Shawn got up and hugged me. I laughed a little.

"Okay you don't need to kill me now." he chuckled and stopped hugging me. Aaliyah ran to me and hugged me as well. "You were amazing how are you not famous?" I shrugged.

"I never really thought about it. I'm not really into the whole fame thing you know." they nodded. "You were truly amazing! Myah, please sing again!" I crossed my arms, and shook my head. My stomach growled.

Shawn laughed. Karen, waved for me to go downstairs to get some dinner. I smelled chicken.

"Oh my gosh, chicken, just what I was thinking." Shawn laughed even more I forgot that the whole family was right behind me.

I got down and sat at the table while Karen was serving supper. "There you go all done with, serving now my turn to eat." I sighed, "Is it okay if I call you mom? I mean you are literally like a mom to me."

She looked at me with shock. "Yes of course,love!" I smiled at her. "I can get all the dishes after, I don't have a problem with it." I smiled again.

Everyone was done eating I got up and cleaned up, while everyone got up to do their own thing. I was cleaning the dishes when I had a flashback.

I remember his body in between my legs, while I was trying to plead for help. 'Princess you're not going anywhere, until I am finished with your sweet ass!'

His eyes so piercing, I can't get him out of my head. I can't get his body off of me.

I came back to reality I was panicking. I dropped a plate, on the floor, Shawn looked at me concerned. "Myah?" my eyes watering. I turned off the water, and ran quickly up the stairs, to my happy place.

I slammed the door, both hands on it, while my head was lowered out of breath crying. I turned my body around, and slid down on my back, on the door elbows on knees and my hands on my head.

I heard knocking. "Myah?! What's wrong? Please tell me." I moved so he can come in.

He saw me on the floor where the edge of the bed was. I was crying uncontrollably. He closed the door behind him. And slowly walked to me.

"I feel disgusting, I just do. I can't get the guy out my head. I can't I just can't. I should have followed you, Shawn!" I got up and ran to the bathroom.

"What are you doing?" he asked me while I was turning on the shower. "I am getting a shower..." He walked over to me.

"Really? Why do you feel disgusting?" I sighed, and turned off the shower. "You weren't their, Shawn. He pushed against the wall, a..and said 'Princess you're not going anywhere, until I am finished with your sweet ass.' he said it so sinister so evil, so... I don't know how to explain it."

He clenched his jaw. "Tell me more, that I didn't know before I arrived." I sighed again with tears falling down my face. "He put h..his you know where this is going." I looked at him. He shook his head. "I want you to say it."

I cried even more. "He put his I don't know what to call it anymore but he was in between my legs. I tried to yell but he just kept holding me there. Please I don't what to talk about it."

He nodded and smiled at me. He wiped my tears away. "I want to talk it tomorrow are you up for the task?" I nodded in response.

I went to the bathroom, while he was changing. I got fully undressed, that's when I realized the door was open. He looked away, while I was shutting the door.

I blushed madly. "Stupid, Myah!" I got into the shower and started to cry again. I can't get the image out of my head.

What would he had done to me, if Shawn wasn't there?

Why didn't I follow him?

Why didn't I just run away, like a coward?

Why didn't I just yell, when I had the chance?

Questions I can't answer. And it's always asking why. Shawn heard me crying.

"Myah? I think we need to talk more. Can I come in?" I mumbled a 'yeah'.

I was naked but I didn't care one bit I already knew he saw me. "Shawn? Did you see me, when I was naked?" he blushed, and cleared his throat.

"Anyway, why do feel disgusting? I still want to know why." I sighed. I turned off the shower. He handed me a towel through the curtains. I gasp at the sight at of the tattoo.

I took the towel and held his forearm rubbing the tattoo. "This is amazing!" he chuckled. And opened the curtains. Here I was blushing and smiling crouched over trying to cover myself while holding his arm.

"Don't worry I am a gentleman, I don't look unless asked permission." I sighed in relief.

He chuckled again. I stepped out and let go of his arm. I sat down on his bed. He got my garments for me. I was still blushing that I am naked and he's not judging me like most people would. Not that my body is ugly, it's that I am sorta self conscious of my parts.

