I don't know how to feel knowing this information one side wants to tell you to back the fuck off the other size wants to keep the peace... I'm so mixed right now so far the first size is winning how can someone feel jealous when they have what the other wants yet I don't feel I have them fully as long as you fucking play your goddamn tricks and are better than I and closer than I you will always win this... And I just must accept this... I just want a normal relationship not an open one where girls flirt and you have no problem nor say hey that's nice but I love my baby... I do it with guys they hit on me or flirt and I say I love my baby I'm taken but thank you... Guess I'll just flirt back... *shrugs* I feel like "Affairs Of The Heart."