A/n: Hey there! Looks like this book has surpassed 50k of readers! There are no words that can describe my feelings. To show my appreciation to your endless supports, I've decided to make a bonus chapter.

This will be Blake X Reader and it will all be in military theme. Be advised that Blake will be one of the operators in SEAL and the characters that I will put in this chapter are from this book. I'm not good in writing some sad and heartbreaking chapter, but I will try my best and hope you enjoy it!

P/s: If you found a paragraph or any words that is bold and italic, it means flashback.

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       (Play the song at the beginning)

(Y/n)'s POV:

Cold, weak and slowly dying. That's what I feel now. Everything around me looks like a haze. Even my body also looks like it. But I feel my body being touched by something. With my remaining energy, I look around. Then I realized that, I'm in a Blackhawk helicopter filled with PJs and Erik. He's holding my hand as he tries to make me stay awake.

I remember that Erik and I was on a mission to sabotage the enemy base. But it all went wrong and I got multiple shrapnel wounds and gun wounds on my body.

Always killing, and always dying. Sometimes, it felt bored. I just hope that this will stop now. But with the constant White Fang threat, it seems like there's no ending. I always asked to myself, when all of this will stop? When can I live my life as a normal person?

But in the end, to make that dream come true, I have to fight them. To protect all of the people around me, around the Remnant, and the ones that I loved and cared for, Blake Belladonna.

"Hi! Welcome to Team 5! My codename is (C/n) but you can call me (Y/n)! What's yours?" I greeted her happily just like I do when new members joined the team. She just stared at me coldly. Well, that's suits her mysterious personality. She then walked away from me. "Well then.. I guess I'll see you again!" She slowed her pace just for a short moment before she continued.

Our first met was not good one. You just simply walked away. But I'm not giving up to become a friend of yours.

I saw her sitting alone at the cafeteria, with just a bottle of water. This intrigued me. I walked to her and greeted her.

"Umm hey..." She just glanced at me and continued to do her own stuff. "Mind if I sit with you?" She just simply shook her head. From her gesture, I knew that she does not approved it. "Ohh.. umm.. I never catch your name tho.." She then looked at me coldly and I smiled nervously. Then, I pulled out my gift. It was a plate of fish and chips with tartar sauce and a cup of green team that I made it myself. She looked at the dish and then shook her head. Sad feeling filled my heart. I smiled weakly and put the dish on the table.

"I know that I asked you too much question and always bothering you. I just want to say sorry if you're annoyed with me." I told her and her eyes lit up. Then, I began to walk away.

But from far away, I watched you ate the dish. I don't know if you know about it but it was the best day in my life and I cried a bit knowing that you actually accepted and ate the dish.

"Hey!" I saw her at the obstacle course but she just ignored me. Then, I decided to join in. I tried to outmatched her but she was a lot more faster than me. I was impressed by that. Eventually, we were exhausted and leaned against the wall of the obstacle. We were breathed heavily and I noticed that she went to drik some water but her container was empty. Then, I held my container to her.

"Here. Take mine. I don't need it." I told her as I'm trying to act that I'm okay in front of her. She hesitately took it and drank it.

Blake: "Thanks..." At that time, I was excited that she spoke to me for the first time since she joined the team. I smiled widely as I stared at her. She continued to drink but stopped when she saw me staring at her

Blake: "Something's wrong?" I just shook my head.

"Nothing.. it's just.. you actually talked to me." Her eyes widen as she realized about it.

Blake: "I'm sorry for yesterday... I jus-" I cut her off by extending my hand

"No need for that. I'm (Y/n)." I smiled as I wait for her to respond. She took my hand and shook it.

Blake: "Blake" She said and smiled. I then pulled my hand away.

"That's a beautiful name, Blake."

Blake: "Thank you" She replied with a real smile which made me smile even wider.

I believe that is our real first met. But I realized that, you caught my heart when you talked to me. Your smile had melted my heart. And I was happy to meet with you.

I was walking around the base, just to find and spend time with her. But she was nowhere to be find. And I went to ask Yang, her roommate. She was looking grim and that caught my attention.

