This is getting ridiculous! Your comments are amazing and I get extremely giddy when I see them <3 I love reading them as I go through my story, they make me laugh :) So keep them coming.

Also, for those who haven't read chapter two, "I think I fucked your neighbors", it's up now (but on private).

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Rey's POV

"I think I'm having a heatstroke." Was the first thing I heard when I stirred awake the next morning.

Niall was on the other side of the bed, blanket kicked at our feet and we were drenched in sweat.

"Open a fucking window or I'm literally going to die.", he said and I got out of bed, stumbling to the window and doing as asked.

He turned down the AC to the minimum and stood up, standing right under it so he could cool himself off.

I bit my lip and smiled at the thought that he spent the night with me once again. I suddenly got really scared because no, I was not getting butterflies.

There was a knock on the door, and I went to open it, just to see Amy there, dressed up already.

"Finally, you're up! You should get dressed because the bus comes in thirty minutes to get us to the aqua park. And unless you want to be stuck in the back with the old people, I suggest you hurry. Nice pants by the way."

She winked at Niall, before she disappeared.

Niall cursed and I grabbed my clothes for the day, and then walked to the bathroom.

When I came out, dressed and clean, he was nowhere to be seen. Katherine and Ricky were already at the door, putting their shoes on.

"I got you a muffin at breakfast, eat it and move.", Amy instructed and shoved me my sneakers.

She put my shoes on as I ate and Katherine and Ricky packed my bag.

"Okay five more minutes, think about that gross drool from old people as you run!", Amy yelled behind me as we hurried down the hallway to the elevator.

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We got to the bus in time, and God praise Jake for saving us seats in the back, far away from old grumpy people that reminded me of my grandpa.

I sat down next to Jake in the back, right in front of Niall and Justin.

Hm

I made fun of him bringing his parka to a waterpark trip on a thousand degree weather.

The aqua park was forty-five minutes away from the hotel and we could only stay there until five, because that's when the last bus came.

It was a big waterpark and the queue was extremely long but they had announced a rainy afternoon on the radio when we were in the bus so it wasn't that bad.

When we finally got out tickets it was already half past twelve and it got to a quarter past one when we were out of our clothes.

"Do you want to come to the big slide with us?", Justin asked and I pulled my sunglasses down to look at him.

Niall, Soph and Jake were looking at me questioningly, so I nodded and shrugged.

"Sure.", I agreed, yawning after it.

"You sleepy babycakes?", Jake asked with a smirk on his face. "Reckon you didn't get much sleep last night?"

"Shut up.", I muttered. "I'm probably going to fall asleep on you during the ride."

We started walking towards the slide and Justin actually put an arm around my shoulders while he talked to Niall about some upcoming hockey championship they've been looking forward to for the past few months.

"You wanna go first?", Justin asked me once we were at the top.

I nodded, out of breath after climbing like a thousand stairs.

I was about to ask Jake if he wanted to be behind me (oh the irony), but Justin already sat down, his legs on either side of me.

When the light went green, he pushed himself off and that was that.

We spend the rest of the day like that-or at least that's what I thought; I fell asleep two hours into our trip because I just couldn't keep my eyes open.

Jake woke me up when it was starting to get cloudy and people were slowly starting to pack their stuff because it was going to rain soon.

"What? Already?", I asked, rubbing my eyes and sitting up on the lounger.

"Yeah babe c'mon."

It was starting to get really cold real quick and all I had was a fucking towel.

"You brought a parka? That's so stupid!", Niall said in a high pitched voice, appearing next to me as we made our way towards the exit.

"Please don't mock me, because if I'm going to catch a cold you can count on me coughing in your mouth."

"That's kind of gross.", he said and put his coat on, zipping it up to the top.

"I'd give you my coat, but your boyfriend should rather do it, right?", he asked and nodded towards Justin, who was wearing a hoodie.

"Right.", I replied, sticking my tongue at him.

He frowned and I smirked, skipping ahead to get in line with Justin.

"Hey.", I said and he smiled, showing off his dimples.

"Hi."

I pretended to shiver and rubbed my arms.

"You cold?", he asked.

"A bit yeah."

"Here."

He gave his stuff for Zayn to hold as he took off his hoodie and handed it to me.

"What a gentleman, thanks."

I put it on before I turned around to face Niall and zipped it up to the top, shooting him the same look he shot me, right before I hopped on the bus, feeling proud of myself.

