Everyone's climbing their ladder
And there they climb farther
Here, I am watching from behind
As they race to their finish line

Day by day I fake smile
I'm sick and tired of my life
But they see me strong, so I'd lie
But deep inside I want to die

I have no real destination
And I can't take an action
I know life is not a race
But I just can't keep up with the pace

It's hard to imagine my future
And it's becoming a silent torture
And here the big question lies
What am I doing with my life?

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I'll just leave this here.