I'm not used to talking to people. The fact that I saw someone go out of there way to talk to me was interesting. I know Justin talks to me because he feels bad about breaking up with me. I'm not that stupid. Justin I know saw me talking to someone and I wasn't happy to see the jealousy on his face but at the same time I was. The guys name was John.

John said he'd text me later. I knew what he meant. It always meant after school or during class. Sense it was after school my guess was that he'd text me when he got out. Right as I'm walking to my moms work I hear my phone go off.

John: Hey :)

I've never been so happy to get a text from someone. I guess it's just because I haven't really talked to anyone sense the break up. He's really the only person I've started talking to sense.

Me: What's up?

John: Walking home. Wbu?

Wbu? What does that mean? I have texted someone in a long time. 

Me: What doesn't Wbu mean?

John: It means What About You. 

Me: Oh sorry...I haven't texted anyone in awhile. but I'm walking to my moms work and listening to music.

John and I don't really connect when it comes to music. Video games and being mute after a break up was what we had in common so far. We both wanted to get to know each other. Not in a romantic kind of way. Just as friends, and ONLY friends.

John: What song are you listening to?

I sometimes get so lost in my music I don't even know who I'm listening to or what song I'm listening to. I looked at my phone and saw Mad Hatter by Melanie Martinez.

Me: Mad Hatter

John: Never heard of it.

Me: well we don't really have the same taste in music remember?

John: True

I finally get to my moms work and sit at her desk. I tell John that I'm at my moms work and that I had to go. We both said goodbye and I started working. My mom looked at me surprised. She saw that I was texting someone other then her. "So are you talking to Justin again?" she asks. I shake my head. Her and I both know that its not going to happen ever again. She sighs. She liked Justin and was upset that him and I broke up. "Well come on it's my lunch."

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When I get home I go straight to my room. I lay in bed and take a nap. It's always the first thing I do. My dreams are a lot different every night. Some are violent, others are sexual, and some are most likely never going to happen. 

About 2 hours later I wake up and my mom is gone. I look at my phone and realize its 5:00. My mom always preferred to take late lunches so she could take me home. I start doing homework and I guess John realized I woke up.

John: Hey :3

Me: I'm doing homework can we talk later?

John: Oh sure. Sorry.

Me: I'm sorry too

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After homework him and I continue to talk. We both talk about our break ups and why we went mute because of it. Both of our stories are different. It kinda makes me happy to know I'm not the only one who went mute because of a break up. 

Seeing Justin though go after another girl right after him and I broke up kinda broke my heart again. Guess I'm still not over him, but what are you gonna do right? The heart wants what it wants. Even if it can't have it.