We parted ways once we got to our rooms, deciding to meet downstairs for dinner as usual, but this time inside because it was raining.

I was the first on to shower and change in the same clothes, before I grabbed Justin's jacket and made my way out of my suite.

I knocked on their door, waiting for a response, praying to heaven that it will be Niall responding.

It wasn't. It was Soph.

Just my fucking luck

"Hey Soph!", I smiled. "I'm here to give Justin his jacket back."

"Come in!", she kindly said, stepping aside and closing the door once I was in.

Their suite was noticeably bigger, three rooms instead of two, a kitchen and a living room with a flat screen TV and a built in Xbox.

Justin and Jake were taking advantage of the Xbox already, yelling and kicking each other.

"They're going to break it, I can feel it.", she said and I nodded, actually agreeing with her.

I joined them on the couch, sitting down next to Justin and Soph walked away.

"I came to return your jacket.", I said, just as Niall made an appearance in the living room, filling it with his expensive cologne that smelled amazing.

"You should keep it. Looks better on you anyway.", Justin replied and smiled, putting his hand on my thigh as Jake picked his team.

I smiled back because dimples, before I shrugged and put it on, thanking him.

"What are ya playing?", Niall asked loudly, coming in front of the couch and letting himself fall heavily in the small space between Justin and I.

"FIFA '15, duh.", Jake replied.

"Do you even know a game other than 'FIFA'?", I asked leaning back into the couch and away from Niall.

"No.", they said at once, making me roll my eyes.

Niall and I watched Justin lose to Jake, and halfway through their game Niall decided to place his hand on my thigh, right where Justin's hand had been. He patted the spot twice, before he removed his hand, parting his knees and leaning into the couch more comfortably.

"Where are Zayn and Liam?", I asked Niall and he snickered.

"I don't suggest you to go and look for them babe."

"I wonder how we're not hearing Zayn's moans and Liam's grunts.", Justin said.

"Who do you think usually bottoms?", Niall asked.

"My brother, definitely.", Jake replied.

"Did you guys ever do it?"

"Niall!", I said slapping myself over the face.

"What? I thought you got off to stuff like these!"

"I don't! God, you're so fucking immature!", I said.

"I'm just joking Rey."

"Yeah, well your jokes are bad.", I said.

He frowned and closed his mouth, sinking back into the couch.

Did I actually offend him?

I didn't mean it...

A few minutes later Liam and Zayn also came out of their room, nicely dressed and smelling like vanilla. It was starting to get annoying.

We waited for Soph to make an appearance so all of us could finally go downstairs.

"I'm starving, I'm going.", Jake said and Justin joined him, together with Zayn and Liam.

Niall and I were left in uncomfortable silence on the couch, looking at a paused game on the TV screen.

"You should keep it. Looks better on you anyway.", he mocked shaking his head in a high pitched voice.

"Do you have any kind of problem with him?"

"No. He's just annoying. I don't even know why I thought of picking him as a future brother."

"What?"

"We're going to have to choose which one of the pledges is going to be the new brother this April."

I was about to say something, but Soph just came out of her room.

"We going?", she asked and Niall stood up, not even looking at me as he followed her to the door.

The elevator ride was awkward to say the least, and I knew Soph could sense something was wrong but she chose to stay silent about it.

The dinner went great and no one really noticed the tension hanging in the air between Niall and I, or the occasional glances.

"So, um, if the weather's good tomorrow I suggest we go on a yacht trip. S'going to get us to another island and we can have lunch there before we get back?", Harry asks, looking through his Get To Know Maui brochure.

"Sure.", Liam shrugged and Zayn, nodded, of course agreeing with him.

In the end we all ended up agreeing to the idea, because we had three days left and it wasn't like we had anything better to do.

"Is it just me or are you really tanned?", Katherine asked me as we made our way towards the indoor pool.

"Well I fell asleep today in the middle of the day so yes, I am tanned.", I responded, a bit more rudely than I intended.

"Whoa, easy. No need to get bitchy."

"Sorry."

"So what's wrong?"

"What do you mean?"

"You've been quiet all through dinner, and when the waiter asked you if you wanted the special dessert you denied. That's not normal, I mean, it was a fucking chocolate tiramisu."

"Shit I didn't even realize.", I mumbled.

