What if Shawn doesn't get here on time?...

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I squealed, it felt so good, but my mind and my heart didn't like it. I was starting to cry, my vision went blurry with tears rolling down my face, uncontrollably.

I thought to myself,

I don't want Shawn to see me like this. I want this all to stop.

I was freezing, shivering, and quivering. My body couldn't handle it. Being freezing and getting eaten out for the first time.

I was terrified. He was done. I took a deep breath. He aggressively wrapped his hand my face and pulled it to his direction.

"Now, doll face, I want you to stay in those chains while I'm gone. If I find you missing and you little boyfriend gets you back. I will rape you, both ends, and make him watch the whole thing." I had no choice but to nod in response.

"Riker, you watch her, while the others come with me. Feel free to invite your girlfriend, so she can watch. Also don't let anyone get in here." He crossed his arms and walked upstairs.

"Yeah boss." He shouted. "And for you doll face you're in for a nice wild ride." I started to cry as he picked me up and put in chains.

My teeth chattering in the cold icey room. After about an hour I past out from the cold. I heard moaning and groaning. I didn't want to see it, and before I could even close my eyes I past out.

                       |Shawn|

I heard shouting and screaming, but I was half asleep.

I woke up from a bad dream. I got up to check on Myah. "Myah?" I peaked through the window, she wasn't there.

I started to panic. In the snow was footprints. And they were fresh. About 3 hours fresh. I knew those guys were going to get her back somehow.

It frighten me, to think of what they could be doing to her. Or even others of that fact. It scared me.

But, it also angered me to think of what sick fuck would treat women like that in that matter. Raping them for their own pleasure. For their own needs and wants. Thousands, if not hundreds of thousands of women or girls get raped a day.

How sickening! I got furious, I started to cry. I dropped down on the floor. "It's my fault. I should have picked her up and put her upstairs where I can snuggle her. Make her feel safe." I sniffled.

I sucked it up and put on a coat to go find her. I followed the tracks to a new house.

I heard moaning, but I knew it wasn't Myah. She moans in her sleep. It's not that awkward of a sound. I cringed.

I snuck into the back door, I heard groaning and moaning. Then chains rattling. I tried to mask the sound but that only got me more uncomfortable.

It was in the basement. The door knob was broke off, the same guy I knocked was having sex with this random chick.

Then I looked around, in the back was Myah. Unconscious, and half naked. I looked right into her beautiful face.

I dialed my mom and dad, then 911. I had to whisper. After they were done. I heard footsteps. So I hid.

"What's that smell? It smells of men's cologne." The dudes voice came to the basement door.

I thought to myself,

I'm a fucking idiot!

"Search through this house now. Lets see if Shawn really wants to see me rape her from both ends." He chuckled. I had tears in my eyes.

He walked down stairs. The boys opened up the closet I was in but I hid behind everything. "I smell him. I know he's in here." His raspy voice close to me.

He grabbed me, I grunted. I swung but he caught me. "Your coming with me." They both said.

They lead me down stairs and chains me up next to Myah. "Aye, wake up doll face." I squirmed and growled. "Don't lay a finger on her." I growled.

"What are you going to do about it!? Overall, YOU'RE ALL CHAINED UP!" he spit in my face.

Myah's eyes fluttered open. She looked over to me and started to cry hard.

He growled into her ear, "Told you if he comes back, he's going to watch." Then he chuckled.

I didn't want to watch her suffer any longer. "And for you. I wasn't going to rape her, But now since you're here. I finally can." My jaw clenched I turned to see Myah on her knees crying.

There was a big boom. The door was busted open.

Myah pasted out again. She was cold, her whole body shivering.

                       |Myah|

All I remember was Shawn being chained up next to me. I didn't care about myself I cared for him, I didn't want him to watch me.

Overall it was sorta my fault for sleeping on the porch. There was a big boom, then I posted out from the cold again.

I couldn't even think straight I was so cold. Luckily I wasn't raped. And I surely didn't want to be.

That girl that the guy was fucking, looked like she was made to do it. She has hurt in her eyes. She had bruises and cuts.
She looked abused, it saddened me to see this beautiful girl go through what feels like hell.

I have gone through tough shit, But the girl looked like she has gone through complete hell. She mouthed, 'Help me' and then that's when I pasted out.

I was listed up by tight warm hands. And it felt warm, the police sirens everywhere.

I was driven to the hospital. Then after we got back home, I woke up in Shawn's arms.

I panicked thinking that it was him again. But he held me and told me that I was safe and that they aren't going to hurt me any longer. I smelled cleaned, I was dirty.

I thought to myself,

Did he wash me?

~Hello my children, Jesus is here for a another update. This is more graphic and more plays into a role of rape, and how it is not okay. Rape is a serious matter, whether it is a girl or guy getting raped. I don't want it to happen.

This chapter is to make a point, if you or a loved one, or even a friend, you know, is struggling with the aftermath of this traumatic experience please talk or even help them out.

So, kids stay safe. And ilyasssm, Byeee loves!!! <3