As I walked towards the exhibition I kept pondering over the decision to maybe go to Taehyung's afterwards, or tomorrow. but then again what would I even say to him? Maybe I would take a day and then contact him. I should focus on the exhibition now with Jin.

I reached the building and Jin was already waiting for me. I waved at him as I approached and he waved back with a big smile on his face.

     'Hi y/n' he said enthusiastically when I finally was close.

      'Hi Jin, you seem excited for someone that has to work in their weekends' I answered.

     'Yes of course I am excited: it's art and im with you. what can be better?' he replied in a funny way. 

      'ofcourse, I forgot... nothing is better' I answered jokingly.

We entered the building and were greeted by an overly excited individual. She looked like she jumped into a big pile of different pieces of clothing and took a little bit of everything to create the outfit she was currently wearing.

       'Welcome!!' she indicated and me and Jin exchanged a glance.

       'How nice of you two to visit our little exhibition.' she handed me a folder 'this explains the different areas and lists the different artists. We are all very passionate about our art so if you have any questions please let us know. and if you want to just have a quick chat we are also available.'

During the explanation her extremely wide smile did not leave her face.

     'Thank you' I indicated and Jin followed with a kind thank you.

      'I have to say, you two make a very handsome couple' the girl continued and I waved my hand.

       'oh we are no..'

      'I know right' Jin smiled.

I looked at him and he winked. In response I rolled my eyes but with a smile. Jin was always jolly and playful. Not taking things too seriously. but it was nice, certainly a good distraction after this morning's revelation.

     'How did you two meet?'she then asked probably to continue the conversation

    'I met y/n in a train, we were both on our way to Seoul and she was so beautiful I couldn't take my eyes off her, I then saw her glancing at me a few times so I thought id take my chance. We talked the entire ride. however I lost her phonenumber so I thought that was it. but in Busan we both visited an art exhibition some time ago and I recognized her and since then were together.'

The girl listened attentively to this very well made up love story.

     'That is the most romantic thing I have ever heard' she finally exclaimed in a high voice.

      'uhm yes, I think we will have a look around now DARLING' I said to Jin as it was pretty funny but on the other hand I was also not interested to keep talking to this person.

We slowly made our way through the exhibition, taking some notes. It wasn't too big nor was it very special so it didn't take ages.

When finally we stepped outside of the building in which the exhibition was held it was obvious that it was raining hard. We both looked back to the entrance of the exhibition, as for the rest the entire place was abandoned.

      'You want to go back?' Jin asked but I shook my head.

      'The people were a little bit extra, but if you want to go you should.'

Jin shook his head while laughing 'no definitely not but I was just thinking with this weather, its either their extraness or the rain. though at this point I'm not sure what is worse'

I laughed at his comment, as it was so unfiltered.

      'See, you finally smile again, you look prettiest when you smile' he said and as a response I pulled an ugly face,

      'Okay I take back my words' Jin said while acting in panic 'can I secretly get away without her noticing' he added now obviously joking. I hit him playfully while laughing out loud

and then out of nowhere he leaned forwards and kissed my lips

I was too taken by surprise to have an immediate reaction but as I quickly realized what was happening I pushed him away,

       'W-what.. what are you doing? I still have a boyfriend' I asked stunned.

Jin looked at me with shock

       'oh I.. I am sorry y/n. I figured that you were so sad the past few weeks because you broke up with him. I mean considering he cheated on you.. I saw the pictures. and you know you I actually like you.. You deserve better than someone who does that.'

I stared at him baffled.

Honestly in a way wasn't angry, because it was very obvious he saw the picture as well and drew his own conclusions based on them. I mean it wasn't entirely right to kiss me without checking if those conclusions were correct or not.

I saw Maya's face in my mind

Why was I thinking about that bitch right now?

No, I think I know why I thought about her in this precise moment.

She must have convinced herself that there actually was something between her and taehyung without even checking it with him.

I waved the whole memory away as I noticed that Jin stared at me awkwardly. Probably waiting for some sort of response.

       'I didn't break up, I am sorry I ..' I didn't finish the sentence still too shocked by his action. 

       'I have to go'

       'But it's raining y/n' he said but I was already on my way

He grabbed my arm  'hey I am sorry.. but you don't have to run away from me, we can ignore that this even happened.'

        'I uh yes let's do that, I am sorry.. It's just that I didn't even know you felt that way' I answered trying to find the right words to say.

        'I thought it was obvious we shared something' Jin replied. and I went over it in my mind, yet I couldn't really understand.

The entire time it had always been Taehyung.

I shook my head

        'It's just... I really do need to go' I indicated still dazed and moved away again. Jin reluctantly let me go and that's how I stepped into the pouring rain.

It must have been an hour of walking through the rain. To be honest it was kind of comfortable, there was this certain calmness to it. There were hardly people on the pedestrian walk because it was raining like crazy but I kept walking on.

Everything that had happened repeated in my mind, from the art exhibition with Maya to the picture, to the hospital to what Namjoon told me and eventually to the very unexpected kiss from Jin. How could I have been so blind to his intentions and feelings?

It will sound dramatic but it seemed my body and my mind were actually heading towards a familiar place. I started to recognize the shops, and the neighborhood.

Eventually I stood it front of the door. Without any form of hesitation I rang the bell, it was weird because the place the doorbell belonged to used to be my home, and in a way it still was. I still had the key which in this case I felt rather uncomfortable to use it. The door suddenly opened and I stared straight ahead.

      'y/n?'

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Authors note: did you see that coming? y/n certainly didn't;)