tempered Eddie can act and that only made the boy like him more.

His first interactions with Richie flooded his mind. Richie had such a bold personality that could make the whole room smile
He felt an instant connection, never being able to explain why his emotions were suddenly so strong, why he had trusted Richie right off the bat.

Every time they hung out, Richie showed his care for Eddie, even if it was in the dumbest way.
The water, the nicknames, just being together- knowing that someone has your back- and in both of his lives.

Eddie heard the noise again, but this time he whispered "please be spiderman"

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"Eddie!" the figure walked out with his arms stretched.

"Spiderman! you came back!" Eddie ran to him and accepted the hug he offered.
"i'm so sorry. i thought making you leave would be the best for me, i thought i had to prove myself to you, but you- you came back and everything's fine now an-"
a gloved finger was placed on Eddie's lips.
"shh, Eddie." spiderman smirks "No need to rant about how much you love me. Let's go, i need to take you somewhere safe."

Spiderman pulls out the drone they stole from behind him "hop on :D"

"cant you swing? why do we need to use that drone again- it probably has tracking shit in it or something." Eddie chuckled

"Eddie get on the drone... my web shooters are out" Spiderman says sternly

Eddie's joking manner dropped, he reluctantly hopped onto the drone and held onto spiderman from the back, closing his eyes and resting his head. finally, he felt safe with spiderman.

—

Yeah that wasn't fucking him.

The real spiderman stay panicked and stressed, pacing the small hut Eddie had once sat in.

Spiderman couldn't breathe, he ripped off his mask so he could hyperventilate better- throwing a cold gloved hand through his curls and squeezing the mask with the other.

"GOD FUCKING IDIOT!" he yelled in complete frustration, throwing his mask on the ground then returning his hands back onto his head.

*thump*

Richie looked up from the floor and straight at the door in confusion.

"did i just hear a-?"

*thump thump thump*

"wha- what the fawk." Richie stepped up, putting his mask on and slowly walked to the door

he opened the door and quickly jumped back
"AHH FUCK UTS A DRONE HOLY DHSUT IM GONNS A DIE IFBS OMY FUCKING.. oh wait i'm spiderman"
he used his webs to shoot the door shut.

*thump thump thump*

"..."

spiderman slowly walked up to the door, he kneeled down onto the ground and waited

it thumped again

spiderman let out a sigh and slowly opened the door.

the drone seemed to fly in with joy, going in circles around spiderman- slightly glitching and sputtering.

Spiderman realized what happened, the drone had been damaged. spidey analyzed the drone and.... "auGH do i really wanna fix one of my enemies drones??" he thought, with anger. "..yes. yes i do."

Spiderman sat cross cross on the floor, the drone flopped right into his lap like a lost puppy. spiderman inspected the damage and with a few shots of his web, the drone was fixed and improved.

he may have added a code into the drone that made it nice idfk give me a break here, he's smart he can do it without a computer or tech. he's literally spiderman
I MEAN- beep bap boop i am not the author struggling to write because it's 3am boop bap beep

"alright little guy! who's a good drone :D"
the drone flipped upside down and spiderman patted its.. metal.

"you are! you're my good little drone! yes you are :D!!" spiderman began to try and pet the drone

"..." he stopped "ahem, anyways uh. hi, drone? i really hope my totally real code can hook up to the tracker i put on eddie's shoelace 9 chapt.. yesterday- or maybe like a week ago idfk time?"

richie tapped into his arm technology and applied it to the drone.

"i'm coming Ed's"

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BACK TO JANUARY 2022
let's just say he saves eddie and the bad guys die or something. they get married woo happy ending. i was.. totally planning a happy ending.. aha.

ANYWAYS, if you're interested in my rewriting this story, please LET ME KNOW. cause i will, you know i will. and i probably won't abandon it lol.
but yeah, thank you for all the support i really appreciate it. thank you for 77k reads! that's insane.

OH ALSO- one last thing before i sign off. something i had always struggled with was uploading a charter without spelling mistakes or words in wrong places. i had always seemed to struggle with words since i was a kid but i always loved reading and writing even though it seemed to be harder for me. i am now aware i have dyslexia and i want to apologize for any spelling mistakes i don't catch before i upload anything. so please forgive me