"Hey Yang!" I greeted her with happy tone. She noticed me and waved.

Yang: "Hey, (Y/n)." She greeted with cherry tone, but its not the usual tone.

"What happened?" She looked at me and let out a sad sigh.

Yang: "It's Blake...." I began to feel worry about her.

"What? Why? Is she okay?"

Yang: "Physically, yes. But emotion? No."

"Why, Yang?" I demanded and she let out a heavy sigh.

Yang: "She found out that her boyfriend cheated on her. And even worse, her boyfriend ended their relationship."

Yang told me everything. Your boyfriend broke up with you because you always be on constant deployment, and doesn't spent lots of time with him. That made me angry. But I decided to cheer you up, and make you happy.

"Blake? It's me, (Y/n)." I said as I knocked her door three times.

Blake: "Go away....." She said to me but I don't care about it.

"Blake. Please open the door. You haven't got out from your room for 2 days. Everyone is worry about you. And so do I..." I said with a caring tone. Then, the door opened revealing Blake with red eyes. She's been crying a lot.

Blake: "What do you want?" She said, still sniffing a bit.

"Can I come in?" I pleaded with her.

Blake: "No." As she was about to close the door, I caught it.

"I'm not going anywhere until you have your meal. I make your favourite. Fish and chips with green tea!

Blake: "I'm not hungry." She said but her face expression shows different.

"Right but your face shows different. You need to eat." I pushed myself through. She tries to resist but failed due to lack of foods. I was shocked when I saw her room was messy. She really took it hard. Luckily, her table was clean. So I put the foods on the table and motioned her to sit beside me.

Blake: "This is a lot than usual..."

"Well, considering that you haven't eat for 2 days, you must been starving. I made for myself too. We can eat together." I said and smiled at her.

Blake: "Thank you..." She said and managed to crack a small smile which I was happy with it. We began to eat and I didn't dare to ask about what happened because I don't want to spoil her mood. After eating and cleaning a bit, we sat on her bed. She looked down in misery and began to cry.

Blake: "Why... Why he broke up with me... Is it because I'm an operator?" She said between her tears. I gently rubbed her back.

"I know how you feel... I've been in the same situation." She looked at me with shock. "Even worse, when she found a new one, her boyfriend and his henchmen killed my family. For what? I don't know. Luckily both of them are dead for good now."

Blake: "I'm sorry... I didn't know that..." I smiled at her while gently rubbed her back, trying to calm her down.

"Now you know. I know how you feel right now and understand the pain. I cared about you. And I will always be here for you. Always." I stated firmly with a caring tone. She had her mouth agape. She then hugged me tightly which suprised me. I wrapped my arms around her.

Blake: "Thank you...." Her voice muffled between her tears. I smiled as I hugged her tightly.

After you cried a lot, you fell asleep. You never let go of my arm. I stayed in your room by your side for all night. When I gently caressed your hair, you cracked a smile in your sleep. This made my heart beating faster. It was a beautiful sight, seeing you smiling. From that, we became closer. We trained together, having and we do almost all things, together, even celebrating our birthday.

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY BLAKE!" Everyone shouted as she stood at the door in shock. Yang and Weiss blew off the confetti.

Blake: "H-How did you know my birthday?" She asked trying to process on what was happening.

Erik: "Well, thanks to (Y/n) here, we managed to sort out a birthday party for you." He said while patting my back. She looked at me with shock. There were lots of foods and drinks, and also special food, Fish and chips with tartar sauce and green tea which are her favourite. The good thing is that I've managed to get a fresh import salmon for the cook.

Blake: "Y-You did this? For me?"

"Y-Yes... Do you l-like it?" I asked nervously as I rubbed the back of my neck.

Blake: "Of course! I love it!" She ran towards me and pulled into a hug. I can't help but smiled and returned the hug. But I felt my cheeks heated up. She hugged me for a while before letting me go.

Blake: "Thanks, (Y/n)." She said with the most beautiful smile I've ever seen.

"N-No problem, Blake." We had fun at thay day. We played games, laughed, dancing, dranks and other stuffs. Then, its time for present. Everyone gave her their gifts which ranged from weapons to perfumes. She thanked everyone. Then, it was my turn. I asked her to follow me to more private place, leaving the party for a while. We've reached at the room's balcony where the party was held.

