Lachlan's POV:

"I'm gay" I said. I realized my eyes were closed and I opened them and looked to where my parents were sat. They weren't there. My eyes started to water and I wanted to go and cry. I turned around to run of the stage but there standing there was my mother and father welcoming me into their arms. "Son its okay, We love you, we always will love you" They pulled me into their embrace. "I love you too mom dad" We hugged for a long while then i pulled away. I looked back into the crowd for Jay, still no where to be seen.

"Can you excuse me?" I asked my parents "Sure son" I walked over to the bathroom and knocked on the door. "Jay?" I heard a muffling sound then the door opens. There stands Jay with messy hair, like someone was messing with it. "Lachlan, hay" He looked at me. I try and look into the bathroom but he wouldn't let me. "What are you doing?" I asked. "Nothing ba-" "Jay baby what are you doing hurry up" I quickly push passed Jay and saw and boy sitting in a sink with messy hair "Your not Jay, who are you" He asked me. "Jay's boyfriend. WELL was boyfriend" I quickly pushed Jay onto the floor and ran out into the party again. My face was soaking. "Lachlan, Do you want something to eat?" Jayden asked. "..." I tried to speak but nothing came out. I quickly ran out into the car and started to drive home. I cried all the way home. Why couldn't I speak? Why did Jay cheat on me? How long has he been cheating on me? Did he even come for me? I couldn't take my mind of off the events that has happened today.

I got home and went straight to my room and cried. How can he hurt me like thats not fair. He's not worth it. I can find a better boy! I hope hes better with that a** hole. I sat on my bed and stared at my arms. This is where some many things went down. I looked at my legs and saw all the old cuts. I need to cut again. I need to get the pain out of my brain and into my legs.

I stood up and walked out into the bathroom. I found one of my dads razors. I threw it on the ground and stood on it so it broke. I picked up the metal bits and put the on my wrists. "S-" I tried to speak but nothing came out. "W-" Why cant I speak. I can speak in my head but nothing comes out when I try and actually speak.

I slit my legs and my wrists. I deserve it. 1 cut for falling in love. 2 for being gay. and the rest go to Jay. I hate my life. The rest of the night was me crying in my room and trying to tidy up the bathroom before my parents get home.