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                      |Bianca|

I got home and a few long hours of waiting and writing a song, my parents finally got home.

The door slammed shut. "Bianca!" I perked up. "Yes, mum?" I shouted back.

"Why did Mr.Mendes call?" I ran down stairs. "He called? Oh never mind, I remember he helped me with my homework, he said he could tutor me. I have a D in his class." I frowned.

"And why is that?" She sternly said. "It's because, I don't understand it. And you know me I give up when I don't understand!" She nodded.

"Your dad will be home in a few." I nodded. "So when does he tutor you? What days?" I didn't think of that until now.

"I dunno. I didn't ask him yet? He lives right next door anyways." I shrugged it was pretty and I'm pretty sure he was in bed by then so. It's going to be Sunday anyway so why not let him tutor me tomorrow.

I ran up stairs and took a shower, I shaved my legs and other parts of my body. I washed every inch, I scrubbed ten times which was absurd. But hey, I like to be clean.

I organized my stuff and made everything clean, I was excited for learning. Well great. Well, butter my butt and call me a biscuit.

I already know he's going to get some random teacher flirting and then having his damn child. He's not a speed demon, he's a Sex God.

He's hot and all but really, c'mon honestly there's people who like you.

*fake points to self*

Anyways, I got done and I was finally tired, I yawned like hardcore. And I grabbed my stuffed wolf, I had it since I was like 10, so don't judge me. No one knows the story behind it, besides Taylor and my family so hehe.

Suck my toe.

I woke up to loud noises, but I quickly went back to sleep. I didn't wake up until 10:34 a.m.

I rolled out of bed and all you heard was a big thud. I got up and ran to the bathroom. I had to pee so badly, then brush my teeth and my hair.

And put on some make-up and clothes. I put on a hoodie and a some shorts, that says 'Daddies lil girl' on the back of the shorts and the hoodie.

I ran down stairs and there was Shawn, I got scared for a moment, but I didn't panic.

My voice was raspy like always when I wake up. But I like raspy voices at times, just not on me.

"Hello Bianca, your mom and dad said that I can stay to watch you until they got home, which isn't until midnight." I rolled my eyes and walked over to the fridge.

"Why are you all butt hurt about it?" His voice in the background was soft, but stern. I groaned, "I'm seventeen, I can watch myself. I've been doing this for years now." I pouted.

"Cute, but not leaving." My eyes widened. "Yeah, Yeah." I waved my hand and got out strawberries.

"Ooooooo strawberries my favourite!" I giggled while opening up the package. I got one out and took a bite.

My eyes rolled to the sweet scent and taste of it, I lightly moaned because it tasted so good.

"What was that?" He asked, chuckling away at my light moan. I rolled my eyes and threw bud away.

"What, I love strawberries it's like drugs, but it's food." I smiled. He looked back really fast. "No I never did drugs. I don't want to fuck up my body even more." I covered my mouth again.

"Sorry." I gasped. He chuckled and got up. "You're fine. So what is the big deal about my class? Is it a boy in the class that is distracting you or is it that you're confused?" I thought to myself.

It's you, you fuck tard!!

I groaned, and shifted my weight on the other leg, "No, it's not a boy M- Shawn. I'm really confused on it and I have no idea what in the world I am suppose to do." I huffed.

I put the strawberries away, and walked up stairs he followed.

"I'm just going to get my stuff." I stated and looked back. "Why waist energy, when you can save it by staying up here." He chuckled and shrugged.

I got my stuff out of my book bag, and started to ask questions.

                        |Shawn|

Her room smells of, roses and spring. It smells so good. I saw two roses, one dead and one alive. She let one die and one grow.

On the wall behind it is says,

A man walked into a flower shop, and asked the lady, may I have 11 real roses and 1 fake one. The lady gave him the 12 roses.

Later on, the man took the roses and put into the pot, he said to his wife, "I will love you until this last flower dies."

I smiled at it. It was quite thoughtful, and has meaning to what she wants in love, to finally have someone loving her for her.

She asked me a question, and I answered it thoroughly, so she can get it. "Oh, that's what that is?" I chuckled.

"Okay I can't do it anymore I give up!" She yelled and spread herself on the bed behind her. "Don't give up you're doing so well." She rolled her eyes at me, and gave me a sarcastic laugh.

"Yeah right, I got half of these wrong." She wiped her fake smile off, and replaced it with a frown.

"You make mistakes, and it's okay if you don't get it. It takes practice. I was the same when I was your age. But, I stopped, because I knew what had to be done." She sighed while sitting back up.

She put her head down. "I used to do things like that, now I just feel stupid. I used to be able to write songs so easily now it's frustrating. This poetry, I use to express how I feel in music, and now it's complicated." She sighed and looked up at me.

"Look, it's been hard, trying to write music. To express how I feel. But it's hard because I don't understand what half of this stuff means." Her eyes watery.

"This all over your room is basically poetry that you wrote. On that desk there's about twenty papers, of songs that you wrote. I heard you sing. It's very pretty and sometimes it makes me fall asleep." She blushed.

"Thanks, but I still don't get it." I sighed and sat back down. Looks like I'll try my best to keep her in check.

To be continued...

~ EEEKKKK! I'm so excited for like everything. Today started off rough for me, but I know that Shawn would be happy today and the thought of him is a must to keep me going! So I hailed you guys enjoyed this and I love you guys sooooooooooo so so so soooo friggen much!!! *forms a heart with hands and smiles*

You guys I just want to thank you, and Shawn of course for making everyday easier. You make me laugh so hard with your damn comments and jokes. And for Shawn, I can't even explain how much You mean to me (Even though you don't read this still) you bring me inspiration, you give me hope that one day I can accomplish things and nit be afraid if what people think of me. And protect my heart, and things that will be hard You gave strength to be motivated it a positive way. So I really wanted to wish you the happiest birthday ever.

I love you, BYEE LOVES!!1!1 <3