Blake: "(Y/n), what's wrong?" I turned towards her and grinned.

"I have a present for you." I said as I held out a wrapped box.

Blake: "Wait, you still prepared it after all of this?!" She asked with shock which I nodded. "No.. You've done too much for me.. I can't take it."

"Blake, it's your birthday. You deserve this. Please, take it." I pleaded to her. She hesitately took it.

Blake: "I hope it's not expensive." I just smiled and doesn't say anywords. It took me a while to prepare the gift. She torn off the last wrap and it reveals a black box. She had her mouth agape and she looked at me.

"Go on. Open it." I told her and she opened it. What she saw was a shocking. She pulled out a necklace, which has an amber coloured diamond, the same eye colour that she had. She closed her mouth in awe.

Blake: "(Y/n).. its.. its beautiful.." she said as she tried to hold her tears. I smiled widely and decided to put it on for her.

(Y/n): "You know, our first time we met was not so good. But after some certain event, we began to grew closer. After all of this, I finally found the true happiness..." I've finished put the necklace on her neck and I turned her body towards me. "Blake. I've realized that, I began to grow feelings on you. I finally found my heart keeper. And I've been waiting for this moment. Blake Belladonna, I love you so much, and would you be my girlfriend?" I asked with hope that she felt the same. Her eyes lit up and tears began to flow. She then pulled me into a hug.

Blake: "Yes, (Y/n)! I would like to be your girlfriend and I love you too! I feel the same!"

That is the best thing in my life. I was scared to tell it because it might ruined our amazing friendship. But I was happy that you felt the same. Everyone cheered for us and congratulated for becoming a couple. And I will treasured that moment. I have no regrets that I've finally have you as my girlfriend.

We did all things together. We've go for a date for couple times and we really had fun with each other. Nothing can describe my feelings.

But now, I feel regret. I regret that I haven't show you the real thing that I was planning a few weeks ago. With all my remaining energy, I tried to reached out for my pouch. Erik noticed it and stopped me.

Erik: "(Y/n), save your energy. We've arrived at the hospital." I shook my head.

"Erik, can you please open my left pouch and take the box out for me?" He nodded and he did what I asked for. He pulled it out and handed me the box. A box that contains a diamond ring. I want to propose you when I get back from this mission. But, I guess I can't do it.

The PJs pulled me out from the helicopter and carried me towards the hospital. Erik was still holding my hand, keeping his best to make me stay awake. The PJs put me on the surgeon bed and the doctor began to analyze my wounds. Erik was standing besides me.

"Where's Blake?" I asked to Erik

Erik: "She's on the way right now. Stay with me, buddy. You will make it through." I let out a soft chuckle.

"You know that its not true.... I know that you're just doing that to make me relief."

Erik: "No! Don't say that! These doctors will patch you up! You will survive!"

Suddenly, I heard a voice calling out my name.

Blake: "(Y/n)!" She called my names again. She rushed next to me and instantly hold my hand. "Oh my god, no! (Y/n) you're bleeding badly!"

"I know.... But I don't feel any pain.. its.. its cold.."

Blake: "Don't say that! You will survive! Just hold in there."

"Doc? Can you please stop for a while? I have something to tell her." I said to the doctor. He lookes at me in shock.

Doc: "What?! No! You're risking your life!"

"I'm risking it for better reason..." He was about to say something but he can't.

Doc: "Make it quick." He hesitantly said and I thanked him. Then, I turned my face towards Blake.

"Blake, I have something to tell you.."

Blake: "You can say that after you've been patch up! Doc! Do something!" She ordered the doc but I reached out and grabbed her hand. She looked at me in dread and I held her hand gently.

"Please, listen to me..." She gave her full attention to me as she holds her tears.

Blake: "I'm listening."

"Do you still remember when we spend the time together?" She nodded and I continue. "I'm happy that I've met with you. It was the best gift in my life.. you also obsessed with my fish and chips." I joked and she let out a small laugh.

