Is this me? I cant tell.. Why am I talking to them?

??? - Nanami!! This song is great! Just thinking about the melody is awesome!

??? - Yes, the melody just came in my mind. I just had to write it!

??? - Nanami - san..

??? - Little Lamb, your songs are the best.

I cant watch this.. My head.. ugh.. I have to stop her..

Me - Haruka!

I know thats me.. I can tell from the attitude and from the looks... Thats me, I can tell.

Me - Haruka.. just what am I doing..?

??? - Haruka, this songs. The muses, are in it.

??? - Whoa... Thats great Cecil - san!

Cecil? Ichinose? Ittoki?... ... ... ... Why am I seeing this? Why am I seeing this...?! I don't want this! I dont want to watch this! No.. no.. no.. No!!! Ugh! My head.. what's... happening..? I can hear something..

??? - Haruka!!

??? - Haruka!!

Huh..? Nunnaly? I can still see me, with the 7 boys. Wait.. their.. looking at me.. Im scared, their glaring.. at me. Im scared. Im scared.

??? - Haruka! Haruka! Wake up!

Soon, my vision went out. And it was completely black again. I opened my eyes, and saw 6 strangers. I sit up, and rub my forehead. The girl said,

??? - Haruka, Im glad your awake! You fainted, are you okay?!

Haruka - Who... are you?

??? - Huh? Haruka, thats not funny.

Haruka - Who.. are you?

??? - Huh? You really don't remember?

I heard the door open, it was a man. He's wearing a whute cout, and has a stethoscope on his neck. He said,

??? - Miss Nanami, im glad your awake. How do you feel? You just recovered, and this happens? What is the problem?

Haruka - I dont.. remember anything... sorry for making everyone worry.. but.. Who are you?

??? - Im your Doctor, dont you remember?

Haruka - Im sorry. I dont...

Doc - Amnesia, again? What do you remember?

Haruka - Mm... nothing. How did I get here?

Doc - You dont remember anything? Family? Friends?

Haruka - I think I remember my Family.. I have 4 siblings..? Their with Mom and Dad..? They live abroad..?

Doc - Friends?

Haruka - I dont... know.

Doc - Job? Music?

Haruka - I remember composing songs, and working at London, at President Glimmer.

Doc - Thats all?

Haruka - Im afraid thats all.

??? - Haruka... then. Im Nunnaly Vibrita, Im your roommate, and Im also a childhood friend.

??? - Azusa, my name is Azusa. Im suprised you just frogot your memories. For what reason?

Doc - her files are perfect, there's no problem. I dont know why she has amnesia.

Haruka - ... Amnesia, huh... Where's my phone?

Nunnaly - Ah, here.

The girl gave me my phone, I checked the calendar. 4/28/????.. Huh? 28... Um.. 29, 30... 30! My birthday is on 30.. right? I checked the occasions on April 30, its says

"My b -day"... Which means, my siblings are coming.. right?

Nunnaly - Haru?

Haruka - Um.. Can you introduce yourselves..?

Nunnaly - Nunnaly Vibrita.

??? - Kaneki Keita, call me Kaneki...

??? - My name is Azusa Mukami. (Sorry, couldn't think of another name. I just love Azusa from D.L.M.B.)

??? - Kenichika Kerumi is the name. Nice to meet you again?

Azusa, Hakura, Kenichika, Kaneki, Nunnaly.. the name does sound familiar...

Haruka - When can I get out?

Doc - Now, if you want.

Haruka - I wanna go now!

I sit up, and notice. I was still wearing the dress I was wearing earlier. Which means, I just came here? Hm.. there was a girl with, probably my roommate. Nunnaly. Hm..

Haruka - I need to go now.

I grabbed my bag at the side, and waved goodbye quickly. I shout,

Haruka - Bye!

I ran out the hospital and called for a Taxi. I told the driver the destination, and he drived me there. Soon, I arrived at the building. I ran to my dorm, and went to my room. I went to my big bag, and check if the photo album I was looking at earlier was there. I opened my bag wide, and no sign of the photo album. Hm.. I was looking at it when I fainted. So.. maybe its where I fell! I went to the closet and found a book at the floor. Thats it! The photo album! I opened it, and ran to my bed. Photos of 7 boys, and some have 6. We really look happy. Ugh!! Who are they?! I need to know them! They might know me! I looked at the pictures carefully. And some of the guys looked familiar. Wait.. how did I know this...? Did some of my memories came back?! Okay,okay. Hm.. this guy with red hair.. is..

