(Diane's POV)

I wake up to the twins crying again...It's been two months now...They were supposed to be born now, they were premature. I groan as I stand up and drowsily walk over to the two cot's. I'm thankful to have them...I'm more then thankful, but it's tiring...I don't have anyone else to help me...Erik hasn't woken up yet...And today's the day, their going to let him go. The doctors are going to take him off the ventilator. I wanted to sob...I wanted to scream my head off knowing that Erik will be dead by the end of the day...But I have to stay strong for my babies...I have to be the best mother and father. I picked up Christine and pulled the sleeve of my nightgown down. Mark walked in, with two coffees.

"Hey." He smiled and kissed my head. "Got you some coffee's, hopefully to wake you up." I smile and take one. Mark and I broke up a month ago...He understood, he felt like we weren't made for each other. I introduced him to Lexie Grey and they seem so happy now. But the good thing is, Mark and I are still best friends. He sat beside me and smiled at Christine. "She's growing." He said as he pulled her into his lap. "That's great. That means she's going to be so healthy and happy." I smile and kiss her head, she looked exactly like Erik. "Yeah...She's my little miracle baby." I stand up and go get Daniel. He looked like me and my father...He was my little baby boy. Erik would love both of them. Mark had to go. He kissed my head and gave me back Christine. "Goodbye." I smile as he closed the door to the room.

I held my two babies and kiss their heads. They were my angel's, they kept me going...They kept me thinking and living and I will never want to lose them. But the sad thing is...Their never going to meet their father. Their never going to be held by him or be touched by him. And I'm never going to kiss his lips again...Make love to him. He'll be gone and I'll be alone in Rome. I never thought it would end up like this...Nine months in the hospital, nine months of watching my husband on a bed...Hooked up to machines. I wouldn't have married him if that was the case...I wouldn't have dragged him to New York if that was the case. I love him...And I know the babies will too...He'll always be here, he'll just be watching us. I sigh and kiss the twins heads and put them back in there cot. This is going to be a long day. My head turned as I heard the door open. Ryan walked in, looking sad. He walked to me and rubbed my back slowly.

"It's going to be okay..." He whispered. "You're going to get through this...And when your looking for another man...You can marry me." He kiss my neck. I was in tears already...I didn't want to be with him...I told him after he kissed me two months ago...He took it wrong and we've been fighting for the last two months. "No." I mumble and pull away as I walk closer to Erik. I touched his hand and smile...He was so warm...He felt alive. I felt Ryan's hand on my shoulder and the other one on my hips...I don't wanna be with him, he's not right for me. "You kinda owe me for delivering your babies." He whispered in my ear. "For bringing them into the world safely." He slowly rubbed my hips, going dangerously close to my lower area...I hate this...

(Ryan's POV)

I'm so close to getting her...She's going to be mine at the end of the day. I'm going to marry her...She'll be my wife. I've gone crazy, thinking of her and I together. If he did wake up, I had a plan to kill him...So I'll be the only one to have Diane...So I'll be able to hold her at night and make love to her. I held her close to me and felt her body...It felt so good to feel her again...Like that night we shared before she came to the hospital...The best night of my life. I felt her pull away from me and growl...Shit's about to go down.

"I owe you nothing..." She nearly screamed. "You did your job...Your getting paid to do this. That's what you get." I frown and clench my hands into fists. She's owe's me everything...She owes me love and I deserved to be cherished! I pull her to me, forcefully. I could see the terror on her face. "You owe me..." I yell. "You owe me love, I deserved to be cherished. Diane...I love you! I really do! I can't stop thinking about you. I can't sleep, cause all I think of is...You. I wanna move on...I see your in love with Erik...But I can't! I can't Diane!" I yell again. It felt so good to say that. To be able to express to her how much I love her. I looked her in the eye...And I saw pure horror, she was frightened and scared. I feel how tight my hands were around her wrists and I realized what I was doing...I was a monster. I began to cry...I let go of her "I'm so sorry..." I storm out of the room and leave.

