I frantically wiped away the tears in my eyes. I was so annoyed at myself. I've stuffed up the best thing that has ever happened to me. I sighed as I pulled my mask back over my face. I was about to leave but then I remembered the reason I came here in the first place.

I am not going to give up.

Y/n can push me away as much as she wants but I will never give up. I nodded my head in confirmation. I turned to face the direction I needed to head to the hospital. I shot a web out of my shooters and swung off, the cold night air prickling my skin.

I landed around the corner in an alley beside the hospital and changed out of my suit. I walked out onto the street and entered the hospital. I walked up to the front desk to the receptionist.

"Hey, I am here to see y/n l/n?" I asked.

"Ok..." she searched on her computer, "Y/n has been moved recently and her conditions have changed. I'm afraid that visits have been limited to only specific people." The lady looked at me.

"O-oh. Umm, my name is Peter Parker." I told the lady. She typed up something on her computer before looking back at me.

"Can I see a form of identification?" I pulled out my passport and showed it to the lady. She looked at me and then the passport, "Alright you're good to go on through to room 429 on floor three. You will need to take this card to unlock the door." She handed me a card.

"Ok. Thank you." I smiled and walked to the elevator. I stepped in the sliding door and press the third floor button. Before the elevator doors closed, a man stopped them and stepped in.

"Sorry. I hope you don't mind. I just need to go to level three." The doctor said.

"Uh, yeah all good. I'm going to level three too." I smiled awkwardly.

"Oh, what room?" Weird and a bit of a nosy question... I hesitated before answering.

"429." The doctor looked at me suddenly and I swear I saw the smallest glint of a glare in his eyes. He looked familiar too... "Is uh- is there a problem?" I asked.

"No no. No problem at all. I just thought that that room was closed off to only specific people..."

"I'm one of them." My sixth sense was going crazy so I decided that I should bend the truth from here out with this man.

"Your name is..."

"Benjamin Leeds." I answered. The man's eyes winced slightly as if he could see something I was hiding, "Is there a problem?"

"No. No problem." He smiled fakely. The elevator doors opened and we both stepped out. He walked into a staff room that was to our right and closed the door behind him. He was acting way too strange. He looked too familiar too...

I pushed the thoughts aside momentarily as I walked to y/n's room. I pushed open the door to see the hospitalised y/n laying there motionless. I walked over to her and pulled up a chair to sit down next to her. I gently grabbed her hand and rubbed circles over the back of it.

"Hey y/n, I know that you really don't want to talk to me of all people right now but, I just can't give up. I won't just let you slip away from me ok? I know that you said we can still fight crime together, but that's not good enough for me." I admitted, "I have given up so many times on things. But you're not one I plan on ever giving up on, you understand. I know you can hear me right now, and I needed a place that I could just tell you this without you cutting me off or walking away."

I sighed, closing my eyes. I held her hand with both of mine now. I rested my head on her hand, "I know that you said this is your fight. I understand that. I do. It's because 42 hurt you and your family. He's the reason you are how you are. So I get it that you want to bring him to justice. That's exactly what I wanted to do back when I first became Spider-Man. I found the guy that killed my uncle-" my voice cracked as tears threatened to spill out of my stinging eyes,

"And I did." I cried now, "I killed him. I did it on my own because I had that drive strong enough to do that y/n. But it still would have been so much easier on me, physically and mentally to have someone with me. So please hear what I have to say right now. Y/n, this is your fight because he hurt your family. He hurt the people you loved. But he also hurt you... so that makes it my fight too."

"Alright then..." my head shot up and I turned to see y/n in her Murasaki suit standing to my left. She smiled softly at me and nodded once to show that she understood. I sighed in relief as I stood up and walked over to y/n. I wrapped her in a hug and buried my face into her neck.

"I'm sorry." I sniffed, squealing her in a tight hug.

"Me too." She rested her head on my shoulder.

"Are we ok?" I asked carefully and quietly.

"Yeah. We are." Y/n and I stayed standing there for a little bit until I reluctantly pulled away. Y/n cupped my cheek softly and lent in to kiss me. I smiled slightly into the kiss and I felt 3000 times better.

Our comfortable silence was interrupted by a loud, ear piercing alarm erupting through the speakers.

"What's happening?" Y/n yelled over the alarm. The sound was so loud I could barely hear her even though she was next to me.

"Attention please. An evacuation procedure is to bed operated. There is a report of an armed man on floor level three. Please evacuate the building." The voice over the speaker said calmly but you could hear the slightest hint of panic in her tone.

"We have to do something!" Y/n ran to the door but just as she reached it a man stepped in with a menacing grin.

"Long time no see." He smirked. It was the doctors from before.

