I collected my friends from JFK airport and we drove back to the apartment, Sebastian had a couple spare rooms and was happy for my friends to stay for a few days whilst he was out of town doing press for his new movie. They flew in from London this morning and we were getting ready to go see Taylor Swift in Maddison Square Garden. I got ready with them in the spare room whilst videoing content we of course listened to Taylor Swift and drank cocktails. We all wore outfits inspired by each Era - I was Lover and wore a little pink sparkly dress and white heels, I kept my hair lightly curled and my make up simple.

We attend the concert and I have no voice left by the end of it, we went for a couple of drinks letting the crowds die down before going home. I have a shower and wipe off my make up as I hear the keys in the door rattle, I frown before creeping down the hallway to the front door thankfully it was locked from the inside with the key still in meaning whoever was outside couldn't get in. I look through the peep hole and to my relief I see Sebastian, I glance over at the digital clock on the oven - it had just gone 1am. I unlock the door and Sebastian comes in pulling his little suitcase behind him with one hand, roses in the other.

"You scared the shit out of me, I thought you weren't home until tomorrow evening" I say quietly not to wake my friends. "I got an earlier flight, I missed you too" he says handing me the flowers. "Of course I missed you just wasn't expecting you at 1am" I say placing the flowers on the kitchen island I wrap my arms around him giving him a big kiss making him chuckle.

It was a couple of days later, my friends had went back to the UK and the apartment was quiet again, I lay on the couch with Sebastian watching a movie. I upload a few scheduled posts on Instagram and see a photo of myself and Sebastian in a grocery store doing our shopping which made me laugh - neither of us knew we were getting photographed and usually Sebastian is quite good at spotting paparazzi from a mile away. Since going official with our relationship i'd been seeing a lot more photos of us in gossip magazines and social media especially ones of us both i'd posted. It never bothered either of us Sebastian was used to it but it was still fairly new to me, i'd been to red carpets and influencer events but not being followed whilst buying tampons - that's a new one.