Like are my breasts to small, will he like me ect. ect. But he always looks at me in the eyes not my body. I wish he would just date me or something.

Myah stfu... Just stop getting lost in thought.

I got up and got dressed while he looked away. I told him to open his eyes and their I was arms up and smiling sorta...

He came over and hugged me tightly, "that's the smile I love so much!!!" I hugged back even though he's a tower compared to me.

"Now tell me why you feel, disgusting? What else did he do to you?" I sighed once again.

"I just can't get his image out of my head, and get the feeling of him in between me. I don't know what but I don't feel normal. With him in my head, his feeling on me, I just..." he jaw clenched while I was pacing.

"I just don't know, his touch, just is disgusting, his feeling is disgusting. While he was on me, I just felt helpless, like I couldn't do one thing but just let it happen." I sighed again and finally sat next to him.

It was about 8, at night an mostly everyone was going to sleep. But we were talking more.

"What else? I am not pressuring you I just want to protect you if this happens again." I sat up and looked him.

After I looked at him , I got up and opened the window where my old house is. In my empty room. Empty house, empty memories that can't be filled.

"I remember the day we first met. I couldn't go to sleep because of the noise. But I am glad I met." I turned around. And their he was. He smiled.

"Please Myah. Just re-act the whole scene what happened to you I want to know. I am begging you this is hard, I know, but I just want to protect you." I closed the window.

"I don't think you want to, re-act the scene." he crossed his arms. "It is just me, you act like I will hurt you." I shrugged.

"Fine, c'mere. You stay right there that's the end of the alleyway." he nodded. I leaned on the walls looking my phone. "Now walk up and say. 'Hey, look who's this little beauty over here.' the other guys said 'Oh sexy' " I whispered "They said that I am not lying."

He rolled his eyes. He walks up says it. "Then you push me against the wall." He did. "'Stop! Get off me!' that's what I said. I am going to push you hard, okay." He nodded.

I did he didn't budge like the last guy. "Okay, now you are going to say 'No sweety you're mine' okay?" he clenched his jaw again and nodded. He did what I told him.

"I am going to whisper scream 'Help' but you cover my mouth before I can say it okay and the after you are going say 'That's not going to work sweety!' And you're going to put you know what I mean in between my legs mkay. This is awkward. But you asked for it."

He did what I told him. And this time it was more weird I don't why, but I had butterflies in my stomach. I didn't feel uncomfortable with him there.

I faked flinched and pursed my lips. "I am going to say 'P-Please stop!' And you are going to shake your head 'no' and you are going to say 'Princess you're not going anywhere until I am finished with your sweet ass'"

I had water in my eyes so did he. But he nodded and proceeded to do so. I faked my eyes widening. 'I am going to say 'Please help! Please...' he also kept kissing my neck... this is weird and hated every bit of what he did to me." he did what I told him. "That's when you came in."

He removed himself, I held back the tears because I knew the real deal was over.

I felt excitement but I chose to ignore it because every guy has slip ups. "So, that's what happened?" I was on the floor. I nodded.

"Now you see why I didn't want to tell you the whole story." I sighed. "That's why I feel disgusting. I didn't even know him, and he was already all over me like mosquitoes in the summer."

I was getting tired. I yawned and climbed into bed. "Shawn?"

"Yes?" He climbed in bed to face me. "Can I see your tattoo?" He chuckled. "Tomorrow I promise." I looked at him and poked his nose. "Pinkie promise?" I held out my pinkie finger.

"Pinkie promise!" he locked his pinkie with mine and we both smiled. "Now, I need some sleep so get to bed Missy!" I giggled and nodded an 'okay'

Oh my, sorry it's been long! I am really sorry >.< I hope you guys would understand it took so long to do this chapter. But I hope you liked it, because this was an awkward scene for both and a emotional scene for Myah. So I hoped you enjoyed it! cx BYEEEE LOVESS!!! ❤❤❤

P.S The song is what Shawn is feeling, and it's Myah!!!!!1!1! ❤