"Who are you and what do you want?" Y/n intimidatingly stepped forward and glared at the doctor challengingly.

"Oh you really can't see through this disguise? You must be dumber than a I thought." The doctor ripped off his watch and he fazed a little before becoming 42. Y/n jumped back and I quickly ran and stood in front of her, "It was so touching to her you to talk. It really was. How it's your fight because I hurt her and how you two just love each other so much." 42 sarcastically smiled, "you both are too dumb and naive to realise the lied that love is. Love dies out just like humans. But hate, no no, hate stays. Hate boils in the pits deep deep down and they stay there even after someone dies. You know what I mean, both of you are thriving on it now."

"Shut up." Y/n snapped at 42, "you can't say anything about love or hatred because you are full of evil." Y/n's eyes flickered purple and I sucked in a breath afraid. Because I remembered something. Mr. Stark said that y/n only needs to do the energy pulse a total of three or four times for it to completely take away her power. That means at minimum if she does it again, she might die.

"You sound like you are trying to act tough but here you are hiding behind your excuse of a boyfriend." 42 spat.

"Enough!" Y/n stepped out from behind me, "You and I both know how this is going to work so I suggest you stop stalling by pissing us both off more."

"But where's the fun in that? I almost managed to get you two to hate each other but of course to both are too weak and pathetic to realise the power that you could have had."

"We will fight you together and you will perish." Y/n growled.

"If you're so convinced that having two against one is fair, then I guess you won't be able to fight both me and him together." He held out a hand towards me and my brain went fuzzy.

My hand moved on its own and I couldn't move anything on command. My web shooters were aimed at y/n. I fired against my will but y/n dodged it easily and she held out a hand to me. I felt my body contradicting itself. For a moment I could move but then I couldn't.

"Let him go!" Y/n demanded.

"You will tear him apart if you keep trying to stop him!" 42 cackled.

"I don't have to."

Y/n held out another hand to 42 and he was thrown across the room to the glass window. It shattered at the impact. Y/n ran over to me, "Peter? Are you alright?" She asked me.

I just held up a thumbs up and smiled tiredly at her. She sighed in relief and she stood up. She held out a hand to me and I took it using her as a support balance to stand.

"That felt really weird." I admitted and y/n smiled sheepishly.

"Sorry if I hurt you."

"Nah, I'm fine. We need to finish this." I nodded. But it was then that I was flung across the room into the wall by 42 who was now standing up as blood slid down his face. He had the expression of a psychopath.

Y/n reached out and picked up 42 with her mind, she flung him out of the window to gain some time. Y/n ran over to me again, "Peter?"

"Yep. I'm good. I'm good. Just give me a second here." I grunted and stood up on my feet, "why does he go for me?" I wined trying to lighten the mood a little.

"Because..." y/n smiled to herself, "I think he knows he can't win against me one on one."

We were both picked up suddenly and thrown out the window too. I grabbed onto y/n and wrapped myself around her so when we crashed through the glass uncontrollably I took the impact.

One second we were falling freely to the concrete below but then the next I open my eyes and we were both of the ground at Central Park, "god I love portals." I sighed.

Y/n went to stand up but she was pushed down immediately to her hands and knees, "Y/N!" I tried to help her but I was thrown across from y/n. I crashed into a tree.

"This is your end y/n l/n. Now you'll be able to see your parents again. And when you do tell them I said hi." He brought his other hand away from me and I was released from his force. He moved both hands towards y/n and she screamed out in pain.

"NO!" I ran to 42.

"If you come one step closer, I'll split her in half." 42 barked. I stopped running immediately. I was frozen but not as in I was being controlled. I mean I couldn't move because I didn't know what to do.

"P-Peter!" Y/n called out to me. My chest clenched and tears streamed down my face, "Get back!" I was confused at first but then I understood. She was going to use her pulse.

"No! Y/n you can't! Don't do it!" I cried out. She could kill herself.

Y/n opened her eyes painfully and managed to look more in the eyes, "I love you." She whispered before she screamed out and a massive purple explosion erupted. It was much more powerful than I had ever seen before. I was sent flying backwards before I could reach y/n to stop her.

I opened my eyes. I was surrounded by purple flames and everything was distoyed. I frantically looked around. I couldn't find 42. But then I spotted a figure laying motionless on the ground.

Y/n.

"NOO!!" I cried out ans ran to her as fast as I could.

A/N:

 And that's all folks! Thank you reading my book but I'm afraid that it's over now!!

Bro calm down I'm kidding I'm kidding.

But this book is coming to an ed. It has a couple more chapters left but not many.

Thank you all sooo much for reading this so far! You guys are awesome!