"So? Tell meeee.", she whined like a four year old baby.

"Niall and I got into a fight. Sort of. I don't know."

"Why?"

"He was being annoying about Justin and stuff."

"Oh, yeah, I noticed."

"Great, so I'm not the one crazy."

"Looks good on him, doesn't it?"

"What?"

"Jealousy."

"What?", I asked as we laid out our towels and took our clothes off.

"Oh, please Rey. You can't honestly be that oblivious!"

"I don't-"

"Okay, stop it. It's starting to get really annoying when you don't realize people want you and like you. Why do you think so lowly of yourself?"

I shrugged, sitting down on the lounge chair and leaning back.

"You know what?", she asked, an evil smirk spreading out over her face.

"What?", I sighed.

She lowered her voice and leaned over to me.

"You should ignore him and start paying attention to Justin. Let him come to you."

"I can't do that to Justin."

"Of course you can! He won't mind. Tell you what. You go in the pool right now, where Justin and Niall are trying to push Soph underwater, and ask him if you can spend your night with him."

"What? No way.", I said just as Ricky joined Katherine on her lounge chair, pulling her over his lap.

"Yes way. Go there and fucking do it."

"He'll think I want to have sex with him."

"And so will Niall. Trust me.", she said, before she gave in to Ricky's neck kisses and gave him all her attention.

I rolled my eyes and stood up.

I'm going to do it

Fuck it

I got in the pool carefully, before I quickly swam (doggy-style) to Justin. I jumped on his back, wrapping my legs around his waist, covering his eyes with my hands.

I saw Jake smirk from his place in the Jacuzzi, next to Amy and the other two couples.

"Rey?", Justin asked and I removed my hands, managing to twist myself so I was in front of him, still holding onto him.

"I was wondering...", I trailed off, running a hand through his wet hair. "Can I spend the night with you? Or you can spend the night with me and Amy can room with Jake."

He smiled widely, eyes drifting off to Soph and Niall who were obviously listening in to our conversation.

"Yeah, sure babe. You can room with me, we have much less space in my bed than in yours."

"Great.", I smiled, wondering if I made a wise choice.

"Hey Jake?", Justin called out.

"Hm?"

"Can you room with Amy tonight?"

"Are you breaking up with me?"

"Seriously."

"Yeah I can.", Jake answered and looked at me questioningly.

"Great.", Justin and I said at once, before he gripped into my hips underwater, then managed to push me under the water.

We stayed at the pool until it was closing time at 10pm.

"I'll just go and grab my PJ's, then I'll be right over.", I told Justin and he kindly smiled.

Once I was safe in my room, Amy closed the door and placed her hands on her hips.

"What the fuck do you think you're doing?", she asked.

"I'm uh-going over to Justin's?"

"Are you planning on fucking him?"

"Um-"

"Why?"

"Well Katherine suggested I tell Justin about trying to make Niall jealous by spending more time with him."

"What a fucking bitch!"

"Okay now let's not-"

"She didn't even bother to let me in on her amazing plan! Rey this is brilliant!"

"Seriously?"

"Uh, yeah??? I mean, if Justin isn't willing to do it, then that's that! But if he is, then God bless! I'm going to enjoy watching Niall burn."

"Whatever. I don't know. I'll tell you how it goes on WhatsApp."

"Okay."

I grabbed my PJ's and my toothbrush, before I slipped into my slippers and left my suite.

Jake opened the door and smiled at me, assuring me that I didn't have to tell him what this was all about (although I didn't even want to do that), because he was going to get all the info from Amy.

I closed the door behind me, and was met with a smiling, half naked Liam that was just leaving his room with a semi and ravished hair.

"Hi Rey.", he said, carefully closing the door to his room so I wouldn't see inside.

"Hey."

He walked to the kitchen and I followed him until I got to the living room to see Niall watching TV all by himself. He turned his head to see who just came in, but then returned to the TV when he saw me. He had a six pack of beer on the table, the first can already in his hand.

"Planning on eating it off Zayn?", I asked Liam when he came from the kitchen with a can of whipped cream.

He turned red, puppy smile appearing on his lips.

"Yeah."

"Good for you."

"Thanks.", he awkwardly replied, before he hurried back to his room, locking it.

Okay

What now

"Oh hi!"

I sighed relieved, turning to see Justin emerging from his room.