I walk in the hallway, everyone one looking at me. I didn't realize what a freak I as before I told her how much I loved her...I heard myself speak...I head myself say everything. I was a monster who hurt her so much. She's grieving Erik...She's hurt, she's going to lose him today. I have to stop thinking of what I want and support her through the time of her grieving...She's losing the love of her life and I'm thinking of how she's going to pleasure when we have sex...I'm really a horrible person. I walk over to the Attending's lounge and laid on the couch. I'm going to start therapy tomorrow...Hopefully I'll be able to...To become normal again.

(Diane's POV)

I sigh as he left...I could see in his eyes that he meant no harm...He's just confused, that's all. I would forgive him when he apologizes. I look at my watch and sigh when The clock strikes 5:00...The doctors agree that 5:00 would be the time he would be taken off the ventilator...He would be gone from me at that moment...I'll never talk to him again. I know it doesn't seem like I'm that emotional, and crying. But If I cry...I know that I'll never stop.I wanna try and be happy...I wanna try and be okay. I turn my head as a nurse came in with a few papers and a pen. She avoided eye contact as she stood beside me, sighing as she began to touch all the machines.

"I'm so sorry..." She whispered. "Here are the papers you'll have to sign after him death. You'll be awarded $250,000 francs for wrongful death. Then we'll take him off the ventilator, we'll also ship the body to your home where you can make arrangements." I looked at her and nodded. I took the papers in my hands and pens...This is really happening. I shakily signed all the papers and gave it back to the nurse. This is going to be the last time I'm going to ever see my husband alive...It's a bittersweet moment...I'll never see him again...But I know he'll not be in pain...That he'll be in heaven...God forgive his sins...He didn't know better.

The nurse began to unplug him as I watched...My life's going to be different after today...I'll be a widow it's two babies...And all the men will be out to become my next husband...But I know...No one will replace my soulmate, Erik Destler. The nurse turned off the machine's and began to remove the wires he was hooked up to. I quickly ran to the cot and grab Christine and Daniel. I wanted them to say goodbye to their daddy. I could tell the nurse was crying...Her eyes were red, all the nurses and doctors felt pity for us...For me. But I don't need pity...Me having two babies has been a miracle...It's been the best thing that's ever happened to me. The nurse removed the tube in his mouth and turned to me, now uncontrollably crying.

"S-Say y-your l-last w-words..." She wiped her tears...I held back mine, I needed to cry in private...Where no one can see me. I place Christine and Daniel on his lap and smile as they crawl to his chest. I comb back his black hair and smile. I close my eyes and picture his green eyes...The one's that made me fall in love with him...That compelled me to him...I'll always remember him by that. I open my eyes and look back at him. I sigh and move close to the bed. "You go Erik...We'll be fine..." I bit my lip as the nurse began to sob. I wanted to tell her to shut up...But someone needs to cry...And I'm okay with someone else crying for me. I slowly put his hand on mine and touched it, holding it close and squeezing it. We'll be okay without him...We'll survive...But he'll always be with us...He'll always be the man I loved...My McDreamy.

I heard the monitor began to beep and then a flat line...Oh...I so wanted to cry in that moment...But I didn't, I couldn't. I couldn't cry in front of my babies. I squeeze Erik's hand as I preceded to let go...To go to the washroom and puke my guts out and cry...It would feel so good...It would be a relief to me to actually cry...I haven't done that in awhile. My husband is dead...He's gone forever...Rest in piece My Angel. I squeeze his head one more time and let go. I pick up the twins and put them in their cots. I already had tears rolling down my cheeks as I walked to the bathroom. I started to hear weird beeping noises as I touched the door knob. It was regular...I could hear breathing too. I turn around and see the monitor lighting up with signs of life...With signs of a heart that would not quit...I slowly walk back to his bed...I played with my wedding ring and engagement ring...What is happening?...What is going on? I was now standing over Erik's bed, looking over him as I could see his heart beat, his chest moving. Next thing I knew...I could see his green compelling eyes.

DUN DUN DUN

JK LOL

(END OF CHAPTER)

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