Harry, his car, a park, and I.

Him saying he had something to show me totally slipped my mind. A smile is still faintly on our faces from after the 'flour' incident. But now we're in a small park, that I don't recognize. He had to show me. . . a park?

"Don't give me that look." Harry chuckles.

"Well. . ." I shrug, "I'm sort of confused on what we're doing here?"

"Do you not know what a surprise is?"

"Guess not." 

Harry opens my door for me and I hop out.  It's silent after Harry slams the door shut.  I can hear the bugs making noises and it all matches the perfectly starry sky.  In this giant, open park you can see the sky so easily.  I shiver as a soft wind blows past me.  Harry wasn't there to ask if I was cold though.  I walk to his side of the car, confused.  

"What are you-"

"I really want to dance to you." He whispered and fumbled with cds. 

My eyes widened.  What is he talking about?  I continued watching him.  He made sure the car windows were rolled down, put a CD in, and grinned at me.  

I started to catch on to what's going on.  There was absolutely no one in this park besides the two of us.  My cheeks flushed when a slow Coldplay song blasted from the car.  Warning Sign to be exact.  

"This is my favorite by them." He commented, his breath showing in the cold air.

"Why are you doing this?" I ask as he walks closer.  

"I, uh, I wanted to dance when it wasn't a sad time.  Like at-" 

"-At the dance." I caught on.  

I'm pretty sure I cried while we danced last time.  I felt like it would be the last time I'd see him.  Weirdly, here he is in front of me again.  Harry reaches his large hand out to me.  I take it easily and entwine our fingers together.  The familiar feeling of his hands makes my stomach twist.  He's always so warm.  We can't be doing this again?  Can we? 

We are standing a small distance from the car, but the music fills my ears perfectly.  Suddenly his hands at my hips pull me against him.  My ear is rested on his chest and I squeeze my eyes shut.  There's something about Harry. . . Something I can't ever place.  Something so charming.

'Come on in, I've gotta tell you what a state I'm in'

The fact we are here together proves something.  I seriously do wonder what will happen between us.  There's always more to it and things I feel like I don't know.  Then two seconds later it will feel so simple.  

Right now it is simple. 

''When the truth is, I miss you'

I rested my hands around his neck so I could look at him.  He seemed so sad.  

"Gracie, I'm so lost." He shakes his head, "So fucking lost."  

His worried eyes search mine for approval.  He wants to talk about something; I can completely tell. I rest my hand against his cheek and listen.  

"Tell me."  

"Ever since you left. . . It's been Chelle every day.  You know what happened with her aunt.  She went to me.  I thought it was because you weren't there anymore.. to actually comfort her.  But I don't think that's the reason."  Harry talks slowly.  

The reason. . . ?  The reason they are together so much?  They're best friends, of course.  I never even thought about Chelle liking Harry again.  Oh my god..

"Don't start thinking things, Gracie.  Not much has happened, it's just- I can't lie that it's not there.  But now you're back and I don't know for how long.  I'm so conf-" 

I start to feel hurt.  "That what's not 'there', Harry?  What Harry?  That all of you already moved on?  I heard with my own ears that you would save your heart for me."   

"Don't get mad.  That's the last thing I was meaning to do.." Harry frowns, "You're the girl.  The girl I've fancied for so long and you know that.  But what do I do once you leave me again?  You're not at Brookwood."  

My brain is racing with questions about Chelle though.  Maybe Harry is kind of like me.  How I have Harry and Niall to worry about constantly.  I know how he feels if I put it that way.

"I don't have an answer to that.  I wish I did.. I'm guessing we'll just have to have fun this break when we can and figure it when we need to?" 

"I hate doing that, but it's the only thing we can do." Harry continues to sway us to the music. 

"I'm not mad at you." I make sure he knows. 

"Good, you can't tell anyone. We just have this lucky chance to be with eachother.  I can't cause anymore confusing shit at Brookwood."

I nod even thought I don't fully understand what that means.  

I can't talk about anything to do with that anymore.  The slower part of the song plays and it soothes me.   'So I crawl back into your open arms. . .' I wanted to laugh at the irony of that line playing right now.  It happens to me constantly with him.  

"God, I wish it were easy." Harry says in his deep Cheshire voice, "That you're my girlfriend.  I wouldn't have to worry about other boys when you're mine..." 

My heart beats as he backs me against the Range Rover.  I wish it were easy too, trust me.  

"...And I wish we were at a normal school together." 

If Niall and I never fell in love I'd be yours in a heartbeat.  

"Y-yeah." I bite my lip.  

He's close, very close.

"Can we forget about everything for a bit." Harry asks. 

I swear his eyes seemed to sparkle a little when I nodded my head.  The music from his CD still playing and his beautiful self was making me want to agree to everything.  

Suddenly, he's holding the back of my thighs and I only feel his hot breath right against mine.  Strong arms keep me latched around his waist.  My breathing hitches when I feel familiar, yet so far away, lips on mine.  

I melt into him once he sandwiches me between himself and the car.  The cold, winter essence in my veins turns into my attraction for this boy.  It's when that reality stitch clicks off.  Soft curls in my hands, his hands on my waist, and two mouths.  He's so close, and it feels so good.         

"You have no idea how much I've wanted this." He moans.  

My eyes widen as he dips his head in again to snog.  I could keep kissing him for hours, or however long we wanted to.  I tighten my legs around him, not knowing he could make me feel this good.  The closer I'd get, the heavier he would breath.  Finally, I don't think it was possible to keep going any longer.  

I slowly pull away and he keeps his nose against mine.  I grin as his eyes stay shut.  He must have felt that as much as I did.  A lopsided smile erupts on his face also.  

"To be honest, I think I fantasized about this in class once or something." Harry chuckles.  

"Are you serious?" I rest my head against the car and giggle. 

"Yeah, snogging you in a park with Coldplay playing.  Sounds like me." He smirks.

It's silent for a little and we just happily look at each other.  Blushing, I make sure to rearrange his hair so it doesn't look obvious what just happened.  A normal girl would get busted for staying out late.  But I don't have that problem when my dads never home.  I wonder about Harry?  

"I needed that." Harry pecks his lips on the corner of my mouth.  

"You're really good." I whisper.  

"Shit." I face-palm myself, did I seriously just say that? 

Harry chuckles and jokes back, "You're really 'good' too." 

After I roll my eyes, he lets me down and I almost fall over.  He has to grab my arm to keep me from falling.  It's so incredibly dark, I think I forgot where we were (WhereWeAre lol srry).  At one point we get back into the car.  I really thought that'd never happen; I'm not kidding. 

Harry drives me home and acts completely normal.  He mentions that we will be having a fun week coming up.  I still have to work. . . great.  There's so many problems to solve, but if having Harry keep me happy helps a little - then I'm good.  

"I think we both have a lot of thinking to do." Harry leans over to hug or kiss my cheek.  

"Wait." I back away before he can get to me. 

"Actually thank you for tonight, Harry." I can't believe so much happened today, including the flour fight and all, "And I do too.  I wish it could be easier."

With that, I kissed him on the cheek, and hurried up my long driveway.  

Not long after my phone buzzed, 'Goodnight beautiful.x -H'

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Authors Note: Trust me, it may just seem like random stuff is happening constantly...But Grace will have to make up her mind soon and find a solution to everything!  I really love Harry but miss Niall at the same time : ( 

Love you all so much <3 D e d i c a t i o n : 1. Vote, 2. Comment: Have you ever kissed a boy, done more? I love reading these aha...also who would you kiss out of 1D? (the most I have done is make out and I would for sure kiss my babe Lou;) )

-L e e T o m m o <3