"We need to talk.", I quickly said and pushed him into his room, shutting the door closed behind me.

His eyes widened when I threw my stuff on Jake's bed.

"I need to tell you something and I might come off as a major bitch, but here it goes."

He looked worried.

"I want to make Niall jealous and I need you to help me."

I watched his reaction. He didn't seem surprised at all, like he was expecting it.

"Okay."

"What? Seriously?"

"Mhm."

"But-I thought you liked me? I mean, I'm happy you don't. I mean-fuck. Okay. Let me start over-"

"I like Soph, actually. But she's interested in Niall and since Niall is obviously interested in you, why not?"

"Wait, whoa. You like Soph?"

"Mhm."

"Since when?"

"Since... I don't know? New Year's? Maybe a bit earlier?"

"So then why did you kiss me all those times?"

"To try and make her jealous."

"Oh. Okay."

"I'm sorry if you feel used."

"No, not at all! This is actually better! You help me make Niall jealous and I help you make Soph jealous."

He showed me his dimples, before he asked:

"Why do you want to make Niall jealous?"

Because I'm starting to really like him again and we cuddle and I get butterflies when I see him

"Just because."

"Okay, sure.", he smirked.

I rolled my eyes.

"So do you want to go and join him on the couch and cuddle up?", he suggested.

I nodded, and was about to leave, but he stopped me.

"Wait."

He ran his hands through his hair, disheveling it, before he did the same to my hair.

"Can I give you a hickey?"

"Uh. Sure?"

He smiled and pulled my hair off the right side, before he pressed his lips against the skin and started sucking and biting.

I placed my hands on his bicep and closed my eyes because it felt good.

When he pulled back he smiled contently.

"Ladies first.", he said and opened the door for me to leave.

We made our way to the couch. Niall was watching Shark Week and I sat down next to him so he could see my hickey if he turned his head.

Justin sat down next to me, immediately putting an arm around my shoulder and pulling me into him.

"Watcha watching?", he asked Niall.

"Shark Week.", Niall replied, tone sharp as he turned his head to look at him. He did a double take, eyes falling on the hickey.

He then averted his eyes and pulled out his phone, typing out something quickly.

Justin gripped into my shoulder, smiling down at me.

A few minutes later Soph made an appearance in some shorts and a tank top. Her hair was pulled up in a typical white girl 'messy bun', and she smiled at Niall as she sat down.

"Hey.", she greeted me, eyes darting between Justin and I.

"Hi.", I said back in an overly fake high pitched tone.

She frowned, and then leaned her head on Niall's shoulder.

It was weird, the four of us on the couch, watching a show that no one was really interested in.

Niall was down to the last two beers when Justin decided to take action and kiss me.

I responded to the kiss immediately, making sure to use tongue in order for it to sound dirty and loud.

Justin then pulled me into his lap so I was straddling him, my hands going through his hair.

"Let's take this to the bedroom?", Justin whispered against my lips and I nodded, looking at Niall from the corner of my eye.

He had finished the whole six-pack and was now playing with Soph's hair.

Justin's hands wandered under my bum and he lifted me up before he excused himself and walked us to his room, shutting the door behind him.

He let me down once we were inside, running a hand through his hair.

"That went well.", I said.

"I got an idea, if you're up for it."

"What?"

"Have you seen Easy A?"

And that's how we found ourselves on his bed, jumping and moaning, pretending to have sex. It was hard, because we were struggling really hard not to burst out laughing.

We 'climaxed' twenty minutes later when we started getting tired from jumping on the bed.

He turned on the TV and I laid down on Jake's bed. We watched TV for a while, before I turned to him.

"Niall told me you asked him if he had a problem with you dating me." I told him.

"So?"

"So? What did he say?"

"Well he told you, didn't he?"

"Yeah...but I don't know, I just want to know how he reacted."

"Well he was really serious and surprised at first and asked me to repeat the question, and after I did, he snorted and shook his head, telling me that even though you're just friends I can't date you."

"Did he give you a reason?"

"No. He just said 'because I say so'. But he was like two steps away from beating me."

"That's-"

"True. Trust me."

"I need to go and get myself something to drink, I'm thirsty."

"Wait, take your pants off and put my shirt on."

I did as he said, before he pressed his fingers into my thighs to leave marks.

"Okay, now go."

I gave him a thumbs-up before I exited the room.

