Hello guys. Even though the book is really not about the stuff like this, I really wanted to write this so that I may not forget this beautiful dream I just had yesterday night. (21 September 2020)

I hope you don't find it cringy*

Let's begin:

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I woke up, feeling my cheeks heated and my heartbeat varying quite furiously. And in those few seconds that our minds allow us to remember a dream or else we will forget it forever; I did remember. I reimagined everything that happened in the dream.

It was really just Me, a BTS fangirl aka Army living the best moment of her life. (Squeals*)

It was a dream that started out really worst. I almost thought it will be one of my worst nightmares. I was in a classroom, we had an art project to do. (It's not about arts. I love arts) All of the people who I despised were sitting around me on the circular table. It's not like I am someone who hates people without any cause. All of them were the people who had bullied, harassed and abused me. They did the same thing in the dream. One of them, a boy, snatched my colour pencils and tried to break them. Some of them did break. They all laughed their mocking laughs. Since I don't really fight back, I just put my arms on the table and laid my head on them so that I won't see the things they were doing.

When after a few seconds, I looked up only to find all of those bullies to be replaced by Bangtan Members. Namjoon, Hoseok, Taehyung, Yoongi, Jimin, Jungkook and Seokjin. They were all smiling and laughing. It was nothing like what the bullies had done to me earlier. It was polite and comforting. Taehyung got up and came towards me with a black and white, curly haired dog. He then told me that he got himself a new pet. I love animals a lot. So I immediately gushed over the cute little baby and took him into my arms. He was quite heavy and big once I actually held him. But I didn't mind. I hugged him and tickled him. Both Taehyung and I laughed. I went around showing the dog to the other members. They all petted and rubbed his ears. At last I made my way to Yoongi who was apparently sleeping with his hoodie covering his head and face.

(Don't cringe out please, he is my bias.)

I held the dog up in one arm and used one arm to wake yoongi up.

"Yoongi. Hey Yoongi." I slowly said rubbing the back of his shoulders and neck a little. (I really wake up everyone very calmly and Soothingly because I hate when someone wakes you up all screaming and you panic and your heart almost explodes. I hate that).

So I kept rubbing his shoulders until he opened his eyes a little and rose up his head from his laying position. He then moved his dark hair away from his eyes and looked up at me sleepily.

(Believe me I was jungshook from this whole scene because we were very close***)

Okay then I proceeded to show him the dog and moved it near his face. Yoongi just smiled a little. I guessed that he still isn't out of sleep completely.

Jungkook just appeared out of nowhere. He had a pair of earphones in his hands. He and yoongi talked about going out somewhere with the rest of the members. Yoongi asked for the earphones. Jungkook handed them to me. I put one end in Yoongi's ear and asked him if I could put one end in mine.

(I really don't know why I asked...maybe my fangirl side was taking over. Don't forget we were still very close***)

He smiled once again. It was a bit apologetic. I understood it right then. He  wasn't feeling like sharing the earphone. He then spoke.

"My head hurts a bit. It would be better if I use both of them because the loud cheering outside will make my headache bad." He then gave me a look which clearly told me he wanted me to understand. And I honestly did. I smiled at him and he smiled back. I handed him the other end of the earphones as well.

Jungkook began talking. "Yoongi Hyung! Would you please share your earphones with me. Only one end please. I lost mine and can't find them"

Yoongi smiled greatly at this. He thought for a while and agreed to sharing one end with Jungkook.

And I didn't wanted to feel it really. But the little pang of hurt was inevitable I guess.

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Hello guys. It was just a dream. Yes I did see them in my dream. The main person, however was yoongi.

The thing is: I did understand him why he didn't share the earphone with me and with Jungkook. It is completely fine. Because he knows Jungkook from a loooooooooong time and not me. So yeah. I am not hurt by it. Well maybe a little but It's okay.

What I am happy about is that they saved me from the nightmare of being bullied by my bullies again. It was truly magical. One second I am being hurt, I put my head down. Then the next second I raise it up and voila! All the members are here to light up my life.

I love them so much.
Truly a beacon of light in the dark.

I purple them and you army💜💜💜

Bye Bye Beautiful Beaders!

Till Next Time!

Wania Ejaz Abbasi.