(A/n: Ok so this song goes with the part where Sayuri is taking to Souji, but since wattpad is being a little bitch and not letting me put the video up where it's supposed to be am putting it here. Sorry if it looks weird lol.)

Sayuri' POV
One week has passed since I asked Sanosuke to hug me every day. And every day we had met at the park. We didnt talk much, just said hello and hug. But that was fine by me. I really cherrished the small time I spend with him.

At least for those couple of minutes I would forget my physical and emotional pain. I've also been feeling weaker and weaker. I can bearly keep food down, and the pain has increased. Thats why the time I spend with Him is cut short also. I dont want to have an episode while with him.

Today we had agreed to met up at the beach. Today I had arrived and he was 30 minutes late. I didn't want to call him because it wasn't really mandatory to come and hug me. My vision started to get blurry again. "Nonononono....not here...." I wanted to stand up by my legs would not work.

The side of my head started to hurt. But this time the pain was so strong that I could hear a high pitched sound. I wanted to scream but with the pain, even that was imposible. "Please, please go away..." I kept on repeating. I could feel sweat running down my face and mixing with my tears.

Very slowly the pain was going away. But I kept my hands on both sides of my head putting pressure. "Sayuri, am so sorry am late." With out noticing, Sanosuke was behind me. I took a deep breath and wiped the tears and sweat off my face.

Slowly and afraid of falling, I stood up. I put the biggest smile I could and turned around to face him. "No it's ok. I understand that your busy." I said looking somewhere else instead of him. The pain was still present but I had to endure it.

"So the beach huh? Wasn't it here where we had our first date?" It surprised me that he had remembered about that date. "Haha, so you actually remember that day? And here I thought you wanted to forget that day." I said looking up at him.

Scratching the back of his head he chuckled. "Well, that day I did wanted to forget it especially since I lost my swimsuit and was in the water for a very long day naked. But after you laughed and help me get an extra swimsuit and never told a soul about, it was the best memory I have if this place."

I hugged him. I didn't even give him a chance to react and both fell on the sand. I bit my lips trying to hold in my tears. I could feel his hand running through my hair. The pain again started to get worse. Finding a bit of strength I pushed my self off him and got up.

I had to get away. If I stayed longer I would end up getting worse with this pain. "Sayuri!!! Wait!!!" I heard him shout. But that didn't stop me. I was glad my home was not that far from the beach. But the more i got closer the weaker I felt.

I was just a few houses away from my own, when I felt the pain stronger. This time it felt like someone had stabbed me with a knife. I dropped on my knees. "Sayuri!" I tied to look up but the stabbing pain wouldn't let me.

I could hear someone running towards me and screaming my name. The steps got closer and the pain was worse. "Sayuri! What's wrong!" It was Souji, he was the one running towards me. I wanted to answer him, but instead I screamed and fell into darkness.

Souji's POV
"Sayuri! Sayuri! Wake up! Fuck!" I check for her pulse and it's weak. I move the hair that is stuck to her with sweat and she looks pale. Picking her up in my arms I take her toward my car. I lay her in the back seats. Taking out my phone I call Sannan.

When I explain to him that Sayuri need help. That something was wrong, he immediately told me to take her to the hospital. That he would catch up with me there.

I pulled out of Sayuri's house and rushed to the hospital. When we got there she hadn't waken up but I was glad that nurses were waiting for us out side with a stretcher.

I put her on the stretcher and they ran inside. I followed them, but was stopped by Sannan. "You have to wait here Souji." "The hell I'll wait here! She needs me! I need to be in there with her!" I tried to push him aside but he pushed me back.

"No! You need to wait here. Don't make me call security. Please wait here. I give you my word I do everything I can for her." And with that he left. I felt hopeless. What was wrong with her? She looked dead. She was skinnier and very pale.

Was she letting her self die cause of Harada? The thought of that anger me. I had to him something. I punched the wall as hard as I could until blood was coming out of my knuckles.

I felt like the minutes were hours. Sannan still hadn't come out to tell me if Sayuri was ok. I asked the nurses that would come out from where Sayuri was taken, but Noone would answer my questions. After an hour and half, Sannan came out. "How is she?" I asked running up to him.

"Am going to be honest with you. Even though she asked me not to tell anyone, she can't go through this alone any more." His words were scaring me. "What's going on? What's wrong with Sayuri?" "She has a tumor. And there is nothing we can do to save her. She doesn't have much time left."

