Today, Josh and I had sex.

I didn't really want to, but if it would make him happy, I'd do it.

So I did.

He was rough.

Really, really, really rough.

"J-Josh, c-can y-you be a little s-softer?" I asked as he fucked me mercilessly for the first time.

Josh came a few minutes after, having ignored my plead.

He pulled out and threw my clothes at me. "Wash the sheets. And eat something while you're at it. You're too thin."

I stopped.

Josh had never, ever, ever made any type of negative comment towards my body that he knew I was insecure of.

"I-I'm gonna go t-to my friend's house," i said, tears in my eyes.

"Did you wash the sheets?"

"N-not yet."

"Then you're not going."

"Y-you can't tell me if I can or cannot go somewhere, Josh," I said.

"What the fuck did you just say to me?"

"Look, Josh. I don't know what's up. The past few weeks... you've been acting like a different person. Y-you're being very condescending a-and i-it hurts. A lot. Please, tell me if there's something I can do for you, b-but I think we might just need a break. I-I don't like being treated like this."

"How the fuck have I been condescending?" He asked. He sounded angry.

"T-the other day you told me I'm lazy b-but I'm t-the only one in the relationship that works. A-and technically I'm the one paying for everything. A-all the bills, a-all the fees, everything."

"That's just a fact, Tyler."

"What is?"

"That you're lazy."

"I-I really don't think that I-I'm lazy..."

"Whatever," He said, rolling his eyes and turning around to walk away.

"A-and just a few minutes ago y-you said I'm too skinny."

"Another fact."

"I-I'm a-a normal weight," I said quietly.

Josh laughed.

"I-I'm gonna go now," i said, packing a bag with plenty of clothes.

And I left without another word.