"Over the Rainbow"

Huh? Who? Who said that? Was it.. from my memories?! It does sound familiar. This is Ittoki Otoya!! The cheerful and kind guy! He helped me get in the academy! At Shining Academy! Okay, next. This guy with.. blond hair. And a white with pink stripes.. hm..

"True Wing"

True wing.. that song! Syo Kurusu! I met him at the canteen in Shining Academy! He was short, and was afraid of heights! Now, next! This guy, dark blue hair. Hm..

"Knocking on the Mind"

Knocking on the mind... hm.. Ah..! Masato Hijirikawa!! The quiet and serious guy! He saved me from being hugged at the canteen... from who again? Next, is.. this guy with Yellow hair, he's wearing glasses. Hm..

"Shout out in Orion"

Hah..! Natsuki Shinomiya! The guy who loved cute things! He is tall and loves hugging Kurusu! Now, this guy... um.. this guy who has purplish blue hair. He wearing a purple tie. Hm..

"Believe my Voice"

Tokiya Ichinose! The man who used to be HAYATO! He's serious, and doesnt talk much! He's kind when you get to know him thou.. Now! Next, this guy. With orange hair, he's winking. He's wearing a orange jacket.. hm..

"Orange Rhapsody"

Ren.. Jinguji? Yeah, its Jinguji. He's flirty but he's nice. He called me.. litlle lamb? Im not sure.. and this last guy. Green eyes.. brown hair.. Cecil... - san...?

"Eternity Love"

Oh.. yes! The Prince of Agnapolis! I met him in a dream.. he was once a cat, that turned into a human because of how I treated him? But to me.. I think he did that himself... I think I remember Cecil - san the most... Ah! The songs! For our group! I ran to our practice room, noone inside. Good, I can concentrate on composing. I went to the table and wrote some songs. Hm~, the melody.. is perfect... for the lyrics. While I was writting, I sighed. And carelessly started to sing the song I was composing.

Haruka -
"These shattered lies are buried deep inside of me
I know the missing piece is somewhere I can't see
As I look up to the distant stars I hope I'll find my way
To the ending of that radiant sky without delay

Now because of the light I can see them
They draw me closer and closer once again
I continue to move even though I feel like it is just a dream

The bonds between us are now growing stronger
And inside I can feel all my power
Why can't I free these feelings I have within my heart

Please help me find my mind once more

I will pick up all the scattered pieces by my side and I'll place them in my hand. Then I'll know what I once had
I can promise you this
To find myself again I will risk it all, even if my hope is small
I will do what it takes so that I can be renewed

Everything all around me is fading
All the trust that I had it is changing
But at least all the hope in my heart might save me if I just believe

My destiny is a river that flows on
I hold it close as I turn to a new dawn
Why are all my dreams just not enough to save me now?

Flooding my heart, it overflows

I just pray that you will always catch me as I fall and hold me up so I'll stand tall as I run to face this world.
Can you help me move on?
I believe tomorrow holds my destiny so I'll face the morning sun
I will not quit until I find who I truly am.

Now because of the light I can see them...
My destiny is a river that flows on...
Hear now

Flooding my heart, it overflows
Please help me find my mind once more here tonight!

My mind is full of mirrors that reflect the light and entangle all my thoughts. But I try to find my way from this terrible fate.
Suddenly a path emerges before me and I pray it hears my plea...
In the darkness I will place all my hopes and dreams!"

??? - Whoa.. Haru! That was awesome!

I looked back, it was Nunnaly, Azusa, Hakura, Kaneki, and Kenichika. They were suprised, I said,

Haruka - whe - when did you get here?!

Azusa - Since you started singing...

Kaneki - Haruka, the song ! Its nice.

Kenichika - But the song, it sounds. Kind of sad, but also like.. fighting.

Nunnaly - What's the title?

Haruka - Memories.

Hakura - Haru, this song is amazing. Wait, you remember?

Haruka - Uh.. yes.. I kinda do.

Everyone - Thats great!!!

Kaneki - Then, does that mean--!

Hakura - We can be a band!!

Haruka - What made you think that the band was cut?

Nunnaly - Well.. you had amnesia, and didn't remember us. So we thought that you won't know about the band..

Haruka - Pfffff. Dont say such meaningless things. Of course I would remember, but just now.

Hakura - Thats good.

I smiled, and they did too. Then, we practiced again the song I composed last time. We agreed to perform it on stage someday. We wanted to do it immediately so.. we went to the President,

Haruka - President, we want to perform the song.

President - Great! When do you want to perform?

We looked at eachother, we nodded at eachother.

