Christmas has come and gone both myself and Sebastian have been super busy with work and hardly seen each other. I sit on the couch eating dinner when Sebastian came home, he sits next to me flicking through the tv and I go to give him a kiss but he turns his head away scratching his neck, Here it comes I think to myself.

A couple of hours later I check into my hotel with puffy eyes and a broken heart. Sebastian called things off between us and I can't say I was surprised, we'd been so busy with work and have been drifting apart for a couple of weeks. I sit on the bed with an aching heart, I wish this was some sick joke and any minute now the cameras would come out and reveal the prank.

I was planning on visiting home in a couple of weeks which would do the world of good, I had a few events before then - three influencer events and the Met Gala. I couldn't believe i'd been invited this year but I had just hit a million followers on Instagram which was a huge personal achievement. I decided I was going to keep my head down and focus on work and try not to dwell on the break up.

A couple of weeks passed and tonight was the night of the Met Gala, it's been weeks since our breakup and the last time I heard from Sebastian. I sit in the chair in my hotel room whilst my glam team work their magic.

I arrive at the event and walk the red carpet, I wore a skin tight red dress with my hair lightly curled and soft glam. I stop and pose before walking up the iconic steps, I hear shouting as i'm walking and I turn around to see Sebastian stood with a blonde on his arm. She touches him everywhere from his jaw to his chest giggling as he whispers in her ear, I pull my eyes away from them and make my way inside with my manager as tears threaten to fall from my eyes - he moved on fast.

Thankfully I never bumped into Sebastian the whole night until everyone was outside getting into their cars, Cara - my manager pointed out our large black SUV that brought us here, I follow her to the car and on the way I walk past Sebastian who was stood with a couple of his Marvel co workers. He tries to grab my arm to make me stop and talk to him but my reflexes are too quick and I slip out of his reach, I completely ignore him as he calls on me and before I knew it we were in the car and on the way back to the hotel.

On the way back I look out the window, I start to feel guilty because I never stopped and completely ignored Sebastian but if I wasn't hurt already seeing him tonight with another girl on his arm broke my heart. It was just after 2am when I got back and I hung my dress up and climbed into bed not even bothering to take my make up off, usually i'd put the tv on and scroll through social media but tonight I just wanted to go to sleep and get Sebastian out of my head.