The suite was dark, the only light coming from the bathroom. As I poured myself some orange juice, I heard someone throwing up in the bathroom by the door.

One minute later that someone brushed their teeth and came out. It was Niall, who had probably a little bit too much to drink.

When he saw me in the kitchen he rolled his eyes, choosing to come over to me anyway.

He made himself some toast as I sipped on my drink, leaning against the counter.

"Was it good?", he asked, taking a bite out of the bread and turning to me. His tone was indifferent.

"Yeah. I always drink orange juice after good sex."

"You never drank orange juice after we had sex."

"I said good sex."

Good one I'm so proud of myself

He snorted and rolled his eyes.

"Was yours good?", I asked.

"What?"

"Your sex with Soph-oh wait. You threw up instead. My bad."

"Is he big?", he chose to reply with another question.

"Bigger than you, that's for sure."

Fuck I'm on fire tonight

His nostrils flared and he turned his attention to the counter.

"So you're wearing his shirts now."

"So you're stating the obvious now."

"You're such a bitch."

"You're such a prick."

"Idiot."

"Asshole."

"Slut."

Okay, what?

"Excuse me? If someone's the slut here, it's you."

"You fuck me, then two days later you fuck him? That sounds like slut to me.", he said, crossing his arms.

"Go to hell.", I said, feeling a pang in my chest because I didn't want that to be his opinion of me.

I slammed my glass on the counter and pushed against his chest as I walked back into the room.

I fell asleep an hour later, with Justin's movie still playing in the background.

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All I said to Amy, Katherine and Jake the next morning as we got on the yacht was that Niall was a dick and that Justin agreed to be my fake boyfriend.

We just had to make it 'official' in front of Niall.

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I haven't talked to Niall since last night and I hated that there was this tension between us but it was both our faults.

The yacht was small but really luxurious. It had a kitchen, a living room, two bedrooms and a huge deck.

It was only after it started moving that the girls and I laid out on the deck to tan. The boys decided that it would be a good idea if they rolled a few joints and smoked them outside.

So that was that.

"Hey.", Justin greeted and laid down next to me, kissing my lips quickly before rolling on his back.

"You know they have bedrooms here, right?", he asked, loud enough for the guys to hear too.

"Later, I'm tanning.", I replied and Katherine shared a discreet high five with Amy.

Justin placed a kiss on my shoulder and pushed his sunglasses up his nose, turning his head to the sun.

After some time the yacht stopped and I sat up, thinking we had arrived on that other island, but we were in the middle of the ocean.

"What happened?", I asked Soph.

"We stopped for a swim.", she answered and pointed to the water.

"Feel free to join us, ladies.", Niall said, appearing next to us, bare chested and ready for a swim.

Justin smirked, knowing very well that Niall called him a lady intentionally.

"I could go for a swim.", Katherine said and stood up, stretching and taking her sunglasses off.

She jumped in the water after him, but no one else bothered to move from his or her place. The other boys were rolling a joint on a table nearby, Louis and Harry were missing.

(Everyone knew where they actually were.)

Jake and Liam eventually joined Niall and Katherine in the water, so Justin asked me if I wanted a smoke.

I shrugged and he smiled, getting up and telling me to follow him. He sat down on one of the empty lounge chairs and pulled me over his lap easily, before he grabbed a joint from the table and asked Zayn, who was on the lounger next to us, to light it up.

"Why aren't you going in the water?", I asked Zayn as Justin took his first drag, releasing it in tiny circles.

"I can't swim.", Zayn mumbled, not opening his eyes.

I watched his tattooed chest going up and down as he smoked, his bony ribcage showing every time he inhaled.

Justin had already smoked half the joint and I couldn't bother Zayn to talk to him because he was high and smiling.

I saw Niall climbing back up on the boat, shaking his hair and coming towards us.

"Babe.", Justin said loudly and I turned my head to him.

His empty hand came to grip in the back of my neck and bring me closer to his mouth. I parted my lips, knowing exactly what he intended to do.

He exhaled the smoke into my mouth and I inhaled it, before I let it go through my nose.

"Good girl.", he smiled and Niall laid down on his lounge chair next to Zayn's.

I wrapped my legs around Justin's waist to I could sit more comfortably, and he placed the smoked joint back on the table, putting it out against the wood.

His hands trailed up my back, before he started kissing down my neck, sucking on the skin to give me another hickey to match the first one.

