Ok so this is just a warning, some of the next chapters mention abuse, rape, physical and emotional harm, self harm, suicidal thoughts, suicidal tendencies, self hate, kidnapping, and being drugged, no one dies but there is mention of wanting to kill, so if you don't want to read them its ok, I'll tell you in the title weather its a important or not important chapter, I don't want anyone to get triggered by my story so that's the reason for this warning. If you decide to read them anyway I will put warnings in the chapter before anything serious happens. If you choose not to then I'll put a summary of the important parts of the chapter at the end of them, also if I get something messed up I'm sorry. I'm not gonna lie, alot of this will be depressing and triggering, hell I'm the author and I'm going to need pictures of cute animals after writing most of them. So read the next chapters with caution.