Everyone - In Orpheus. (The town Shining Academy is) (Also, where Haruka, Hakura, Nunnaly, Kenichika and Azusa came from, they were all from Japan that transferred in London, just so you know. ^_^ )

President - Hm... I'll try to make preparations there. Since my brother is there, I'll take it as a request. Well now, I just need your pictures! And of course, band name and stage names.

Haruka - About that, we can use English words as names.

President - Like?

Haruka - Snow, but also Yuuki.

President - Then! Feel free to do so! Just tell me when you decided!

Hakura - Thank you very much, President.

We bowed and left, we went to our practice room. We went to the table and took a seat.

Haruka - So. Im Snow, and Yuuki. What about you guys?

Nunnaly - Oh! Oh! I want Silver and Shirubā!

Haruka - Silver it is!

Azusa - Mm..

Kenichiki - Melody and Merodī!

Haruka - Okay~.

Kaneki - Light, then Raito.

Hakura - Kite, then Kaito.

Azusa - Quiet.. then Shizukana...

Haruka - Silver Snow Quiet Melody Light Kite.. sounds kind of a title.. (^_^)

Hakura - So, band name?

Haruka - Hm.. how about... Lyrical Paradise?

Hakura - Lryical Pa--! Awesome! I like that name, I vote for that!

Nunnaly - Me too!

Azusa - Sounds.. good..

Kaneki - Thats it! Thats the band name!

Haruka - Lyrical paradise's the name!

Just about a little of time, we ran to the office again and talked with the President. She made posters, and asked the favor to her brother Shining Saotome. She told us to practice to have a perfect performance, but she said we needed to rest first, especially me. She didn't want me to get tired because she wouldn't want me to faint or have a fever. We bowed to the President and left, we still bow because its still a Japanese Agency even though its in London. We went back to our rooms, and rested. While Nunnaly and I was in our room, I said,

Haruka - **siiiigh** Im glad we got to do this~.

Nunnaly - Yeah.

Haruka - mm.. Im kinda hungry. Im going out, wanna come?

Nunnaly - Nah, you go. Im not hungry, but thanks.

Haruka - Okay. Im leaving.

Just a bit, I went out again. I went out the building, and looked around. I was about to cross the road, until I hear a scream, "THIEF!". I looked back quickly, the man in black was running towards me, he stole the old woman's purse, I need to stop him! I blocked his way, and tried to get the bag, I grabbed it, and I was stabbed in the stomach by the thief, he ran away. I fell down, with the purse in my hand, the old woman ran to me, and had her eyes open wide, she said,

Old Woman - My, darling are you okay?! Someone! Help! Darling, you'll be okay! Dont worry, that thief! He will pay for this. Darling, just stay with me!

I started feeling weak, hearing the Old Woman's words, I carefully listened,

Old Woman -What is your name, darling?

I weakly replied to the Old Woman,

Haruka - Na..nami.. Ha..ruka.. Nanami Haruka... is my.. name..

Old Woman - What a pretty name, now listen. Haruka, my dear. Is the wound deep?

Haruka - It.. hurts.

There were people coming to us, and called the medics. There was a man, who went to me, and checked my wound. He looked somehow sad, he looked at me.

Man - Just wait, the ambulance is coming soon!

Hearing him, I wanted to ask his name,

Haruka - Wha--....

But before I finish the question, I felt weaker and weaker. Then everything went black. My memories.. are.. reseting..?

Chapter End! This is the chapter you were what for, and its done. Yeaya~, I hope you guys liked it. And I hope there were tears, just so you know. I finished this before I published the part 2, I just cant publish this cause its has a lot of feels.. ;-; So I had to rewrite it again and again. But just so you know, I made it the best I can, and only put a bit of sad stuff. Especially the ending. :"(

Special note:
So.. guys. Hey, Um.. In the next chapters, Haruka will have amnesia multiple times, when she remembers about the STARISH, and soon, she will get in an accident or maybe she will faint. I know your wondering why, in the last parts. I will put in the story why. Every time she remembers STARISH, her memories will reset only about them. But not about her friends and business in London, but sometimes she does. Fangirls, dint cry. Im a fangirl of Uta Pri, I cried will making it. So, I know how you feel. Im so zorry. So zorry. And for those who waited for this chapter, Thank you for giving me the eneygy to make this, and thanks for your support. Please wait for the next chapter patiently, because I wont be using this account for a while. Im going to use my lil sister's account for a little bit. She wanted me to make stories in her account. I'll put her name below, please follow her. ^_^
Skylitdream , that's my sis. :)