I bit my lip and closed my eyes, tilting my head to the side.

"There is one more empty bedroom you know.", Zayn observed annoyed and I flipped him off, not bothering to look at him.

"Attention-whores usually do it where people can see.", Niall said and I opened my eyes to give him a deadly look.

"Look who's talking, the walking STD."

Where did that come from?

"What's going on here?", Zayn asked, finally looking at me.

"Niall's being a prick.", I told him and he frowned.

"You're being a bitch.", Niall replied. "Also, when we get back you can kiss my room goodbye. I don't care where you go; just don't expect to stay in the frat house anymore."

"You can stay with me.", Justin suggested and I nodded automatically, watching in awe as Niall put his sunglasses on and started playing on his phone, completely ignoring me.

Zayn shot me a 'da fuck?' look and I rolled my eyes, shrugging.

We got to the island half an hour later, around 2pm and after all of us dressed up, we made our way down from the yacht.

Everyone was starving so we ended up picking the first seafood restaurant that came in our way, right by the shore.

Justin kicked me in the shin right after we ordered, and shot me a questioning look. I nodded swiftly, before he turned to the rest of the group.

"So, Rey and I have something to tell you."

"You're pregnant!", Jake exclaimed.

"No, shut up.", I told him.

He winked at me and Justin linked his fingers with mine over the table for everyone to see.

"We're dating."

"What?", Amy asked, pretending to be surprised.

"He's my boyfriend as of yesterday."

"Cheers!", Katherine said, holding her Martini up. Everyone except of Niall clinked their glasses together, and drank up.

"Should've seen in coming. You've been talking about him for ages.", Amy continued with a smirk on her face.

"Yeah, and you about her.", Jake pointed at Justin, who smiled, showing his dimple.

"Can we change the subject before I puke?", Niall asked annoyed.

So they changed the subject to sexual intercourse. I had to admit; it wasn't as great as I thought it would be to announce our 'relationship'. Niall didn't even seem jealous, just genuinely annoyed.

I leaned back in my seat after I ate a shared plate of mushrooms with Justin and drank my coke.

"You look so cute in this matching outfit.", Justin complimented me after we started walking down a street full of shops and souvenirs.

"Thanks.", I said, looking down at our linked hands between us.

"We can double date now! Triple date even!", Katherine said excited, coming up next to me and putting an arm around my shoulder.

"Is this a part of the plan?", she whispered in my ear.

I nodded discretely and she smiled, proud of herself for some reason.

Justin's hand slipped out of mine and came to rest on my back, right above my bum.

We bought some souvenirs for the people at home, before we decided it was time to get back to the boat and go home if we didn't want the guys to miss their performance.

"I think Niall's going to punch something.", Justin whispered to me while we were on our way back to our hotel.

"I'm done with him. So done."

"What? Why?"

"Because he's a prick. I mean, it's probably my fault that I tried to make him jealous, but he ended up calling me a slut and attention whore."

"He didn't really mean it-"

"Yes he did! When people are angry they usually say what they really think because the moment seems right."

"That's not true."

"It is. But it's fine, it's actually nice to know what he really thinks of me."

Justin let the subject go and I was grateful, I really didn't want to talk about Niall anymore.

