i heard the voice and i knew it was Sean. i took angel and hid in the closet. a few minutes later i heard the bedroom door open and i heard him walk in and i heard the closet door opening out of no where angel started to  growl and i told her to be quiet and then i heard a window open and then some bushes rustle but just to be on the safe side i stayed in the closet and text Phillip to come  home. 

then a few minutes later the door opened and i heard Phillip call my name and i ran into his arms and started to cry and i told him what happened and he told me that everything would be ok.

the sun was setting and i Phillip  that i was going  to the bedroom and he followed me into the bedroom and laid down next to me and in a few minutes i was asleep. a few minutes later i woke up and saw that Phillip was still sleeping so i got out of bed and went into the bathroom  and i opened a drawer and i found what i was looking for  a razor blade. i proceeded to lift up my shirt sleeve and make a bloody mark on my arm and then i made another mark and then another until my arm was completely full of cuts and then i did the same thing to my other arm .  i put the razor down and went into the kitchen and got a piece of paper and wrote the following 

to the most wonderful man in the world  when you read this i will be dead and i just want to let you know that it was not your fault and i will always love you.

i started looking for a rope and then i found one  before i tied it i went into the bedroom and put the note on my side of the bed and i took the rope into the bathroom and tied the rope into a noose  and then i tied the other end of the rope to the shower head and then i downed a bottle of pills and put the noose around my neck and sat down and i slipped out of consciousness.

Phillips pov

i woke up and checked the clock and it was eight in the morning so i got up and i saw a piece of paper and i read it and then i was scared. i started to call novas name but i did not get a response i went into the bathroom and saw pills scattered all over the floor and i saw novas lifeless body hanging from the shower head and i quickly undid the rope from her neck and took her out of the tub and put her on the floor i was so overcome with grief that i decided i wanted to be with her again so i went into the kitchen and got a knife and i went back to the bathroom and i slit my throat. i could feel  the warm blood running down my neck i thought to myself that i would be able to see nova again and i fell on the floor dead.

the end