I really just don't know what to write about the situations that prevail. Am i scared? Am I angry? Am I bored? Am I done with it? I seriously have no idea. But what I do know is that I miss the freedom. The absolute liberty of being able to go out and enjoy the sun and the view. I truly just miss that. I do at times get bored. Then I try to get something done to get that boredom to go away. Then I eventually get bored of that too. It is not like I do not like being in quarantine. It's just that I would wish to see some friends. Say hi maybe. But yeah that ain't possible. So I just do it with a call. But one thing I am so grateful about is the fact that all my family, My sister, brother and mom and dad are here with me. Us enjoying that valuable time and connection we somehow lost with these past hectic months of busy schedules.

To all the people who say they don't like being at home. I am really just confused about you all. I mean what do you mean by saying that you feel trapped? Does being with your family makes you feel trapped? Like seriously? I am happy that I finally have got some time to be and cherish the family moments. 

And seriously I am living my best life today. I am getting my tasks done. I am doing the homework I am assigned, I am writing my book with much more focus and a better plot is being developed. The editing of first book has been completed. Second book being written. The drawings and sketches i had planned to make when I would have some time are being shifted from mind to paper. New recipes being beautifully tried and the results coming out great. Poetry being done, quotes being written. Everything is well. Not just for me, But the earth too is healing. Pollution decreasing. As being someone who is an environmentally cautious person, I am happy to see things are going better. 

So I guess, that statement we hear a lot. That every cloud has a silver lining. That is kind of true. But I do hope that the things will become better. Because honestly I want to feel the outside life again. I have gotten some lessens from this situations too. I heard a quote the other day, it said:

''The life hasn't stopped. The sun is rising, The moon still giving its moonlight. The flowers still bloom everyday, the rain does pour from the skies in the same manner. Nothing has stopped. Only the artificial life has come to a pause'' 

And that makes perfect sense.