I was going to be okay with not talking to him. I could do it.

~~~~

I couldn't do it.

It was the last night in Hawaii and Niall and I hadn't talked for three days. Whenever we saw each other we just looked away and the only time I actually interacted with him was when Katherine or Amy would ask me to bring something to Niall when I went over to Justin's.

But that was it.

And for the first two days it was okay.

But then he started interacting with Soph and not even bothering to look at me. He would kiss her out of the blue or cuddle her and pinch her cheeks and calling her cute and I was going mad because he used to do all those things with me. I was the cute one and the one he called babe and the one he liked to do things for.

And it wasn't until our last night at the hotel that it all came crashing down.

We were at dinner; right after the guys finished their last song, coming down from the stage.

We were planning on going back to our suite and sleep so we could get up early in the morning to catch our flight, when Soph intertwined their fingers and leaned her head on his shoulder.

"Okay is everyone getting a partner except of me?", Jake asked and I turned to him.

"What?"

"I mean, they're obviously in a relationship too.", he told me, pointing to Soph who was sitting on Niall's lap in his chair.

"Niall doesn't do girlfriends.", Amy said, unsure.

"Yes he does.", Soph answered. "I'm his girlfriend."

I snorted, not helping myself.

"What?", everyone said at once.

Niall was playing with her hair and she was smiling.

"We've actually waited to tell you guys since Monday."

"Is this real?", Katherine asked, not believing her eyes.

Niall nodded, shrugging.

"You told me that having a girlfriend in college is insanity.", Liam told him.

"Changed my mind.", Niall replied and Soph nodded.

"Well...um, good for you.", Katherine said and shot Ricky a helpless look.

"I guess I'm the only single one left? You guys suck.", Jake said, drinking the rest of the alcohol left in his glass.

"You'll find yourself some hot guy to bang, don't worry.", I told him, feeling a huge pang in my chest and a knot in my throat.

I wasn't in the mood for anything but sleep right now. Sleep and food. Or just sleep. Maybe Tumblr.

When we got back to the suite we packed our suitcases and I didn't bother going to Justin's, I decided to just get some sleep and forget everything for a while.

Why did I even care if Niall actually had a girlfriend?

I mean, I'm not even dating him

I never really did

He's annoying

I love him

No I don't

"What do you think of Niall and Soph?", I asked Amy that night as we laid in bed, trying to fall asleep.

"I think...I don't know what to think, if I'm honest. It just came out of the blue. And I don't know-he doesn't seem to be that affectionate with her. Why? Do you care?"

"I don't."

"Jealousy looks good on you.", she said and I rolled my eyes.

"On you both, actually."

"I just don't understand."

"I think I know what happened."

"Oh really?"

She nodded and turned on her side to look at me.

"I think you got into the fake relationship with Justin to make him jealous, and now that he's in a relationship too you're confused because he's not the jealous one, you are."

"Yeah...but still. I feel...weird. Like, I don't know."

"You want to know what I think?"

"Please."

"Well I think you always knew that Niall would be there for you if you needed him to take care of you, but now that he's in a relationship you don't feel safe anymore."

"What?"

"He used to be your safety."

"Um."

"He took you in when you were homeless, he took you Disneyland when you were broke and he threw you a birthday party when you thought nobody cared about it."

She made a short pause.

"And now that he's in a relationship with Soph you feel awful because you know he's going to do all that for her and not for you."

"What does that mean? I don't want to feel this way, it sucks."

"You're in love with him, duh."

"Yeah, but-"

"Wait what?"

"What?"

"You're in love with him?"

"I thought we already established that."

"I just said it randomly but fuck me, this is great."

"Yeah, well it sucks. And now he doesn't want anything to do with me. I'm going to have to move out tomorrow."

"I think you can actually get your bed in my dorm back. It's been over three months now, you can offer them a deal per month."

"Maybe. I mean, I'll try. I still have five hundred left."

"That should do it.", she smiled.

"Thanks Amy."

"Anytime babe."

"Goodnight."

"Night."

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To say that I was dreading our return to New York was an understatement. I was absolutely terrified of having to actually be in the same house as Niall, in his room to be more specific and pack my suitcase.

Amy had already talked to the Dean from the airport and they agreed to let me stay in the dorm if I paid four hundred a month, which, okay. That was the exact same amount I got from my parents, which meant I had to find a job in order not to starve to death.

We got to New York at one in the morning, and we split up in four cabs, one that led to the frat house, one for the sorority house, one to Ricky and Liam's college, and the last one for Amy and Justin that went to the dorms.

I rode in the back with Jake and Zayn, almost falling asleep on Jake's shoulder. Zayn helped me carry my suitcase and we eventually parted ways when we got upstairs, trying not to wake up anyone.

I awkwardly looked up at Niall as he opened the door to his room, before he walked in and I followed.

