This chapter does have cutting in it so if you are sensitive please be careful
Joey POV
I wake up feeling like shit
Wonder why?
My eyes sting my head hurts but most of all my heart hurts
Wonder why?
Wow I'm still trying to get over the fact he did that to me, I loved him
I slide down my bed and sit on my floor pulling my self up to go have a shower
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I turn off the shower and get out, I feel freshened . Still like shit but better. I get dressed then pack my bag

I go down stairs and Grab a apple and $10 I walk out the door and walk to school. I get into the hallways and see Daniel put his stuff in his locker
He doesn't look good
He's wearing baggy pants a sweat shirt his hair isn't done his eyes are red and puffy and he looks like he hasn't showered in months although he looked fine yesterday
I see someone come up to him and hold his wrist and pull him towards them
But he winces in pain

Cutting start here

Did Daniel...

Hurt himself?
I walk away thinking about what I need to do, talk to him or not. While I'm lost in my thought jarred trips me over

"What the fuck jarred" I say picking myself up off the floor and brushing the dust off my knees

Jarred pushes me into a locker

Jarred: "your such a faggot"

"Well at least I'm someone"

Jarred: "you think your funny?"

"Actually I don't my friend say I am so I assume I am"

Jarred: "listen here your not, your worthless no one likes you and your so gay"

"Watch your mouth pretty boy you'll come out soon and people will accept you" I say patting him on the shoulder and walking away. Conner comes running up to me

Conner:"Joeyimsososorryididntknowwhathappendiwasdrunkiwouldneverdoanythingtohurtyouimsosorrydonthateme"

"Conner slow the fuck down"

Conner: "Joey I'm so so sorry I didn't know what happened I was drunk I would never do anything to hurt you I'm so sorry don't hate me"

"Conner I know it wasn't you fault Daniel took advance of you"
I hug him and we walk down the halls

Conner: "have you seen Daniel he looks like a mess"

"Probably not taking the break up well"

Conner: "sorry"

"I think, he's been.. Cutting"

Conner: "really.."

"Yeah, I'm going to go see"

I walk over to Daniel not making eyes contact with him and take his arm and lift up his sleeve to see 6 fresh cuts

I cover my mouth about to cry

"Why?"

Daniel: "1 for every bad mistake I made, why do you care you hate me"

I put his arm down and run over to Conner and hug him

"He cut him self 6 times"

Conner: "shit"

Daniel POV
I run into my bathroom slamming the door shut and take out my razor I try cutting myself but it doesn't work I pull out the blade and try that, thankfully it does

1 for hurting you
2 for making you think I didn't love you
3 for making you cry
4 for making you upset
5 for not giving you the best
And 6 for breaking your heart

I put down the blade and sit on the bathroom floor crying seeing the blood rush down my arm, I stand up and wash the blood off then get a long shirt and cover my cuts

Why did I do this to him

How do I take it back

A/N
Peanuts and adult content!