Inner talk will be normal if she is not inside Sakura.. no italics or bold (is that the word??)

INNER POV

I was bored to death.. And I can't play with the tailed beasts since they all went to bother Kabuto.. Or should I call him as my father too? I don't know... I sigh frustrate. After what I know from Jashin.. I was falling in love with certain someone but... I don't know for sure if I did fall for him really bad. Yes.. I did get a feeling like a butterfly inside my stomach and my face felt warm everytime looking at him through the picture. But seriously?? Out all of people... Why him?!! We never met or anything so why?!!

I means... Yeah.. I did stalk him a little when he was younger...... Okay... I admit it kind of creepy... But I have my own life before I was inside Outer.. But because I was too long in here.. I kind of... Forgot my real name. But I still remember him and I also remember how did I die.. But I don't remember how I got his album.. Maybe I was a creepy stalker? Like the old Outer do when she crazy about that bastard. But not to mentioned that I die at the ages of 80-90... Not like I want to talk big or something.

But I still look young than my ages. I still remember how Kami-sama greet me when I was between heaven and hell.. Let's say.... He was too cheerful for me.. But... I don't think I can get along with Tenshi-sama and Akuma-sama because they are too.... Serious? Yeah... But Jashin was okay.. We get along just fine.. I did have a demon form but I live n heaven since Kami-sama want me to be between of the world. But I was like.. Are you think of me like a gate? And I was the key? Like hell I would be that!!

At the end.. I still be it.. =_= Anyway... Back to our point... This feeling feel really unnaturally.. Oh well... Kami-sama did tell me that he did take some of my memories but.... He never said anything about pulled Outer and Nagato or Pein inside this dimensions!!!!! I swear!! If I back to heaven!! I will beat him to a bloody pups!!! "Arghh!! Outer!! I'm bored!!!! I almost die here!!" I heard Outer chuckle. "Patient Inner.. Let me do the last thing... Okay, I'm done.." I raise eyebrows. "What are you doing?"

Before I can take a breath after ask the questions. "Summoning jutsu : Life world inner reincarnation!!" Whaaaattt?????? All I can thought as a poof of smoke surrounding me and I fell on the floor. "Okay... What the fuck is happen?!!" I finally ask as the smoke disappear. The heavy thing that on top of me which was Outer who make me fell on the floor was looked up at me with a stupid grin on her face. "You're alive!!! I never thought it would work!! Haha!!" I raise eyebrows yet in confuse.

"What do you mean I'm alive? Of course I'm alive, I'm your Inner.." She sigh and get off me and help me stand up but then I notices we are inside the basement.. Actually it's meditation room but oh well.. But still!!! "Outer?!! What did you do?!!!" I look around with panic. "H-how did I got out?!!" She grin at me. "Well.. You don't have to call me Outer, call me Sakura and I know that you aren't my real inner." My eyes widen.. W-what?!! H-how did she know?!!! "If you wonder.. I got a letter from oh so called Kami-sama.."

I snicker a little. "Said that you have a real life before like what you are now.. I also have your picture!! So cute~ But still.. I can't believe how older are you than me.." She sigh but hand me a picture. I feel tear running down on my cheeks. "This picture is you when you was alive right? Before you become my Inner and have my appearance?" I nod and wipe the tear. "Also.. The letter said that you don't remember your name except for a few thing." I stare the picture of.... Me.... "Yeah... I just remember how I die.."

I frown. "About him... And I used to stalk him..." Outer... I means.. Sakura laugh. "Gosh!! We both used to be a fangirl!!!" I pout.. I think I was the worse since I have his pictures.. "Anyway.. Don't worry.. It said your name is Megurine Luka. (the pic above look almost like Luka!! I can't help to not mention it!!! 😂) And stop stared the picture, go look yourself on the mirror. You will be satisfied after see your face again.." After what she said, I tackle Sakura with a hug of happiness.

*Time Skip*

I was walking around the town with a cloak on but with hood down after a cried of thanked to Sakura. I'm really serious!!! She done something like this make me really really appreciated it!!! I laugh as I saw the childrens didn't manage to catch the cat. Well.. Sakura did told me that there a cat name Puma and he was like a version of Tora the demon cat.. Actually... Tora is a demon cat.. It just.. I never told Sakura about it since it kind of funny to see her in her grumpy mood.

I chuckle at the memories until... "Luka?" A familiar voice calling my name. I stop and blink for a sec. Did I heard right...? Nobody knew my name except Sakura.. At the time I was thinking really deep.. Like deep into the sea.. Okay.. That just more weird than it should me but... A hand grab my wrist, pulling me back just make me see... "It's really you.." My eyes meet a pair of eyes. One have sharingan and the other one is rinnegan. No... Please say it isn't him. "No way.. Are you sure?"

Wait..? Is that Hashirama voice? "Madara.. We don't know if it really Luka or not.." I sweatdrop.. I really hate that tone of Tobirama use. "No.. It's really her.. I know.." Okay... This just more confusing that even I live inside Sakura.. Not to mention when did we, me and Sakura chase after that bastard of all duck in the world that ever existed. Like again... I spaced out like a normal Sakura would do.. Ergh.. Her habit rubbing on me.. Anyway, I feel a soft lips meet my lips. "Madara-nii!!!"

Izuna was here too but.. It feels so warm.. So does the feeling on my chest.. My heart beating fastly.. The butterfly inside my stomach went crazy.. My breath stuck as a hit of memories coming back to me. I was the last of my clan also a princess of Megurine clan. I was crying over the memories but still kissing him. My arms wrap around his torso. It's been a long time I feel this warm. His body warm make me safe in his arms.. This is the first time he ever kiss me.. And I like it..

