The Argument
(Diane's POV)
...1 year later...
"Stop yelling!" I screamed at him as I entered the kitchen. We've only been married for a year and we're already fighting. "You don't get to blame me for something that I didn't decide on!" I could only see anger in his eyes as I yelled at him. We fought about so many things lately...Just stupid things that don't even matter.
"No!" He yelled as he moved closer to me. "We agreed that this would be both of our blame when we discussed it with the doctor four months ago." He almost growled at me...He was being childish and unfair! Just because this unfortunate event happened doesn't mean he get's to take it out on me...I haven't even done anything.
"Erik...We need to learn not to yell at each other." I sighed and tried to calm myself down. "Fighting is not healthy in a relationship, especially when we've only been together for a year." I wanted us to work...I wanted us to be together as long as possible. He sighed and I could tell he calmed down. I was pulled to him and embraced.
"I'm sorry." He kissed my head. "I can't blame it on you that this happened...But maybe we can try again...Maybe this is just pure luck." I wanted to believe we could try again and get what we want.
I felt him softly touch my dress sleeve and pull it down...I get he wanted to try again...But I don't want to try after we've had a fight. I want to try when we're both happy and both up to it. I shake my head and slowly move away from him.
"Erik..." I said softly as I look down. "I don't want to do that right now...We just had a fight and I feel like we should only do it when we're both happy." I looked up at him slowly and I saw disappointment in his face. "I thought you wanted to try again...I thought you would want me to fulfill you."
I shake my head again and back away to the counter and looked at him. He slammed his fist in the counter and made a fist indent...Like all the others. He growled at me before walking away and going upstairs. I was scared...Whenever he did this he would threaten to hurt me...I know he doesn't mean it but it hurts me inside. I made myself some tea and sat on a chair.
"What am I to do about him?" I take a sip of my tea and saw the pan flit the doctor gave me...That was when the fighting started.
4 months ago
"There's a possibility that you won't be able to have children." The doctor said as I look away. I could feel Erik squeeze my hand. We've tried everything for the past four months and yet nothing has worked. We've wanted a baby for so long and it's been hard.
"But we're both healthy and everything in our body checks out." I said trying to make a point. "We should be able to have children." I tried to make it seem like it wasn't true and that we could have a little baby soon. "I'm sorry Mrs.Destler but what I say is true. Maybe the positions you guys try is the problem or it's just something wrong with your reproductive systems...But you just can't conceive. Sorry."
I began to cry as I was given the last piece of information. I wanted one so bad and Erik wanted one too. Erik patted my back as he softly pouted. The doctor gave us a pan flit of information for a surrogate and a sperm injections. I wanted this whole process to be natural. I sighed as we exited the hospital together.
"It's okay." He said as he led me to the carriage. "We can look into the options that are on on the pan flit. We can have a baby." I cried even more as he said that, I knew he wanted to make me feel better and I'm glad he did. But I wanted to be pregnant and t be able to feel the little kicks and hits on my stomach. I just wanted it to be our baby so badly...But maybe it's just meant to be like this.
"I just wanted this to be ours...I wanted to be real parents." I wipe away my tears as we neared out house. "Have the real experience of having to change our babies diapers and feeding our baby at two o'clock in the morning."
Our coach helped us out as I went inside the house...My dreams have been shattered...I really did think that I would've been a great mother, just like my mother...Even though their a little creepy. I made myself a glass of red wine and moped about this whole thing. It was the only thing I could do. I looked up at Erik as he entered the kitchen, probably to bring me heck about this show entire thing...Tell me not to give up and that he can get anything.
"Look at me...I promise you that this is going to be okay...We're going to get through this and you shouldn't give up." He grabbed a chair and sat beside me. "I love you and I will always spend a life with you...Even if we cannot have children." I smile softly and kissed him, he was right and maybe we could try to make the best out of it...I just want to be happy with him. I deepened the kiss and I could feel him smirk, and when Erik smirks...Something is going to happen.
"Maybe we can try now?...I just feel in the mood, maybe all we need is luck?" I touch his arm lightly and stared into his beautiful and compelling eyes. He is my everything. I nod slowly and he took my hand and led be upstairs...Hopefully this will work...
Back to present time
I twisted my wedding ring and sighed...The doctor said we couldn't conceive, and he was right...We can't conceive. I just don't get why we should fight about this almost everyday and end up having sex after, it's just mind boggling. I look at the pan flit that had many options to conceive a child. On the back was advertisement for marriage counselling in New York.
Oh New York, how I missed the days where I sweet, rich, and beautiful teenager who had no worries in the world. Now I have the stress of not being able to conceive a baby and fighting with my husband for months now. I read the ad and decided that this might help us...Be a better couple and right for each other. I slowly went upstairs to our room.
"Hey..." I awkwardly said as I sat on the edge of the bed. "I have this pan flit...It has an ad on the back about private marriage counselling on the back...I think we should go...It would help us with fighting and just the problems we have in our relationship....Please think of it..." I saw him get angered by this...Why does he get so mad easily?
"No...We're not going there, our relationship is fine Diane." He looked like he was going to blow a fuse...I am literally scared."It's not your choice Erik, you always choose everything that we do in bed or in public...I want to do this..." I shakily say under my breath, but just loud enough for him to hear me.
I know he doesn't want to do this....Erik's a traditional kind of man and he wants to do it the way society does it. But the worlds changing, ever since ww1 happened woman have been able to do more independent things. I take his hand in mine and tried to calm him down...Maybe if I try to soothe him then he'll feel better and maybe even consider it.
"Hey...It's okay." I kissed his neck softly. "I know your a traditional man and you want to have a marriage that's proper. But maybe this can help us become better people and it'll make this marriage better..." He slowly nodded and kissed my head. "And besides...If you refused me then I would file for a divorce."
I could feel his grip tighten on my hand and pouting coming from my mouth. If I were to divorce him I would get my parents to help me, I would probably win the house and most of his money...But I love him and that was only a false threat that I would only grant true if our marriage was really in trouble...And it is...?
"I will go!" I was whisked out of my thinking as he began to cry and hugged me tightly. "I can't loose you like I lost my Christine. We can go and help our marriage...Just please don't leave me." I smirk and nod as I stroked his face softly. I finally got my way this time and hopefully when we go in a few days that it'll help us out on this non troubled marriage?..,
DUN DUN DUN
JK LOL
(END OF CHAPTER)
Hey Fantoms,
I hope you enjoyed this time traveling chapter of The Music Lovers! I did and did not enjoy writing this chapter. I enjoyed writing this chapter because of the book and I just enjoy writing. But I didn't enjoy writing it because of how sad of a turn this book has taken in only four chapters. I'm sorry if you guys didn't like that they have a hard time getting pregnant and fight a lot, but I promise that it'll get better later in the book when the plot plays out more. I would just like to thank you guys for 100 reads already! That's such a big accomplishment! It's only been a few chapters. I have made he decision that I will be updating every third day instead of once a week. The reason for that is cause it will take seven months to write thirty chapters! That's a long time. PLEASE read, comment, vote, and share with other people who like The Phantom Of The Opera. LOVE YOU ALL!
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