I tried to scream, but my head was underwater, they called me weak, like I'm not just somebody's daughter

it could've been a nightmare, but it felt like they were right there, and it feels like yesterday was a year ago, but I don't wanna let anybody know

cause everybody wants something from me now

and I don't wanna let them down

"if I could change the way you see yourself, you wouldn't wonder why you hear 'they don't deserve you'"

if they knew what they said would go straight to my head

what would they say instead?

if I knew it all then would I do it again?

would I do it again?