*Long Short Flashback*

I keep wandering around the woods to keep myself safe than danger until... I stumble across a way to river and see two boy around my age. One of them look stupid but him.. The boy I suddenly fell in love with. He look like... Something else on my eyes. Since that day, I keep looking at him... everytime I got. Until one day, Izuna found me and took me to their father. The Uchiha took me into their family.. Even the people said the Uchihas have no emotions.. That actually are not true.

There a reason why they hide their emotions and the clue was.. Sharingan easy got affected by their emotions. I think you all knew why right now. But after a few month I was there, Tajima, their father asked me to married his son. I thought it would be Izuna at first since we are close but no.. It was Madara.. It just weird for why does not Madara pushed it if he doesn't want to married me. When his father die... At first, we are okay but he never talking to me but still eat everything I cooked for him..

But it got more worse after Tajima and then Izuna death... He never looking or eating or even touched my cooked. He just walked passed me like I was a thin air. My heart hurt so much.. But I keep it inside.. I do my chores... My job as his wife.. But I feel very invisible.. Like I was never exist.. I don't want to think that. So, I went to the place where I saw him for the first time. At the same time, I met the same stupid boy named Hashirama who are the Hokage. We become friend.

Even he kind of shocked when knew I was Madara's wife because he never mentioned anything to him. And agian, the feeling like my heart got stabbed a hundred time and make me have a really bad headache and passed out. Once I woke up, I met a woman with red hair, Mito Uzumaki who was Hashirama's wife. We become close in a short time but the atmosphere got ruined when Hashirama came and asked me why Madara said he don't have a wife or even married..

I felt my heart breaking into a thousands peices. I cried more than I cried when the massacre of my clan. Why? Just why? Why doesn't he remember about me? Am I nothing to him? Just a waste of space? As I wipe my tear and thanked to both of them, I slowly went out and go back to my...... Home. Or you can say, Madara's home. He was inside his room, sleeping quietly. Another tear... But I keep quiet.. No sounds I have make from my mouth that escape my lips.

I quietly sealing my stuff into a scroll and leaving the house.. It would be the best if I never in there right? Why aren't I just die too? Like father have said... I just a waste of space.. The air... The time.. And everything... Yes.. The massacre.. I was the one who killing them all.. They are all ignorant because the bloodlines.. And I don't regret it. But how I die...? No fun at all.. Because I was drowning got hitting by a rock after save a boy. Yeah.. I know.. Kind of stupid way to die..

But because of that, I was in between heaven and hell.. In the past, I make a bad thing and the future, I make a good thing. Kind of stupid right? But this is the true story I tell you... Absolutely not fun at all... Kami-sama greeted me like he was a 5 years old.. He tackled me to the floor of cloud... And Luficer-sama need to drag him off me.. It looks like Lucifer-sama tried to drag a dog to have a walk all around the world. Can you imagine how much sweat that I dropped?

*Stop The Long Short Flashback*

I feel the soft lips leave mine, leaving a warm breath can be feel on my face skin. I slowly open my eyes, meeting the same pair of eyes that was crying.. "I-I'm so sorry..." He hug me with his head on my shoulder. "I-I really miss you... P-please don't leave me.." He whispered on my neck. "I'm sorry.. So sorry.. I really am.." I feel my shoulder getting more wet but I can't help to not smile at this, slowly patting his back. "An uchiha will not crying like this Madara..." I say with a small chuckle.

With a hope he would let go of me but no... He didn't even bother to move, I sigh. "I want my wife back... I love her..." A blush forming on my cheeks. He push me a little to look at me. "I love you... Please.. I miss your smile... I miss how patient you are when I ignored your existed.. I miss hearing your voice, singing every morning.. Please.." To see him in pain and broken like this make me feel hurt.. I peck a kiss on his lip a little then look at him in the eyes. "I love you too. But I can't promise about not leaving you."

He hug me, fully in his embrace. "No.. I just got you back and I will not let you leaving me. Not again." I sweatdrop. I wonder what will Sakura say after I tell her about this.. I notices there are three figure that I almost forgot about their existed. They, Izuna, Tobirama and Hashirama are sweatdropped as they watching Madara so emotional. God.. I should think really deep before leaving the house again and... All of my memories.. Why Kami-sama took this memory??

"Please.. Don't leave me, Luka..." I sigh. "Okay... I will not leave you.." Maybe I will...I don't freaking know!!! "Madara.. I think you need to let her go." Tobirama say. Madara look at him. "No.. She will leaving me again!! And I will not seeing her forever!!" I can tell Madara was glaring at Tobirama and the others. "That's not what I means.." Should I sweatdropping or chuckling?? "Good to see you again, Luka.." I nod at Hashirama while Madara still glaring at Tobirama and Izuna was trying to not sweatdropping even more..

"You too, Hashirama.. But can I ask why do you.. I means four of you wondering around without mask??" I raise eyebrows. "Sakura said it was okay if it was our day off.." Eh? I don't know they have a day off... I can't say it was a worse security ever since they did do a great job for guarding Otogakure. "Eh? You did know Sakura.. I'm sorry.." I shook head. "I know Sakura.. In fact, I knew her since she was a baby inside here.. Also not really fun part was.. I did die on that day." I grin. "What?!!" Oh Kami...

The marriage's day.

The wedding dress.

Madara was stalking of you.. lol..

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