Dear Diary,

It's been 4 days since I ran.
I ran from under that boulder after 4 days of starvation.
I had water from the stream. I had some wild berries too, but obviously I still starved.
I was scared that he'd come for me.
The irony of that statement occurs to me just now.
He was once the only one I could trust. The only one who wasn't with me for fame or money but just for love.

Mara

Lilly's POV
I feel guilty for not understanding Daniel. He has had a lot on his mind ever since he applied for that new job. He was fired from his last job for dating me. The world is extremely crooked if someone is punished for loving someone who earns more than themselves. Daniel has been angry, not only at himself but at me, Mara and his mom and dad. He seems jealous and guilty at the same time of me, Jealous of my job and Guilty that he can't provide as the "man of the house."

"Danny, You have to understand that we're always there for you but please ask for help.",I told him
That's when he broke down. He missed Mara. He missed our old family, and he said,"I'm sorry but I just thought that in a strange way, You're responsible for it all, but trust me Lilly, I know that's not true and I'm sorry if you felt I had drifted."

I'm starting to pack for Bali, Mara's last known location.