Blake: "No one can beat your own made fish and chips..." She said to me with smile. But tears continued to flow. I let out a sigh.

"What I'm going to tell you is very important. And I hope that you'll accept it." She waits for me to continue with anxiety.

"When we spend out times together, I couldn't ask more than that. It was the best moment in my life. Everytime when I talked to you, you make my heart beating faster. And it was more happier when you accepted me as your boyfriend. And that's when I realized, that you are the ones who I'm willing to spend my life till the end." I held out a small box and opened it. "Blake Belladonna, will you be my wife and will always be there by my sides during the rise and fall?" I proposed to her. Her eyes widened as more tears formed on her face.

Blake: "Yes, (Y/n). I will be your wife, till the end." I smiled and put the ring on her right ring finger. I smiled widely at her weakly but coughed some blood. She cried out telling the doctor to patch me up I stopped her by gently grabbed her hand. I felt that my time has come.... Fate can be cruel but I accepted it.

"It's...no use now..Blake." I told her weakly. She shook her heads and continued to cry.

Blake: "No... Don't said that.. I can't lose you.."

"It's okay, Blake.... Don't let our last memories become the sad one." I told her and she looked at me in denial.

Blake: "No.. our last memories is when we have kids and grow old." I let out tears and begged for her to stop.

"Blake.. it's okay.. Promise me, that you will find someone better than me, that cares for you and willing to take care of you." She was about to protest but I held her hand gently.

"Come here...." I whispered to her and she leaned down towards me and I passionately kissed her. She returned the same gesture. We parted our lips and I whispered my last word to her.

"I love you Blake... And thank you for everything... Thank you.." I told her with all my heart.

Blake: "I love you too, (Y/n)" She told me and I smiled for the last time as I closed my eyes. Now, I have no regret. I can finally rest eternally. I've finally find peace.

Blake's POV:

I saw his eyes close, and his hand go limp. The life supporting machine produce a long beep sound

*beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeepppppppp*

"(Y/n)?" I called out his name but he didn't responded. I began to sniffle. He has a peaceful smile on his face. I let my tear loose, and I stared at his unmoving and cold body. Suddenly, I felt a pair of arms slowly pulled me away from him. 

Erik: "Come here, Blake..." I want to say something but I failed. I buried my face on Erik's chest and hugged him and began sobbing. He hugged me and rubbed my back gently as he tries to calm me down. The doctor ordered his assistants to shut down the machine and called the time.

Doc: "Patient name, Petty Officer (Y/n( (L/n). Dead time, 1300 hours. Till Valhalla, sailor."

I continued to let out all of my pain. Fate had took away the only one who truly cared about me and loved me. How can I live without him? But with all the pain, sadness and utter despair, his words shed a little light when I remembered it.

"What will happen after we're dead?" I asked to him curiously. We were leaning against each other with the amazing sight of sunset. He thought for a while before replying.

(Y/n): "I have no specific answer about it. But I'm sure that destiny will bring us to a good one." I looked over my shoulder.

"Why is that?" I asked him with more curiously. He flashed a smile before replying.

(Y/n): "I believe that destiny had set this for us. After we die, in our next life, both of us will shoot some bad guys and eat a lot of fish and chips with tartar sauce and some good green tea in Valhalla. And we will be the guardian in the next world, and continued to do our duty as the protector to the people and the ones who we loved." He said happily. I can't help but laughed about it. I gently put my hand on his and squeezed it lightly. He then intertwined his hand with mine and we continued to watch as the sun began to set. Secretly, I hope that we would be that.

"Whenever you are, if you're in Valhalla now, please be my guardian till the end."

(Y/n): "Don't worry kitty, I will always be your guardian till the end, and I will wait for you."

(If the song still continuing, stop it here)

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So this is the end of my oneshot story Blake x Male Reader. I want to say thank you so much to Ninjamain for letting me use some of his storyline from his oneshot story. His story really inspire me to write this. Be sure to check his profile and read his stories!

This is my way to say thanks to everyone who followed and read this book. You guys are the best! I hope that you will followed this book till the end. That's all for today and I'm going ro continue writing for the next chapter. Stay sharp!

Mako out.