I couldn't think straight, I didn't even want to talk, because no matter how much I pleaded he just wouldn't stop.

Even though I did everything that I could. I still felt trapped, and worthless. Like no one could save me. I woke up startled and scared, he was still in my dreams, his voice still haunting my ears.

His cold touch still on my warm body. His face still haunting my every move. It sucks thinking that I could get away. Trying my best but what did I get? Nothing.

What if Shawn did see me get raped? I couldn't live with myself let alone him and his family.

I rolled out of bed, having a panic attack, my eyes filled with water, my breathing getting heavier and me gasping for air.

I crawled to the bathroom door that was closed, gasping for air struggling to even get any.

My tears just drenching the carpet. My weeps louder and louder. Shawn woke up as I was gasping for air, crying.

He walked to me worriedly, "Myah? It's okay. It's alright you're safe." His voice soft. I shook my head, finally calming the heavy breathin down. I couldn't speak, I was speechless.

He sat next to me, he put me on his lap. I was weeping, I broke down I couldn't even speak. His head on top of mine.

"Shh, you're okay he's not going to hurt you anymore. I'm here, I won't leave you." He said softly calmly in my ear. He kissed my cheek. I calmed down enough, so I leaned into his shoulder, still crying and sniffling.

"You're safe." He said once again. I turned my body around to face him, my legs wrapped around his torso, and my arms around his neck.

I started to play with his hair, calming me down a little more. It was 3 am, and I was tired, I calmed down enough to the point I fell asleep on him.

                       |Shawn|

I calmed her down enough, then after that she calmed herself down. Her cries scared the living hell out of me.

She was on me, holding on to me for dear life. I hope she felt safe holding me, because she very light. She's small and cute. What ever they did to her before I got there, scared her, not like startled her, but scared her to the point she had that panic attack.

They hurt her. I seen bruises all over her, on her wrists, ankles. Even where no one should be touching her at, without her consent.

It saddens me to see someone so happy, then have someone turn her happiness around like it was nothing. She doesn't deserve to be treated like that. No woman or girl or whatever should be treated like an animal.

She's beautiful, kind, and an asshole at times, and talented. I held her as I was getting up.

I heard footsteps running, about three people. Dad opened the door really quick, to only reveal Aaliyah and mom. He looked at me holding her. She was asleep.

"What the hell happened?!" He whisper-shouted. "She had a panic attack!" I whispered back. He took a sigh of relief. "I thought someone was murdering her." I looked at him wide eyed.

I hushed him, after that him and mom left. Aaliyah stayed.

"Hi bug." She looked at me holding Myah. She had hurt in her eyes. "What's wrong?" I asked.

She sat down putting her head down. "I just wanted her to be safe, Shawn I love her like family. I love seeing her happy not sad and broken." Her voice cracked.

I laid Myah down, while sitting next to Aaliyah. I rubbed her back. "I know, I feel the same way bud. I just don't know if we could fix it." She rested her head on me and yawned.

She nodded and quickly fell asleep. I picked her up and laid her down in her room, on the bed. I moved her hair out of her face and kissed her forehead.

I walked back, to see Myah looking scared as I walked into the door.

"Please no." She mumbled. I furrowed my eyebrows. "You're okay Myah." I said softly.

Her face pale. I laid down next to her. I kissed her on the head.

"Myah, I really want you to be happy, not broken and hurt scared. I miss your happy you. You've been through so much, what those guys did to you they are in jail for what they did." She rested her head on me.

"I wish I wasn't here. What if they did rape me in front of you? I wouldn't be able to live with myself let alone you guys. He still haunts me, whether I'm awake or asleep. I just can't think straight." She said as if she was pleading.

I took a deep breath. She looked at my tattoo. "You never told me what that means." She said in a questionable tone. "On the bridge of the guitar is my mom and dad saying 'I love you' and the rest is the woods." She smiled, and looked up.

"That's amazing." She cheered. I chuckled. "Thank you." I simply said.

"You know, when I met you I never thought we would work out, but maybe it's fate." She said in warm tone. "Maybe it is." I had a smile on my face. She didn't at all, all she had was hurt throughout her body.

I sighed and went to sleep.

                           |Myah|

He was taken back for what I said. I did mean it. And hopefully I wasn't just saying that because I am tired. But, I couldn't help just by the silence of everything, looking like a love struck girl, with a gorgeous, handsome boy right there next to me.

I'm hurt, emotionally and physically, I didn't feel right. I didn't feel myself after what had happened.

I felt horrible like I was actually raped. Shawn has seen me naked about a thousand times. I don't care if he sees me. But, those guys, didn't even care that I was hurting, pleading for them to stop.

I begged, for hours they left me there for their own pleasure and needs. I'm hurt because of it.

~Hello sorry I was thinking about updating  'The New Teacher Mr.Mendes'  but I was already half way done with this so I hoped you enjoyed. This was a little emotional. So, yeah. BYEE LOVES!1!!1