We walked to breakfast next to each other. After a night of sleeping so close, as if our bodies tried to merge into one, it felt strange walking next to each other. Izuna kept bumping his shoulder into my arm (he was much shorter than me), which I took as his way of getting as much closeness as possible. It was endearing.

The morning had been amazing. My arms had been around him. His arms had been around me. I had woken up several times of him kissing my lips. It had taken only the fraction of a second for our bodies to heat up, creating sparks between us, as if one of us was a positive pole and the other a negative, causing huge amounts of electrical discharge to pass between us. I had taken him two more times, so all in all four, and I was pleasantly exhausted and satisfied.

When we came to breakfast, my mum and my family were already there. Mum looked at me and winked, and I snorted and looked away. God, has she no shame? We sat down to a table laid with different flavored yoghurts, exotic fruits, bread fresh from the oven, jams and cheeses, omelettes and steamed vegetables. Normally, I would devour everything with glee, but with Izuna opposite me, I just couldn't focus. I found myself staring into nothing, a fork in my hand after having finished chewing a watermelon. Madara snapped his fingers at me, waking me up about my daydreams of Izuna, Izuna, Izuna.

"Sorry", I said, but I couldn't help but smile and look away, and I could see out of the corner of my eye Izuna was blushing like mad.

I couldn't look at him over the table. If I did, I knew I couldn't take it but had to do something about it right then and dare, going "excuse me, I really need to go, Izuna, come with me" without even trying to make up an excuse, too wrapped up in us to think about the consequences of my actions. I was crazy about him. Absolutely and utterly crazy. It felt like every aspect of my life had fallen into place since I bonded with him. And suddenly, I had become shy of him.

"Tobirama, could you pass me the orange jam, please?" he asked.

I dropped my fork on the floor. "Oh... Sorry. Umm, fork." I cleared my throat and bent down pick it up. "Sorry." I looked down, trying not to smile.

"Umm, Tobirama?" Izuna said.

"Yes?" I said.

"Jam? Please?"

Shit! I forgot.

"Oh! Sorry!"

I dared a glance at him then as I passed the jam, and saw he was grinning. He was obviously enjoying himself immensely. Fuck you, I thought. Literally.

But inside, a burning sun was swallowing my heart up in love, and that sun was him.

I decided to let Rudy stretch her legs in the field today before training her, as she still had a lot of extra energy after I'd been away for so long. Izuna sat in front of me as she galloped over the fields, and I let him take the reins. He and Rudy seemed extremely compatible, and I noticed that her entire demeanor calmed down when Izuna was on top of her, as opposed to when I sat on her and she became excessively heated. They had a special connection that I had never before seen form between a horse and a human so fast. I told him when we stood still for a rest.

"Surely, you must be very close to her as well?" I asked. "She loves you?"

"Yes, but I've had her since she was a foal. Eight years. I've trained her myself. She has no choice but to love me." I was only half-joking. "With you... It's a choice." Izuna loket incredibly flattered. "Wanna watch me train her in dressage?"

It was a warm day, so I wore a plain black T-shirt over my riding trousers, that actually showed off my arms. It was freeing, not just because of the heat but also because of the freedom of showing my scars without caring. Izuna and Rudy didn't care, so I didn't, either. Rudy went beautifully beneath me, flicking her tail, her one ear forwards to show she was happy, the other back to listen to my every signal. She went with her neck rounded in an airy passage. I felt shivers run through my entire body out of pride to show this aspect of my life to Izuna. Nobody outside my family knew about it, not because I was afraid of what they would thinks, but because it was such an important part of my life that I didn't think anyone outside was worth knowing of.

Until now.

I stopped in front of Izuna, who'd tirelessly watched for an hour. He threw a water bottle at me, and I chugged it.

"What?" I asked, because he was staring at me.

"I'm jealous of the bottle", he said.

I smirked and jumped off Rudy. Usually, I took great care brushing her for a good hour after riding her, but I just used a sponge to clean off the sweat and hurriedly released her in her meadow. Then, I took Izuna by the hand and pulled him with me to the summerhouse. I closed the door behind us, backed him into the bedroom and pushed him into the bed, landing on top of him. I still had my T-shirt, riding trousers and gloves on, and probably smelled of horse and sweat, but I didn't care. He moved then, pushing me over so he was on top of me, and started to unbuckle my belt and unbutton my trousers.

"What are you doing?" I asked, laughing warmly.

"I'm gonna eat your dick", he said simply, and I was taken aback.

Nobody had ever done that on me before. I just felt too dominant to let someone give me pleasure in that way. But with Izuna, I might just...

He lowered himself, looking up at me. My hand automatically went to his hair, pushing it downwards. His eyes were hooded with desire, with love, mirroring the love in my heart. It's how it is now. His eyes mirror my heart. And my eyes mirror his. He opened his mouth and took me in.

I had imagined what a blowjob would be, how it would feel. But this went beyond anything I could've ever imagined. The hotness of his mouth created an explosion of fireworks that went from root to tip, the softness of his mouth milking out my nerve endings until I was a shaking, moaning mess beneath him.

"I like you like this", he whispered, a thread connecting my tip with his mouth as he backed away a little to speak, looking up at me.

"Keep going... Please", I pleaded, and he did.

He worked me tirelessly, increasing his pace and slowing down again. Over and over. It felt like an eternity passed, or it could've been seconds. He had started beating his own length as well.

"Izuna, I can't hold back", I whispered, looking at him desperately.

"Then don't", he commanded, and I let go, leaning back on my elbows and screaming as I released myself into his mouth, him taking all of me while keeping his hand on his own length until he came, too.

"Fuck", I panted when he swallowed me. "Fuck, you're good." He looked away, shy. "Hey, come here..." I pulled him into my embrace, and he snuggled onto my chest. I placed a kiss on top of his head, and he sighed. "Nap?"

"Mmm..." Izuna murmured happily.

I planted a kiss on top of his head.

"I love you", I said, and planted kisses on top of his head until he fell asleep.