A/n: includes some gore and angst please read something else if you dont like this type of stuff

The day was a cheerful one but all three of you forgot what moon formation is today.
The full moon. You always gave remus a emergency wolfsbane potion just in case

But the vial you usually store it in broke so you thought you can buy it by the time the full moon will come out

That was two 10 hours you still haven't bought one now it was the full moon. You all forgot

Remus was transforming in front of you sirius as well saw you panicked you quickly grabbed remus you took him to the forest

It was too late he transformed and attacked you bled out your face was scratched sirius found you in time and took you before you were mauled

Sirius quickly brought your limp body in your house. Fast enough you weren't seen

*Next Day*

You had scars across your face. You had bandages around your chest. You spotted remus curled into a ball laying on your shared bed crying

Sirius told him what happened to you when he was normal again. He wouldn't forgive himself for what he did

"Remus are you okay?" With worry in your voice "no i am not i hurt you..." He kept crying. Sirius was present for the both of us for the order meeting

"Remus i forgive you please dont blame your self!" "No i cant!.....i cant....i hurt you....."
I felt so much sorrow over me
"Please remus i am ok" "dont lie for me...."
I am half lying but i am truly fine

"Remus please come here" you said arms wide apart. Remus ran to your arm you hugged him in a tight embrace he loved