It ended up being almost a week before I got to see Jasper again. We met downtown to go hunting together. It was Friday and I was exhausted from school so Jasper did most of the work. When we had both had our fill and weren't quite as ravenous, we found a secluded little park bench to curl up on.

I sighed deeply as I sank into Jasper's arms. He smiled at that and pulled me closer, resting his temple against the top of my head. "Missed you." He said.

I closed my eyes and hummed happily. "Missed you too."

We were content to sit there for a long time. Until my phone buzzed and we both groaned. I pulled it out and frowned. "It's my mom. She's probably wondering where I am."

I picked up. "Hello?" I said.

"Vladimir, where in the name of Friday evening are you?" She asked. She wasn't angry, but she did sound a bit panicked. "You said you were only going out for a bit, it's been hours."

I sighed. "I'm hanging out with Jasper." I said. Then I paused because I could suddenly feel Jasper's arms subtly tighten around my waist. I turned to look at him with confusion. He just grinned mischievously, indicating for me to finish. "We're studying...?" It came out more of a question than a statement, but thankfully my mom didn't notice.

"Oh..." She murmured, as I unsure if she should continue to scold me or praise me. "Well, I'm glad that you're working so hard, but you really need to call me every now and then."

"Yeah, I know. Sorry, mom-" I nearly shrieked when Jasper slipped my collar to the side and his lips mouthed over my bare shoulder. I tried to shoot him a glare, but he just chuckled and winked at me. I didn't know what he was playing at, but if my mom found out it'd be the end of us both. "Knock it off." I hissed.

He responded by biting my earlobe. I gritted my teeth. "I'm on my way now so I should be home soon."

I tried to stand up, but Jasper yanked me back down onto the bench. He leaned close to my ear. "Tell her you're gonna spend the night." He whispered. "You want to, don't you?"

"I shouldn't just to spite your cocky ass." I muttered. However, that didn't stop me from turning back to the phone and saying, "Actually, mom, Jasper invited me to stay the night." He was right. I really did want to.

My mom sounded disappointed. "Are you sure? I wouldn't want you to impose on his parents." She said.

I had to bite back a gasp as Jasper played with my belt buckle, getting impatient. "They already said it was fine." Then, because I as seriously getting worried Jasper would do something even worse in the middle of the park, "I have to go, we were working on our math homework and Jasper is having trouble." Jasper snorted at that, but kept quiet for the most part.

"Alright..." My mom sounded worried as she sighed over the phone. "Be safe, don't stay up to late."

"Yes, mom." I sent her love and farewells while Jasper tugged at my waistband until she finally hung up the phone. Then I half glared at my boyfriend. "Not cool. What's up with you?"

He grinned and dragged me off the bench. "Come on." He said.

I resisted the urge to hesitate as I hurried along with him. "U-um... Are we going back to your place?" I asked.

"Duh. Where else?" He sent me wink and I flushed, dropping my eyes. I couldn't bring myself to ask if he wanted to do that. Just the thought of it made my ears burn with embarrassment. But even so, I bit my lip, and followed him.

We were at his apartment in minutes, and whoa, maybe I just wasn't used to relationships or Jasper was really desperate. Almost upon entry, he had me pinned to his bed. I guess my unspoken question was answered.

"Jasper, I don't know if this is a good idea..." I didn't exactly know how all this worked.

"You smell good." He hummed as he clung to me like an octopus. He pressed his lips to mine as his hands slipped down the back of my jeans. I moaned into the kiss and flapped my hands uselessly, trying to find something to grab onto.

He snickered as he pulled away. "You look like a goose." He said. When I frowned at him he took my hands in his, lacing our fingers together. "There you go."

I blushed deeply and turned away as he kissed up my neck. "Y-you do remember what I said... right?" I asked nervously.

"About?"

My blush darkened and I felt ready to die of heat. "That I'm-" I choked on air when he nudged his knee up between my legs. Wheezing breathlessly I said, "That I'm still a virgin...!"

He chuckled. "Already taken into consideration." He said and started in on my belt.

I gaped at him, unable to utter a single silable as he unzipped my pants and yanked them off. My stomach started doing flips as I watched him. Was I supposed to be doing something? This was my first time, I didn't know if I needed to do anything, or say something. My throat tightened when I realized just how inexperienced I really was. Jasper seemed to know exactly what he was doing, but I didn't want to ask him. He'd probably laugh at me or something worse. I didn't want that at all.

Jasper seemed to sense my inner panic and paused, tilting his head at me. "You alright?" He asked, genuine concern in his voice.

My bottom lip trembled and I shifted my eyes away. Damn, where was all my confidence when I needed it. I suddenly felt like a newborn deer compared to Jasper. "It's nothing." I lied.

He frowned and cupped my face with one hand. "No, seriously, tell me. If you don't want to do this we can stop."

I shook my head. "It's not that... I just-..." I struggled to find the right words. "I just don't know what to do. I should be doing something too, right? I mean-..." I covered my face miserably.