Sayuri's POV
When I opened my eyes the first thing I saw was a white ceiling. I tried to adjust my eyes to the light. When I did, I looked around and saw I was in a hospital? The beeping of the machine was the only sound in the room.

I thought I was alone, until I noticed Souji sitting on a chair looking out the window. Slowly the memory of him running towards me came to my mind. "Souji..." When he heard me calling him he jumped and looked at me. His eyes widen and he almost ran to the bed.

"Sayuri, how are you feeling?" He asked holding my hand. I gave him a small smile. "Am ok, just a bit tired." He sat down on the edge of the bed. "Why didn't you tell me?" I looked at him confused. What was he talking about.

And as if he had read my mind, he looked at me with tears in his eyes. "Why didn't you tell me that you have a tumor?!Why would you want to keep that to your self?!" My eyes widen with what he had said. How did he find out? Noone was supposed to know.

"Souji, I-I..." "You what?! You want to die alone?!" He started to cry. The strong man that I had always known was no longer there. He looked so fragile. "Souji, don't cry. I didn't want to tell you so i wouldn't see you like this." Tears also ran down my face. "I didn't want to be the cause of your sadness."

"What else would I feel knowing the woman I love is suffering." He held my hands towards his face and cried more. "Souji, it hurts me more to see you like this.
And more because I know you will suffer when I die." "No! You can't die! You can't leave me! You can't!" He shooked his head like a small child.

I pulled him up to hug him. Hold him in my arms while he cried. "There's nothing they can do about it. It's in a area that can't be operated." "Nonononono! I won't let you!" "Souji please, don't make this harder than it already is." I pulled his head off my chest so he was staring at me.

"I need you to be strong. For me. If you knew how much this is hurting me. Just to see you like this. You've always been my rock. The person I could lean on. Always together in the good and bad times. Am sorry...am sorry for hurting you like this." I hugged him as hard as I could.

We both stayed like that for a very long time. Both of us crying because we knew we wouldn't have enough time left to be together. I hurt me to know that I would never see him again. That when ever I left this world, he would suffer and it would be my fault.

Harada's POV
I tried to catch up to Sayuri but she ran and I didn't know if she had gone home or if she had her car with her. I thought about going back to her house and talk to her. See if she was doing ok.

But when I got to my car, Chizuru was waiting for me there. "So this is where you are every day at this time. With Sayuri." We were having arguments almost every day. And today would not be any different.

"What are you doing here? Are you seriously following me?" I said crossing my arms. "I wouldn't have to, if you didn't lie to me. Why are you seeing each other? Don't you care that am pregnant!?" I was trying very hard not to lose it.

"Chizuru, just stop. You know damn well i care for the baby. And if am seeing Sayuri, that's just between me and her. Besides its not like you and me are anything." I said trying to walk past her.

"Am the mother of your child. And you said you loved me. How can you do this to me!?" "And that was a mistake. You were a mistake. I should of never left her for you."
After saying that I felt a sting on my face. She slapped me.

"So the baby is a mistake to you too?!" "I never said that. I said you were." She started to cry and to shake her head. "And her! How can she still see you knowing am pregnant with your child! That bitch wants to ruin my child's life. She's taking what's mine!"

I looked at her with anger. She knew that Sayuri had known about the baby and never told me. "She's not a bitch! Don't ever call her that! And when wereyou planing on telling me that she knew already!?" It all made sense now.

"You did plan on getting your self pregnant! You destroyed my marriage and I let you do it! How fucking blind could I be!?" She nodded and laughed. "Because you belong to me. We are meant to be together." She got closer to me and hugged me.

Grabbing her by her shoulders I pushed her away from me. "You bitch! We are never getting together. Get this through your head, I don't love you." She glared at me. "Face it Harada! You lost her already. She will never go back to you." And walking towards me she smiled.

"Besides an having your baby, something she couldn't even do. You have me now. Forget about her and live with me. I will make you more happier than she ever did." I grabbed her wrist and pulled off my hand.

"No...I will never be with someone as crazy as you. And I haven't lost Sayuri. I know she still loves me. I can feel it." Chizuru was about to slap me again but I stopped her. "Your going to pay for this. And when she rejects you, you will come back to me crawling." I shooked my head and got in my car. "I really doubt it." I said and drive off.