~ I was so excited for this song OMGGGGG!!! OKAI BYE LMAO! SORRY FOR NOT UPDATING A LOT BUT HERE IT IS!

I stopped crying. I couldn't even think without thinking of my parents. But somehow Shawn made it feel a lot better. He sang his song Never Be Alone. I loved it it made me feel like he will always be there for me even when he's not there to hug me when I need him the most.

"Shawn..." I looked up at him. "Yes?" He said rubbing my back. "Why do you sing like an angel?" he just laughed at me and shrugged. I sighed and looked back down. "Nope you're not looking down again,I wanna see those beautiful eyes of yours." I was shocked and kinda sad my dad used to call me blue eyes. "C'mon Myah you know you wanna look up." his voice was soft, I finally looked up.

"That's what I was looking for!" he smiled and so did I,"I'm glad you feel better." he lifted me up and twirled me around. "Shawn I feel better,I don't wanna feel sick." I looked at him and giggled he put me down and hugged me. "I don't want that either." he laughed and got up to go to the bathroom. I seen another song on the desk it said 'Patience' I read it and my face got red.

I put it back so he wouldn't notice. He came back in and gave me a towel so I can shower again. My hair was kinda crazy. (😂 me) I went into the bathroom and took a shower. I turned off the water and I thought 'Fuck I forgot my clothes!'. "Shawn!" I yelled he ran to the bathroom while hit his head on the door. I started laughing. "Oh my gosh,Shawn are you okay?!" at this point I was concerned. "Yeah I'm fine!" He started laughing as well. "What do you need?" he said. "I forgot my clothes can you get them please?" I asked politely. "Yes brb!" he opened the door and set the clothes on the sink so I would change. He left,that's when I got out to change. I dried and straighten my hair.

My casual wear,which is usually high waist black ripped jeans,a navy blue crop top; black flannel to match around my waist,a black hat and some Tims. I also did my make-up because why not. I got out of the bathroom,there I was greeted by the family.

I hugged them all. "Thank you so much for being with me when I needed you guys the most my parents would have loved meeting you all." my eyes were watering but I kept it in. "Awe we love you sweetie you're better than what Shawn brings home from time to time." Karen said. My mouth dropped. His face was red. Aaliyah laughing in the background, so is Manny.

He gave an awkward laugh. I stayed neutral. I went up stairs to write a song. I finally I got done. All I needed to do is find a beat. I started strumming my guitar,trying to find the right key for the beginning of the song. (Literally no joke it took me about 45 minutes just to write this fucking song so if you steal it I swear to you I will find you and I will get it back and getting the beat for it was hard because I didn't have a guitar I only had my voice ♥)

I finally found the right chord to and then it sky rocketed. I started singing the beginning part of it. (DON'T TRY TO STEAL IT!)

I look around,
All I see is lies,
But baby when I look at you,
All I see is those eyes,

Shawn barges in and scares me half to death. "Oh my!" I jumped. He sits next to me "So whatcha singing?" I quickly covered my song and put away my guitar. "I was writing song,but I guess not anymore it's not even good anyways so why read it, or even sing it." I got up and I threw it in the garbage. He quickly got up and got it out and read it. His eyebrows were scrunched looking confused. "Who is this about?" I turn around and my face got really red. "Nobody..." he was still reading it. "This has to be about somebody..." I sighed. "Well that about someone but I'm not telling you about because it's personal..." I looked down.

"Okay that's fine I will find out myself!" he said. "Why do you wanna know so bad?" I asked him. "Because I wanna know who do you have feelings for and why do you think he or she is behind something,that you don't know about." It took every inch of my body not to tell him,it was him. I do have feelings for him but that song 'Patience' is about an older women I am guessing he hooked up with. And he wrote a song about her.

I can't get it out of my mind I can't get my parents out of my mind,either. I can't even control my emotions anymore. I don't even know anymore. And the only way I can get it out is that I sing about it or even write about it.

"Hello earth to Myah!" He said looking at me. I shook my head. "Sorry,I was daydreaming." I really wasn't. I want tell him how I feel but I can't because he doesn't feel the same way I know he doesn't. I wanna go back home. I want my parents back.

"Are you okay?" I started crying without even noticing. "N-no" I ran into his arms and cried. "I wish my parents were here they would be so happy to see you and your family and me actually becoming something. But how can I be when all I do is disappoint myself and others. I can't even tell you how I feel right now. That's why I wrote a song so I can get my mind off of things." he hugged me tighter. And rubbed my back. I was hungry and I didn't care,Shawn must have heard my stomach growl,because he lifted me up and brought me downstairs to get me something to eat. His parents were asleep,so was Aaliyah. He gave me food and I ate it. I went back upstairs to brush my teeth and take off my make-up. I changed into my PJs which was just a onezie. I fell asleep on my own. Shawn was just trying to figure out who I was referring to in my song. I hope he doesn't guess it because I would just be embarrassed. Shawn fell asleep at the desk he was drooling all over the blank pieces of paper. I couldn't help but laugh.

I went to change and brush my teeth also to put on some make-up not to much tho and put on the everyday wear. I went downstairs and greeted everyone. Besides Shawn of course. After I was done eating I made a plate for Shawn.

I went upstairs and here he was smirking at me as soon as I opened the door. "What are smirking at? And I got you food." I set it down on the desk. "Oh I think I found out who you were referring to in your song." his smirk went into a smile. My heart sank my face went pale and my stomach started turning. "Yeah who's that?" I said with a weak voice. "Just kidding! You're hard to understand in your songs I like it." I gasped for air that I didn't even I was holding. I gave him an awkward laugh. "That's not funny Shawn." he laughed. "Yes it was you should have seen your face."

I thought 'Thank the heavens!"

~I really wrote a song for him actually don't ask why and that's on a personal level lmao. ♥ That song took me about 45 minutes to write because the other song I wrote wasn't the right setting I felt like. So if you do steal I will personally find you 😈💀☠! BYEE LOVES!1!!1