"Seriously,Shawn don't scare me like that! I almost died. Plus,if you found out I would be embarrassed. I don't like talking about how I feel at times. And that song is personal." I looked down playing with my hands.

He got up. "Why would you be embarrassed? It's okay to express your feelings in a song. That's what I do. And some of my songs contain secrets,but people figure them out." He smiled his signature smile. "Yeah,well I'm not you. I can't even write my own lyrics that satisfy me... Shawn you're better at lyrics than I am." I wanted to tell him what the song was about him,but I really couldn't because he would hate me.

"You're so good at lyrics,just look at your song again. That has a secret in it and I am going to find out who it is about!" I rolled my eyes crossed my arms and sighed. "Shawn why do you wanna know are you jealous?" his face went pale ,then he cleared his throat. "No,I just really want to know."

I just gave him that 'Mhm okay' look. I walked out of his room and went to Aaliyah's she was playing on her phone doing a musical.ly. She looked at me in the camera. I just waved. After she was done, she gave me a hug. "Hello what are you doing?" I asked. "Nothing really I was just doing a quick musical.ly." she looked me with a smile. "Oh cool. Do you want anything? I can get you a drink or something I going down to get Shawn a drink and myself,so I figured I would ask you."

She nodded her head. "Can you get me some chips and some water, please?" I got up and went to the door. "Yes of course!" I went down stairs to get us some drinks and some chips,for Aaliyah,when I heard Shawn singing 'Patience' my face got really red I was about to burst.

I walked in Aaliyah's room to give her the things she wanted. "Thank you,Myah! What's wrong?" you can see the concern in her eyes. "Oh nothing I hurt my toe for bumping into the couch on my way up here." I made up an excuse. I didn't want her to know even tho she never tells anyone my secrets.

"Oh okay. You looked like you were about to cry. So that's why I asked." I hugged her. "No,but thanks for being concerned sweetheart. I appreciate it." she smiled again. I walked out to give Shawn his water.
I scared him half to death by just walking. "Well someone got there panties in a bunch. I didn't even try." I chuckled while standing at the door. "Well,well,well, look who is laughing now." he started to throw paper at me. "Only because of you,you dweeb." I giggled. "Yeah,yeah, shut up. And thanks for the water." I shrugged. "No sweat. So what are you singing?" My face got red again.

"Oh,it's a song I wrote when I was feeling weird about something that happened a long time ago." I shrugged and bit my lip. "Eh,I was just wondering. It's a catchy song. I like it." he got up to sit next to me.

"Thank you. So,I'm going to ask you again. Who's is this song about? I really just want to know." I smirked while shaking my head a 'no'. "C'mon I really want to know." I sighed,I just gave in. "That song is about..." He gave me signals to spill it. "You." then at that moment I ran down stairs running out the door. To the park my mom used to take me,hoping he would follow me.

I arrived out of breathe,in tears. I sat down on the bench curled up with my hood over my head. I felt a tap on my head and a hand removing my hood. It was Shawn. With a smile. "What are you crying for?" I got up to walk away,but he got me before I could run. "Seriously? You're not going anywhere untill you tell me." I shook my head.

"Look. I don't want to talk about it. You already know who the song is about. But I am not telling you why I wrote it." He just shrugged and gave me a hug. He wiped my tears away while we were walking back home.

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