Jasper pulled my hands away and shook his head at me. "You don't need to do anything. I'm happy just like this." His expression was so soft, gentle, happy. "I want to do this for you."

He bent down and kissed my lips lightly, brushing his fingers across my cheeks. "Let me do this for you?" He pleaded softly in my ear.

I couldn't refuse him that and found myself nodding. "O-okay... okay."

He moved back down to my waist, kissing my stomach as his hands found my boxers and made quick work of them. I was half hard already and blushed when he chuckled. Then my breath hitched when his lips reached my abdomen.

Tentatively, Jasper took my cock in hand and pressed his lips to it. I bit my lip so hard I tasted my own blood. "Jasper..." I whined.

He lifted his eyes to look at me and I saw the lust within them. But that look lasted only seconds before he grinned and swallowed me down. I gasped and grabbed a fistful of his hair, my back arching off the bed. Jasper seemed pleased with himself, sucking with earnest as I groaned.

Then my eyes popped open when I felt his finger push inside me. "Wait-...!"

Jasper reached up and grabbed my hand in reasurrance. I dropped my head back on the pillow and squirmed. God, that felt weird. His finger wasn't that thick, but it sure felt like it. My hips jerked when he added a second, working them both in up to the knuckle. He pulled away from my cock so he could get to a better angle.

"Is this- ah! -taking my virginity into consideration." I said when he stretched me open enough to fit three fingers.

Then Jasper's fingers touched something. My hands gripped the sheets and my back bowed as pleasure zipped up my spine. Jasper smirked. "Yup."

This was starting to feel better than it should've. Unintentionally, a strange noise slipped from my lips and Jasper froze. When I peeked at him I saw his face was flushed and all the amusement from earlier was gone. Before I could ask what was wrong he pulled his fingers out and pushed my legs open.

I tensed in apprehension, momentarily trying to sit up. He pushed me back down with a hand to my chest. "Sorry, but could you bear with it for a little bit?"

I didn't get to see what was about to happen before it was happening. My eyes widened from the stretch and I covered my mouth with the back of my hand. Jasper winced when I tightened up. "Sorry if it hurts." He said.

Hurt? It felt amazing. Better than I thought it would considering that my ass probably wasn't supposed to be able to take something like this. On reflex, I wrapped my legs around his waist and pushed him in further, making both of us groan. He frowned at me and I huffed. "You're slow."

Rising to the challenge, he thrust in sharply making me gasp. He didn't stop there though and I gasped several more times, throwing my head back. My fingers dug into his arms and I started lifting my hips up to meet his, desperate for more.

He nipped at my neck, pumping my cock with the same rhythm as his hips. I was so overwhelmed my eyes fell shut and I shuddered. Jasper seemed just as excited as I and it took me completely by surprise when he suddenly pulled out and flipped me over. I went to ask what he was doing when he thrust back in.

I scrambled at the sheets, my mouth falling open in a choked scream. Then his arm wrapped around my neck as he grabbed my right wrist with his left hand, keeping me pinned. It didn't hurt, but I found my eyes watering. I could feel his desperation, his need. But mostly I could feel his love and his relief. His thrusts were mildly vicious, but the way he buried his face in my neck and whispered sweet nothings into my ear while he held me down... It was like he was afraid of me running away.

This couldn't last forever though, and my breath started coming out in high pitched mewls as I neared my breaking point. Jasper knew it was coming too and pulled away, breathing hard. I rolled over. "What are you...?"

He kissed me firmly, cupping the back of my neck. I whined as he ground his hips into mine. When he pulled back he rubbed our cocks together and fuck, that felt good. He kissed me again and then I was cumming, moaning gratefully against his lips as I splattered our stomachs with white. Jasper came seconds later, adding to the mess I'd already made.

The two of us stayed there for a few minutes, breathing hard. Jasper blinked several times to regain his focus before he smiled weakly at me. I smiled back. Then I laughed. He flopped down ontop of me, laughing also. "You are amazing." He said.

I wrapped my arms around his neck and hummed. "You're not so bad yourself."

Jasper hid his face in my neck. "I'm so glad I have you." He whispered. "I'm really glad..." I was about to respond that I loved him too when he hugged me closer and murmured, "Don't disappear on me... Don't leave. Stay with me forever and ever, okay?"

I paused. "I won't. I promise."

He nodded at that and relaxed against me. We both fell silent after that, just happy for each other's presence. I stared up at the ceiling, thinking deeply about what Jasper had said as I rubbed circles into his spine. After a while though, I heard his shallow breathing and my worry slipped away. A smiled tugged at my lips as I fell asleep, wondering if this was how it was supposed to be.

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Hey, everyone! Sorry it took so long for me to update. I broke my phone and had to wait for it to be fixed, and then I was having some writer's block so it took me even longer finish the chapter. But as an apology, I have given you an extra long, extra smutty chapter. Hope you enjoyed this chapter! AS ALWAYS, VOTE, COMMENT, FOLLOW, AND STAY AWESOME!

- Nekoco