He dropped his luggage on the bed, before he collapsed on it with a sigh. I went to the closet and picked out a large shirt and a pair of cotton shirts to sleep in.

I went to the bathroom and showered, before I brushed my teeth and put my hair in a ponytail. I then gathered all of my stuff except of my tooth and hair brush from the bathroom and walked out.

Niall was unpacking his suitcase with raised eyebrows, as if to say that he is still not talking to me.

I sat down on my bed, pulling my second empty suitcase between my legs and packing all my makeup bag and toiletries in it first.

He frowned as I got up from the bed and walked to the closet, taking out my clothes one by one, placing them in my suitcase.

I bit my lip and no, I was not close to crying because we had a massive fight and now we weren't speaking to each other.

I sat down on my suitcase and struggled to zip it shut, before I pushed it to the door so I could get it first thing in the morning.

I could feel him watching me as he sat on the bed. I sat down on the desk chair to unplug my laptop and shut it down so I could pack it in my backpack.

I anxiously drummed my fingers against the desk, waiting for it to shut down. My breathing came out uneven and I slammed the lid shut once it was off.

I stared at a wall for a moment, before I stood up to pack the charger.

Then I felt two arms wrap around my waist, chest pressed to my back.

"Sorry.", he whispered and I bit my lip, because as much as I wanted us to be okay again, he obviously told me his opinion about me and he was in a relationship. An actual relationship.

I wriggled away from his grasp and turned to face him.

"Um, you don't have to worry about me anymore. I'm going back to the dorms tomorrow."

"I didn't mean it-"

"No, seriously. It's fine. I'm going to struggle with money but I'll find a job to get me food and stuff."

"Rey-", he started, arm coming out grip into my hand.

"Um, you have a girlfriend.", I said and stepped back so he would release my arm.

"Which means our deal is off and you can't touch me anymore. We're just friends, right? Or acquaintances at least. Since you seem to think I'm some kind of slut."

He didn't respond.

"Fine, be like that then."

He made a face, before he grabbed his jacket from his bed.

"Where are you going?", I asked as he walked to the door.

"To my girlfriend."

"Have a good time then."

"Yeah, thanks.", he muttered sarcastically before rushing out.

I finished packing with wet eyes and a lump in my throat, then slid under my blanket and closed my eyes.

I couldn't sleep, so I put on my earbuds and clicked on my depression playlist.

Niall's POV

When I left the room I didn't really intend on going to my 'girlfriends', I just wanted to get out of there because I couldn't take it.

She was mad at me for calling her a slut and a whore, even though I didn't mean it. It was in the spur of the moment because I wanted it to bother her as much as it bothered me to see her with Justin.

And it shouldn't bother me at all, after all, all we did was fuck. Just friends. That was the deal.

I slipped through the glass door that led to the dark back garden and sat down on a lounge chair.

I felt myself up for a pack of cigarettes, before I realized that I had promised her that I wouldn't smoke again.

I crossed my ankles and stared up at the sky. I had no idea why I reacted the way I did a few nights ago when Justin gave her his jacket.

I was the one who gave her clothes when she was cold and called her cute and got to touch her. But now it was Justin and everything felt wrong because I'm the one who's supposed to touch her.

Only I.

I got really scared when I realized that I actually cared about her, like, genuinely caring, not like a brother-sister type of thing.

So when Soph suggested that to make Rey jealous, I accepted because I wasn't thinking clearly, because he was kissing her and he fucked her so loud everyone could hear.

And when he kissed her right next to me, biting and marking her got me really angry, my senses going in overdrive because mineminemine.

I bit my lip and sighed. I didn't want all those feelings from two summers ago to come back, because I was the one who was going to end up hurt in the end anyway.

And she has a fucking boyfriend

And now she's moving out

I got up from the lounger and closed the door behind me once I got inside. I wanted to go to sleep because I was fucking tired after a long day.

I changed into my PJ's and went to the bathroom. When I came out I turned on the bedside lamp and looked over at her.

She was sleeping, hands beside her head and blanket kicked off at her ankles. She was obviously cold, since she had goosebumps all over her tanned, soft exposed skin.

After I pulled the blanket over to her stomach, I could hear the music coming from the earbuds so I pulled them out and stopped the music, shoving the phone under her pillow.

She scrunched her cute little nose and her eyes fluttered open.

"Niall?"

"Yeah."

"What are you doing? You just woke me up."

Sorry

"Sorry for trying to keep you warm.", I said sarcastically, my defense mechanism taking over.

I'd rather keep you warm by holding you in my arms

Fuck

I didn't want her to see that I actually cared and that her telling me I couldn't touch her anymore drove me absolutely crazy.

"Whatever, let me sleep."

"Okay."

I finally got into bed, turning off the light.

After a few minutes, a thought kept nagging me so I had to speak up.

"Rey?"

"Mhm?", she mumbled sleepily.

"Can you promise me something?"

"What?"

"Just make sure he treats you better than I ever did."

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